Mr. Gu, stop being abusive, Miss Xu is marrying your brother.

In the ward, Jiang Mei cried so hard that she knelt on the ground and refused to leave.

Xu Chen pulled her several times, but Jiang Mei pushed Xu Chen away frantically. "She is your sister, she is your sister, she was killed by someone, and you just watched helplessly!"

"What else do you want me to do? Go and kill all those people, and then send myself in to be shot, and bring the Xu family in too? Do you know that it is because of your connivance, your willfulness, my... ...Lard has deceived the heart... I have done so many wrong things, but now it is all retribution... it is retribution."

Xu Chen took a step back weakly, breathing a little weakly.

"Shut up! You just have no ability. What's the point of raising you so big? Your father is a heartless person, and you are also a heartless person. None of you have any ability... You are all incompetent... If you were half as capable as others, how could our Xu family, Xueluo... be bullied to this extent?"

"She was bullied? Haven't I protected her enough all these years? Do you still want her to ascend the throne! You hate Xu Yan and hate that Xu Yan is Liu Mei's daughter, so you can ignore everyone's opposition and even take advantage of her You threatened my life and asked me to give false testimony in court! She went to jail for five years! Just because the new intern from the Gu Group took the initiative to buy Gu Zheyu a cup of coffee, Xueluo gave him a Her eyes were injured to the point of almost losing her sight! Aren’t I protecting her? Aren’t you indulging her? "

"You don't even know the basics of good and evil, right and wrong!" Xu Chen yelled at Jiang Mei frantically. "You are too vicious..."

"What did you say?" Jiang Mei seemed to dare not think about her own ears, so she got up and slapped Xu Chen. "Don't forget that you were the one who attacked Xu Yan in the first place! Is it my fault alone?"

"What were you afraid of back then? You are so kind and stick to the bottom line. What were you doing when I hated Xu Yan?" Jiang Mei was also shouting.

Xu Chen is helping Zhou to do evil.

"Isn't it you who... said those vicious words? Wasn't it you who warned me... about Xu Chen, do you have inappropriate thoughts about Xu Yan? Even if she is not the daughter of the Xu family, she is still a second-in-command. The woman who has been my sister for eleven years says that if I have thoughts about her that I shouldn’t have, it would be dirty and disgusting!”

Wasn't it Jiang Mei who pushed him step by step to where he is now?

Every time he made a move on Xu Yan, he reminded himself that he didn't... didn't have such dirty and disgusting thoughts about Xu Yan.

Before he knew that Xu Yan was not his biological sister...

"We are all madmen, we are all disgusting... You are not qualified to criticize me, and I am not qualified to accuse you. We are all crazy... We are all madmen." Xu Chen laughed, slightly crazy.

Jiang Mei looked at Xu Chen in shock. "You really like that little bitch. I knew she was a vixen. She came to destroy me in our house. She failed to seduce my son and even killed my daughter! She was the one who seduced you, right? She had already You knew she wasn’t my daughter, and she deliberately seduced you, right?”

"No..." Xu Chen smiled weakly. "I said no...Xu Yan has always regarded me as an older brother, as a real brother..."

"It's me! It's me who has thoughts about her that I shouldn't have! It's me who's disgusting." Xu Chen said sarcastically, turned around and ran away like crazy.

Jiang Meili was stunned on the spot, her whole body was numb, and she fell to the ground weakly.

Why did she have to drive Xu Yan out of the Xu family, why did she have to put her in jail...

It was also to stop Xu Chen's thoughts.

Mother always knows her child best...

When did she discover that Xu Chen had feelings for Xu Yan that went beyond brother and sister? It was probably when Xu Yan was eighteen years old.

For Xu Yan's birthday that year, Xu Chen personally made a cake for Xu Yan and used all his pocket money to buy Xu Yan a pendant worth about 800,000 yuan.

He said that his sister deserves the best as part of her coming-of-age ceremony.

At that time, Jiang Mei only thought that Xu Chen was too spoiled to Xu Yan and doted on her sister too much, so she didn't take it seriously.

But when Xu Yan had a fever in the middle of the night and said she wanted to drink fruit tea, and Xu Chen lost her mind and went to supermarkets looking for fruit tea in the middle of the night, Jiang Mei became suspicious...

How can any brother dote on his sister to this extent?

Xu Yan had a fever, so after drinking the fruit tea, she happily said thank you to her brother, and then fell into a deep sleep.

Xu Chen stayed with Xu Yan all night, washing the towel over and over again to help her cool down. He stayed by the bed, not daring to leave for a moment.

Jiang Mei woke up thirsty in the middle of the night and wanted to drink some water. When she passed Xu Yan's room, she saw Xu Chen... secretly kissed Xu Yan's forehead.

At that time, Jiang Mei was a little flustered.

How could any brother... treat his sister like this?

Even if they are brothers and sisters, they must keep a distance from each other when they are adults.

Xu Yan is sick and unconscious, but what about Xu Chen?

Don't the two brothers and sisters know how to avoid suspicion?

From that day on, Jiang Mei reminded Xu Chen intentionally or unintentionally to keep a distance from her sister. They were both older children and adults. Don't get too close, others would gossip.

But Xu Chen didn't listen at all.

Until that year, Xu Yan came home and coyly said that she was in love and her boyfriend was a boy from the Gu family.

Jiang Mei was very happy and told Xu Chen directly that Xu Yan had grown up and had a boyfriend.

That was the first time Jiang Mei saw the unbearable emotional changes on her son's face.

He stood up sullenly, said harshly to Xu Yan, saying she was too young to fall in love prematurely, and then said he had something to do at school, turned around and left.

For a long time after that, Xu Chen didn't go home often. He lived outside and kept a distance from Xu Yan.

But Jiang Mei could tell that Xu Chen was suppressing the feelings that were raging and growing wildly.

His love for Xu Yan was not that of brother and sister, it had already deteriorated long ago.

Just because of Jiang Mei's suppression, his feelings were gradually distorted by self-doubt.

In order to prove that he did not love Xu Yan, and to prove that he was not a lunatic or a pervert who liked his sister, he began to intentionally collaborate with Jiang Mei and Xia Xueluo to do things that hurt Xu Yan...

Obviously every time after doing it, I feel so guilty that I want to kill myself.

But he still hurt Xu Yan.

To the point where it can never be undone and made up for.

……

Xu Chen's residence.

Xia Xueluo's death was a huge blow to Xu Chen.

It was like a heavy blow that woke him up, leaving him awake in pain.

Sober, he recalled over and over again all the wrong things he had done to Xu Yan over the years.

Standing in front of the bathroom mirror, Xu Chen punched the bathroom mirror. The mirror shattered into pieces and Xu Chen's blood was on the mirror.

He pulled off his tie, unbuttoned his shirt, eyes red, and took off his shirt.

Under the collarbone is the scar he burned himself with a cigarette butt.

There are also many scars on the arms...

Those, every time he hurt Xu Yan, he would hurt himself in the same way.

Every time I think of Xu Yan, I punish myself in a painful way.

During the five years that Xu Yan was in prison, he asked for visits countless times, but Xu Yan refused.

Every time he went and every time Xu Yan refused, he would make a cut on his arm.

Densely packed... shocking.