My Reverse Life

Life is like a leaf carried by a wave. You won't know where the waves will take you. Only hard work and patience can help you control the direction of your goals. If you just stay put, the waves will take you to places you don't know. Whether it is misery or success. These waves are destiny and the leaf are the reality. This is my belief in what is life. 

My name is Miyazaki Aria. Born as a woman in this life, previously a man. The life that I experienced in my previous life is happy, Is undoubtedly so. Even if I meet a miserable end. I will not deny my happy moments. That's why I pray to God to erase my bad memory and keep the happy memory. I've been living in this life as a woman for the twelfth year. And recently, the bad memory has been resurfacing. At the same time, the world turns into chaos and is invaded by a monster that seemingly comes from another world. Are these two have a connection with one another?. My memory and the world.

My Reverse Life... I remember saying this. If I ever reincarnated, I will live my life in reverse my previous life. Becoming a woman is one way to fulfill that. At first, I was reluctant to accept it. How could I bear to live as a woman?. Especially how I was physically androgynous and often mistaken as a girl in my previous life. I hate the fact I have always mistaken it as a girl. So I change my appearance similar to a boy. I basically became a tomboyish girl. Which is I regret it later. And now I hate being mistaken as a man. In the end, it goes back to what it used to. Nothing that really changes aside for my gender. Is this fate? Will, I ended up the same as my previous life. That's my initial thought when I realized nothing really change. But even so, I brush through that thought and ran away from reality. Why should I be worried about it?. I will work hard and will not repeat the same mistake as my previous life. But then, the great catalyst happens. And monsters from another world invades this world. That's when I realized once again, my miserable end will play differently In this life. I will not end up miserable because of bankruptcy. My miserable end might be caused by these monsters.

And so, to protect my family and my happiness. I ought to create an organization that sole purpose is to protect my family's peaceful life. I don't want to see them sad. I don't want them to end up like my previous life family. I will try my best to reverse the fate of my life. Even if it cost my soul, is better for me... Is better for me alone to end up miserable. Because my happiness is to see my dearest to be happy.