NOVEL SIMPLE Already Lost Love
As the truck slowly approaches me, i could only see her with tears.........
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I am Mike, a boy from the countryside that had mobe towards the city. I met person who had become my rival.
When we were kids, we would always fight with each other. From rivals to friends to best friends.
We became friends when she was being bullied. Yes, she is a girl named Alicia, now my best friend.
We talked, sleep together and even took baths together. We are glued to each other.
When we became highschoolers, thats the day, our world would changed......
She met a boy named ken, a year older than us. It was love at first sight for her.
She kept glancing at him everytime he would be seen at.....
Then i got aquaintant with him since we got the same hobby. She would pester at me to make a connection for both of them.
At first, i declined at her request. She said she would cry if i decline her the second time.
I know it was a bluff, so i didn't listen to her. Then, she cried....
I was shocked because she really love him. I had no choice but to accept her request....
Why did i decline her request? Simple.......
When we were kids, when we were at the mountains, i saw a beautiful scene. Her one piece dress was fluttering, she hold the dress with her snow white arms, her black hair swaying, and her blue eyes stared at me. She was so beautiful that had my heart stop.
Then i realise that i fallen in love with her.........
I was scared that i would lose her but even more so that i would make her unhappy.
So i had to sacrifice my heart for her smile.......
I made preparations, calculations, and best place for a best confession spots that could win his heart. Even if i was in pain, tired and sick; i would this for her. Thats how far i would go to make her smile.
Then the awaited day has come.......
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On that day, her confession was a success. Her smile was so mesmerizing that my hard work paid off. But......
Already lost love tasted so bitter.........
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1 month after her confession,
She kept talking on how their date had happend,when she kept talking about him, my heart would always shatter. I wanted go close my ears but i would make her sad so i endured it.
"Do you have someone you like?"
?
She asked the one thing that i don't want to hear. Argh! Why!
"Ah! Its some close to us right?"
"Yeah, but it was already over when i know it......."
"Oh...."
Then she became downhearted. Dammit! Why do i always f**ked up?
When we where at the crossroads, she saw her boyfriend and ran towards him.
"Hey, be carefu-"
Before i could finished my words, a fast moving truck was charging towards her.
Her bf saw her and quickly ran towards her but.......he was too late.......
It would already crash at her before he could save her.........
Dammit! I had no choice but to chase after her.
I can't let her die! Damn, i hate you god..........
I couldn't save the both of us so i had no choice........
I push her off towards her bf. Before i pushed her off......
"I love you......"
After she was caught by her bf, i stared at him.
"Take care of her......."
And then i felt extreme pain and my conciousness fades......