NOVEL SIMPLE Chapter 469 I am so important
Hermione raised her head, rolled her eyes, and sighed rarely: "Actually, I don't even know what I said. Maybe I thought too much, maybe I won't think so tomorrow."
"You didn't think too much." Sun Zhu couldn't help but touched her head again, "I know you have always been a brave and decisive little witch, but the reason why you are so worried about gains and losses, worried and sensitive and anxious is just because you let them go You get to a very important position, but you feel like they don’t treat you the same way.”
Hermione lowered her head immediately: "Oh my god, am I too selfish? I have no right to ask them to do this."
"Don't think about yourself like this. This is human nature. Maybe it's not that you think too much, but that they do less. At this time, the more sensitive person can only keep changing himself to match the rhythm of others." Sun Zhu Xiao whispered, "Based on my prejudice against these two, it's probably that they always do something but hide it from you, just like this time."
"Actually, I can't always ask them to tell me everything."
"Why not." Sun Zhu, "As you said, you have experienced so much together, so you can be more confident. Without your help, they will be in a lot of trouble."
"Maybe it's not intentional." Hermione said, "Besides, being so domineering will make people annoying."
"But this is the more real you."
"Am I such a person?" Hermione's face turned red. "I'm already very reasonable."
Sun Zhu smiled: "Of course it's good for you to be more reasonable for them, but you can't always make yourself uncomfortable for them."
"Is it always the case? Or maybe I'm actually making a fuss out of a molehill..."
"Hermione, when I first met you, you were a little Muggle who wasn't even afraid of snow monsters. After three years of being a wizard, why are you so timid?" Sun Zhu bumped her shoulder with his shoulder. Shoulder, "Have you ever told them what you said to me?"
Hermione was stunned for a moment and shook her head: "Although I didn't say it directly, I think they can understand."
"You think too highly of them." Sun Zhu sighed, "Everyone's emotional perception ability is different. If you have high demand for them, just tell them directly and don't let yourself be so tired. If they refuse to become Just give up your most important friend, I know you can do it.”
Hermione half-opened her mouth: "I...I never thought about not being friends with them. Although Ron and I often quarrel, he always makes me realize his reliability and value at critical moments. Ha. Even though Leigh made me angry and anxious at times, I always knew he was a good person and he cared about me and Ron."
Sun Zhu also felt that she was completely screwed. She actually encouraged Hermione, Ron and Harry to break up the gang. By then the trio would no longer exist, and it was unclear whether Voldemort would directly make a comeback.
But that's what she said, not only because she believed that the trio's relationship could withstand the test, but also because... everyone here, whether it was Harry or Hermione, was by no means a tool to deal with Voldemort. If they are emotionally unable to accept such an arrangement, then does she want to force them to be together?
She would hesitate before, but not now.
"You said before that you feel like an alien here? So let me ask you, is being an alien necessarily a bad thing?"
"Isn't it?" Hermione hesitated: "It's just that the aliens in everyone's eyes are different. In the eyes of shallow guys like Malfoy, as long as they are not pure blood, they are aliens, and they are inferior. I think except for Slytherin , no one would think this is right.”
Sun Zhu looked at her with a smile, noncommittal.
"In my eyes, aliens are people who have no way to integrate into the life here. No one can become an isolated point. She always has to establish connections with the people around her, whether this connection is in the form of lovers or friends. "Hermione looked troubled, "Actually, I read these from Muggle psychology books, but I think it's right. I often feel that I am incompatible with many things here...for example, they are accustomed to it. The house elf is an existence that I still can’t understand and identify with.”
"You have to believe that you are definitely not the only one who has this opinion."
"But when I told Ron about this, he only said that it was because I was born as a Muggle, so I was not used to such things." Hermione pouted angrily, "Of course I know this, not everyone like me is All wizards born from Ma species will care about this issue. But I can't help it. Even if it has nothing to do with me, can I just turn a blind eye? I can always do something for them, even if they don't appreciate my best. A friend said..."
Hermione took a deep breath and laughed at herself: "'Please, wake up. You are either obsessed with that stupid Lockhart, or you are addicted to your world and dreaming about your savior'. But I just want to By doing this, I believe I am doing the right thing. Even if I am not important at all, even if I exhaust myself, there is no way to change it, but there is a fundamental difference between doing it and not doing it.”
The little witch's chest heaved violently because of this impassioned speech. Sun Zhu handed her a cup of hot honey water and clapped gently: "Look, you know how to be yourself. You look like this in the eyes of many people." You may be an alien, and even Harry and Ron are distanced from you, but you are still Hermione, and no one can change that, so keep going like this."
"Then don't you think it's strange for me to be like this?"
"Of course I don't think so, because I'm the same as you, even more so than you." Sun Zhu smiled, "Worrying for many people all day long about things they don't even know about. I consider myself more important than anyone else. Maybe this is It’s funny, but I don’t think there’s anything wrong with it – because I’m important, and so are you.”
Hermione looked at her blankly, and after a moment, she reached out a hand and touched her palm lightly.
"Then I have decided." The little witch's voice became extremely firm, "I will never be confused about anyone again in the future! I will still do many things for my friends, but the one I choose in the end must find me very important. people.”