NOVEL SIMPLE Chapter 74 So Ah Xing, do you hate me?
"Captain Xu, that's not what you said. If Bai Qingwei hadn't privately brought that old lady to our base at that time, more than [-] of us would not have died."
Xu Bin, the short-haired man who comforted Bai Qingwei, was also the captain of this group of people.
Hearing Lei Xing's words, he couldn't help but sneered.
"No one knew at the time that the old lady had evil intentions and wanted to plot against us. Bai Qingwei cannot be blamed for this. She just wanted to save people. If because of the apocalypse, even the most basic humanity will be wiped out, we are still alive What's the point?
And if everyone could predict what would happen next, then you wouldn't be the only one left in the Thunder team. So, are you also the culprit? "
Lei Xing's pupils suddenly dilated, and he would always be pained by what happened when Team Thunder was in danger.
His most trusted brother and best friend were all lost in that battle.
Xu Bin's words of poking a person's lung tube really hit his Achilles' heel.
However, he did not deny it. He had to admit it was his fault. There was nothing to quibble about.
"I admit that I took most of the responsibility for what happened to the Thunder Team. I dare to bear this responsibility. Without Bai Qingwei, do you dare to admit your responsibility today?"
Lei Xing stared at Bai Qingwei.
"When you insisted on taking that old lady with you, did someone remind you that every ordinary person who can survive in the city until now should be careful.
But did you listen?
Do you believe it?
You put all your efforts into showing your kindness in times of crisis!
Risk your teammates' lives to bet on your holy act!
Even though you knew you might kill someone, you still pretended to be kind and took in that old lady!
If you are really kind, why don't you think about the crisis your behavior may bring to us! "
Her life is pitiful, should we team members die? !
Every word he said was aimed at Bai Qingwei, and it seemed that there was quite a lot of grudge between the two.
Xu Bin was very dissatisfied with his aggressive appearance, but now was not the time for internal strife. If he were in the base, he would have to deal with this arrogant boy!
Bai Qingwei opened his mouth slightly and looked at Lei Xing in disbelief, with crystal clear tears hanging in the corners of his eyes.
She really didn't expect that her momentary soft-heartedness would kill so many people.
She just saw that the old woman was very old, and when she saw her, she reminded her of the elders in her family.
How could she bear to watch the old lady kneel down in front of her.
But Lei Xing's accusations stuck in her heart every word.
Thinking of the smiling faces she interacted with every day, they were all eaten up in the blink of an eye, or turned into hideous zombies, and all of this was because of her stubbornness.
Bai Qingwei was in a daze.
"I just, just want to save her..."
Seeing her heartbroken, Xu Bin finally couldn't help but stepped forward and pulled Lei Xing away, "Leixing, this is not your Thunder Team. I am the captain here. If you want to stay here, you'd better learn how to Shut up!!
It is precisely because in the apocalypse that everyone is in danger and only wants to take care of themselves, qualities like Bai Qingwei are precious. I am not partial to her, I just want to protect our last bit of conscience. "
"Shut up? Am I wrong? This is not the first time!
Also, why don't you favor her? People who are biased say that they are the fairest! "
Lei Xing roared. He didn't know what he was thinking of. The bulging veins on his forehead were jumping up and down, making the scars running through the left and right sides of the company commander's face even more ferocious. .
"Every time she was a good person, did good deeds, and kept getting into trouble, but she had nothing to do with it. She always used the lives of her teammates to make up for it!
You always say that she has learned the lesson and will change it in the future!
But when did she not promise well and then forget about it in the blink of an eye? !
And why? !
Why should we use our lives to help her remember this lesson?
Tell me why! !
You are everyone's captain, not hers alone. You are responsible for all your team members! "
This sentence seemed to be told to Xu Bin, but more like it was told to his former self.
The two brothers, Hao Jun and Hao Hong, had tried to persuade him like this before, but he couldn't listen.
Everyone knew that Bai Qingwei was a very kind person. Although the danger this time was indeed caused by Bai Qingwei bringing an old lady back to their temporary hiding place without the consent of others, there was not too much. To blame her.
But Lei Xing's words made several people suddenly feel uncomfortable.
Yes, so many people died this time.
And she has done similar things before. Every time she does something good, others bear the risk. Why?
Yes, why would you use your own life to help her grow?
Why?
As the saying goes, if you eat something, you will gain wisdom.
But Bai Qingwei, every time he does bad things out of kindness and good intentions, he doesn't get into trouble.
Every time, the companion pays the price with blood.
And she will never remember those lessons and will still go her own way next time. This kind-hearted behavior without regard for the consequences makes everyone a little scared.
And she was extremely lucky. Every time she was fine, she didn't have to pay any price, but the people around her didn't do anything, but they died miserably.
This time someone else died, maybe it will be my turn next time.
Everyone present here all thought of this.
The look he looked at Bai Qingwei was also more accusatory.
After Lei Xing finished speaking, he let out a long breath and said hoarsely with red eyes.
"Captain Xu, didn't you ask me why Team Thunder died and I was the only one left?"
"what?"
Xu Bin didn't realize why the topic suddenly changed so far.
They only knew that the Thunder Team was in danger and destroyed, but Lei Xing never said the reason, nor did they ask.
Lei Xing smiled sadly and raised his finger to point at Bai Qingwei.
"It's because of her.
Because I was the same as you are now. Arrogant and arrogant, thinking I can control everything.
We met Bai Qingwei and rescued her.
She was so good-looking and kind, and she was different from all the survivors around me who had to be ruthless in order to protect themselves.
Really different.
So I like her too and I think I can protect her...
But for the first time, she took in a child who was scratched by a zombie. The child clearly had wounds scratched by the zombies. She was responsible for checking it, but she saw that the child was pitiful and hid it.
Later, in the middle of the night, the kid turned into a zombie and bit the two teammates who were guarding him. Bai Qingwei went to the toilet, so he escaped. "
Bai Qingwei cried and shook her head, "I, I didn't mean it.
I also regret it. I really didn’t know it would be that serious. I thought, what if it was a wild cat that caught it..."
“Later, without telling us, she gave the supplies to a group of survivors nearby to help others.
That group of survivors knew that we had supplies, and like wolves that had tasted meat, they pursued us, attracting a large number of zombies... and many people died. "
Bai Qingwei said, "No, I really didn't mean it. I just thought that since we have so many supplies, why not help others? I..."
Before she could finish her words, Thunder Star roared at her angrily.
"you shut up!
A lot of supplies? !
idiot! How could you tell there are so many supplies? !
Each of us only eats [-]% full at a time. Do you think we are losing weight! ! "
Bai Qing covered her face slightly and cried, almost out of breath.
His face was pale, as if he was going to faint at any moment.
But Lei Xing did not stop at all, and counted several more casualties caused by her kindness regardless of the consequences.
"Last... last time..."
When he said these words, Lei Xing's face was covered with tears. He was crying and laughing at the same time. Thinking of what happened back then, he felt a little dazed.
He felt that the woman in front of him was ridiculous, pitiful and hateful.
"We never dreamed...we never imagined...that she would sympathize with a zombie..."
With tears in his eyes, he looked at the woman who looked so beautiful even when she was crying, and said bitterly.
"She actually felt pity for a zombie and let it go from the iron cage. Just because there was no rot on the zombie's body, and its green and white skin could vaguely show its handsome appearance in life, she thought it was possible for him to recover. Consciousness, become human again.
But that zombie was a third-level zombie, a third-level zombie that had never been seen before.
...It was that time, everyone died, everyone died... The scar on my face was made by myself, just to remind myself to always remember my stupidity in the past.
I shouldn't have saved her, and I shouldn't have anything to do with her! "
Bai Qing raised her head slightly, clear tears streaming down her cheeks, she looked at Lei Xingdao and cried.
"But, but...
I saved you. If I hadn't saved you, you would have been killed by the Corpse King.
It was I who dragged you out of the pile of dead people and carried you on my back for a long, long time.
I will leave the last supplies for you to eat, and I will eat the leaves myself.
Even though my feet were soaked, I still carried you until I found the crowd before I dared to faint.
I treat you as my family member.
So Ah Xing...do you hate me? "
"Yeah, so why did you save me?
If you don't save me, I can kill you, kill you without any psychological burden!
The two brothers Hao Hong and Hao Jun are dead!
Huang Mao is dead, and so is the fool!
Everyone is dead, why not you?
Why are you the only one who has nothing to do?
Why am I, the culprit, still alive!
Why did you save me? Why didn't you let me die there! "
Lei Xing covered his face and cried bitterly. He hated Bai Qingwei because she killed everyone.
He also hated himself. He was the initiator of all this. Without his connivance, Bai Qingwei would not have killed so many people.