NOVEL SIMPLE Chapter 1076
II140. The subordinate student had a sense of crisis.
“Hmm? That hairpin isn’t the same as yesterday.Yesterday I thought it was unique. ”
─ It’s not mine, it’s Dios’ memory.
The day Dios went to school with Cedric for the first time as “Chloe”.
In tune that night, we shared all of each other’s memories.That’s why I know that time much more clearly than I remember hearing about Dios.I’ve already started to synchronize my feelings with each other, and I can almost understand how Dios felt at that time.
I wonder how much Dios got hurt… and how happy he was.
“Ah… yes, just a little spare.”
When Cedric pointed out that after eating, Dios was very upset when he held down the two hair fasteners.
It is because I was simply pointed out that Cedric, the royal family, is not used to it yet or that it is someone else in the morning, but neither Dios nor I thought that only one of the two hair fasteners would be noticed as something else.
Because shapes are the same size.I’ve never even noticed the sister who made it, but I still don’t know why Cedric noticed it.One is from the original Dios.The other one I borrowed every time I replaced it. [M]
Surprised by what had been said and without an excuse, Dios remembered the day before bewildered.Precisely the conversation between me and Cedric the day before yesterday.And… the emotions at that time.
“Good thing, sister. I’m glad you have good brothers.”
Now I even know what Dios remembered because of the synchronization of his thoughts.At that time, Dios was in harmony with my memories and feelings.
When Cedric asked me a question that I was perplexed by words that seemed too pure.
Are they all there?
I was relieved that I felt a little off topic from my sister, and Cedric’s fingertips indicated my hair fastening.
At that time… I thought Master Cedric must be making fun of us.After all, it must be strange to have a man’s hair stuck on a star at this age.
When I was a kid, I sometimes looked more like a woman than I do now, and I didn’t care about my surroundings or us, but now that I’m fourteen, I’m sometimes embarrassed. [M]Dios didn’t care at all, but he still looks like a girl.Even if we didn’t have a masculine face, we were all hysterical, and if we weren’t dressed thinly, a girl would really mistake us, so it would be extra if we kept our hair on.In general, it’s embarrassing just to have you together this year.
Besides, I was always embarrassed when someone asked me if it was handmade by my sister with a star decoration that I liked.I hate it when a man laughs at me for a good year.
Still, Dios has always worn it as a matter of course, but when I took it off because I was only embarrassed, my sister who made it and Dios, who hated the matches, continued to wear it.Besides… what your sister made for us, and what’s in line with Dios, was important to me.
And then Dios found out that the emotions at that time were in full harmony.
“… that’s weird, right? This way….”
In front of Cedric, Dios leaned on his hair to be pulled by my feelings at the time.
My feelings hurt Dios when Cedric pointed out that I was stuck in my hair, that I was embarrassed, that I was upset, that I wanted to hide it, and that everything was shared with Dios.
“I was ashamed of Chloe.” “How can you be with a brother like me?” “I wonder if he’s like a child.” “Because he’s like a girl?” “Why?”
At that time, Dios was still not in tune with my thoughts, and only my emotions were in tune, so I made an extra misunderstanding.
I didn’t hate it because I was with Dios, and there are many things I want to tell you about why I am so despised now.
“Oh… you’re with my brother.This is the year…. I’m sorry, Cedric.It’s so embarrassing to be on the side of the royal family… ”
I was embarrassed. I was embarrassed. I didn’t like it. Dios’ feelings and thoughts fluttered.
In the cafeteria, I suddenly felt like stabbing each student into a line of sight that I should not have noticed before, and I narrowed down to the shoulder width on my own.Instead of Cedric, everyone’s eyes felt like they were not even facing their own faces, and even though they felt fooled, laughed at, and despised, they could hear many students mocking in their heads.
The emotions that had bounced so much on Cedric and Omelette suddenly subsided, and I could bear to cry.Dios, who couldn’t even see Cedric’s face and sat down looking at his lap, couldn’t help but feel his own sinking feelings as his voice narrowed.
If it really stayed that way, I would have cried, and even if it wasn’t for Cedric, he might have thought the cafeteria student looked different from me yesterday. But Master Cedric…
Charari, and.
A pendant drifted in front of Dios.
It was a pendant in the shape of a cross when I looked up in surprise.
The cloth was luxurious enough to be understood by us, but even Cedric was uncomfortable enough to dazzle to the tip of his hair.I had never seen him wear it before, and Dios did not know where it came from and repeated the blinking over and over.
I thought maybe there was a jewelry on the back, but there was nothing.Cedric held the pendant in his hand and raised it in front of Dios, forgetting that he had been depressed until now with his mouth slightly open.
No matter how many times you look, how many times you blink, how many times you peek, it’s a pendant with no more decorations or decorations than a cross.I didn’t know why Cedric showed it to me all of a sudden.
“It’s the most important piece of decoration I wear.It is also a religious symbol of the Chinese kingdom with one wing alongside the Circus of the homeland of the Hanazoo United Kingdom. ”
Dios couldn’t swallow the words without hesitation.
All the decorations Cedric wore were brilliant and expensive.However, I was struck by the fact that this is the most important item and the list of country names that I have never heard of.
I know Hanazoo, but I’ve never heard of Circus or China before.However, I somehow understood from Cedric’s way of saying that it is a religious decoration of the country that is not my hometown.
“Religion… So Hanazoo is the symbol of the country?”
“No, it’s just Chinese. In the Circus where I was born, I didn’t believe in God like Freesia did.”
Dios managed to understand the situation while being confused, but the question only deepened the mystery.
I’ve heard that other countries have more respect for God and faith than royalty.However, I did not know why Cedric was displaying the symbol of God who did not believe.I wonder if Cedric alone secretly believed in the god of China, or if he had a bad relationship with his brother, the King, and so on.
It was kind of awkward, and Dios, who could only say, “Really…”, slowly lurked the pendant that Cedric had put up on his neck.Without even paying attention to the gaze of the students watching in the cafeteria, I raised the symbol of “other countries” and clearly said.
It’s with my brothers.My real brother King Lance of Cersis and King Joan of China and I bear witness to only three brothers in the world.Yesterday was also King Joan’s birthday, and I sent a letter eleven days ago.I’m calling you “brother.”… blood is not connected, but for me, it is the other brother who is no different from King Lance. ”
Cedric’s eyes were gently shaking as he gradually became a nostalgic and calm voice along the way.
I soon realized that I was just as happy when I talked about King Lance as I was when I talked about King Joan and that they were very important people.
Shortly afterwards, the word “brother’s proof” was delayed and strong, and it hit Dios with a much heavier vibration than unloading the carriage.
It was such a shock.
“There was a time to decorate twice as much as there is now, but this pendant was never removed from my neck.”
Cedric, who had nostalgically picked the cloth down from his neck, was pouring his gaze into it to delight him.
I smiled as if there were two kings here now, and my chest tightened even after Dios was in tune.
Cedric suddenly felt close to everything, regardless of identity or country.Above all, I couldn’t believe you showed us such an important item.
In front of Dios, who couldn’t say anything, when he put it under his clothes in a familiar way, he could not see the pendant because of the many layers of fine clothes and golden hair.I immediately thought it must have been worn that way before.
“Me too…. you think that’s weird?”
Hmm. That’s how Cedric’s heart rang as he quietly laughed across his face.
No, not at all. Dios repeatedly felt that the circulation of blood was getting more intense.
The anxiety that you might have said something rude to Cedric without knowing it, and the tension that you were with us, came at once with a great wave.
Dios, who is about to apologize, says, “Isn’t that right?”As she broke her face, she continued to point to Dios’ hair clasp,” even though she was under her clothes to avoid dropping it. ”
“It is good to have a brother in this world.It is certainly “happiness”, not “shame”, to be able to form and show that bond.Not all human beings have brothers and sisters, nor do they have feelings for each other. ”
I wanted to cry.
Dios and me. Because no one has ever said that before.
Some people would say “cute”, “good” or “suits” the matching hair fasteners, but no one would find any more value.And yet, when Cedric said that, I thought once again that my sister had made it into a shape, and that Dios and I were so close that we could always wear it together, it was a very happy thing.
Dios was as happy as I was, and his throat stuck tightly inside because he couldn’t breathe.Even if I squeezed my lips hard, even if I tied my teeth, I couldn’t control my emotions.
“I envy you.That way, you can show your brothers’ credentials and your sisters’ love in front of a crowd and brag. ”
That being said, the tears in my laughing eyes were very gentle.
Cedric, who shook his sceptre and poured his gaze on Dios’ hair clasp, really envied him and seemed to be shining.
The admiration of irony, which doesn’t make me feel a piece of my head, was so big and dazzling that it couldn’t fit into our little heart.The royal praise and envy changed the value of my hair as if by magic.And I’m proud of the hair that I should have felt embarrassed about… and I’m really happy to have such brothers and sisters.After Dad and Mom died, it resounded to us that there were two other people besides themselves who were supporting themselves and that there were weak sisters who were often seen as “burdensome” and “unfortunate”.
Ultimately, Cedric played his voice with joy and stroked his head as he began to rub his tearful eyes.Dios was delighted when he stroked his hair so hard that it would be chaotic.
Dios, who caressed in a different way than his sister, and who had always been careful as my “brother,” stroked his head like his old father and lit his path with words that made him so happy, it was like a star on the night road.
Thereafter, Dios leaned down to hide his tears and kept rubbing his eyes. Cedric even joked and comforted me, saying, “If it’s as good as that with a hair clasp,” “Sometimes I’ve been stopped trying to wear more flashy hair decorations,” and finally praised me as “well suited.”Dios must have been here since then.
I think it was completely bonded.
And so am I…. At the same time, there is a sense of danger that you will never get close to your sister.
Because there can’t be a woman who doesn’t like such a good-looking person.