The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

The open window slowly blows in the evening breeze, bringing coolness, and the moonlight is projected from the window. Next to the low coffee table in the room, the two are sitting opposite each other. A red candle is lit on the table, and the candle is burning faintly. They illuminate.

Ning Yi lowered his head, holding Yu Fengyue's soiled one, and wiped every part of his hand with water. His expression and movements were careful, so light that it seemed to exude a kind of cherishment. The outline of the face is very gentle.

Yu Fengyue pursed her lower lips, reminiscing about the too fast touch just now.

They rarely kiss, and there always seems to be an invisible and intangible barrier between them, a certain distance.

Ning Yi tested him several times to see if he remembered the past, and he could feel it.

Ning Yi seemed to not want him to remember the past, so he never told him those hazy memories.

The scene of that night...was it a dream? No, after he became like this, he never had a dream.

Thinking of this, Yu Fengyue frowned slightly, and felt a dull pain in her head.

Ning Yi held Yu Fengyue's right hand, and stroked the smooth white back of his hand with his fingertips.

In the punch just now, Yu Fengyue's hand didn't have any wounds at all, and it didn't even turn red. When he recalled the past, plus the fact that he deceived Yu Fengyue now——Yu Fengyue might Think he is playing him.

What a sin.

Yu Fengyue's body has strengthened a lot, and the wound heals faster.

In a short time, Yu Fengyue in the protagonist's plot line should recover his memory, and by that time, he may not be able to beat him.

Ning Yi pondered, is there any way to stop him from recovering?

But soon he gave up.

Ah... there's going to be big trouble.

A relationship is accompanied by deception, and sooner or later it will be exposed, and the person who is deceiving in this relationship will always be in fear of being exposed until the truth is revealed.

Not good.

let it go.

He took Yu Fengyue's hand and kissed the back of his hand lightly, "Take some luck."

Yu Fengyue curled her fingertips.

This person is really gentle when he is gentle, and he is much more careful than before.

In the beginning, was it because of loneliness that he didn't kill the mutated him?

Ning Yi scooped up the poker cards on the table, shuffled them skillfully, arranged them one by one on the table, looked up and smiled at Yu Fengyue.

"Then, let's begin."

Yu Fengyue's knuckles twitched slightly, and she still hadn't recovered from her senses, the gentle touch of being wiped still remained on her hands.

In the second round of the game, Ning Yi got his lucky card as he wished.

"I won." He looked at the clown card in his hand and said, "I can make a request—let me think about it."

He raised his eyes to look at Yu Fengyue who was facing him. Yu Fengyue was looking at the neatly arranged cards on the table, half of which had been turned over. She noticed his gaze and raised her eyelids. Her dark eyes looked at him. Facing the moonlight coming in from the window, the orange fire light shone on his face, which reminded Ning Yi of his appearance when he was first infected. His dark eyes seemed to always be darkened, dark, hollow and empty. Emotionless.

I don't know when it started, his eyes changed, and some fresh and vivid emotions would be revealed in them from time to time.

Ning Yi pondered on his face, and then said the request that he had already thought about.

"Candy Kiss," he asked. "Have you played?"

Yu Fengyue expressed her doubts just right.

Ning Yi: "Do you still have the candy you ate before?"

After a while, there was a pile of colorful paper-wrapped candies on the table.

"Eating candy at night is not good for your teeth, you should brush your teeth well later." Ning Yi said looking at the candy on the table.

"Which flavor do you like?" He raised his head and asked Yu Fengyue who was opposite.

Most of the cards on the table were turned over, and the red clown card was playing in Ning Yi's slender fingertips. The trimmed and rounded fingertips were like works of art, and the casual playing of the cards seemed to be performing a beautiful performance. It is pleasing to the eye and makes one want to be a plaything in his hands.

Yu Fengyue, who was sitting across from her, focused her eyes on the candies on the table, and glanced over them one by one, without staying on any candy for too long.

"This?" Ning Yi picked up a green one.

Yu Fengyue didn't speak.

"Don't you like it...then this one?"

"Or this one?"

……

"If you don't like it...I have no choice but to choose what I like." Ning Yi opened a strawberry-flavored hard candy.

He rolled the hard candy into his mouth with the tip of his tongue, and it seemed to taste good.

He raised his head and met Yu Fengyue's eyes: "You have to close your eyes when kissing."

Yu Fengyue blinked, closed her eyes, and fell into darkness in front of her: "I'm going to..." What.

Unable to say the last two words, there was a warm and soft touch on her lips, and... Ning Yi's breath, the faint sweet smell of hard candy between her lips.

When Ning Yi came forward, he brought a gust of wind, which stirred the candle.

The flame flickered, and two shadows were left on the wall. One raised his head, and the arc of his Adam's apple rolled up and down clearly. The other lowered his head, with black broken hair hanging down his forehead, and the shadow of the hair seemed to be ambiguous.

Yu Fengyue was abiding by the rule of "close your eyes when kissing". In the faint candlelight, the shadow of his eyelashes reflected on the bridge of his nose, and the slight trembling could be clearly seen.

Ning Yi answered him with actions, he didn't have to do anything, just... close his eyes.

The sweet-smelling hard candy was pressed to her lips, and Yu Fengyue opened her lips slightly.

The sweet and moist tip of her tongue touched Yu Fengyue's lips, and she drove straight in with the gift of a visit.

"Hmm..." Yu Fengyue's eyelashes trembled, and she covered his eyes with one hand, blocking the eyes' perception of the external light, so the perception of other places became more and more obvious.

My heart is racing, it's so hot.

He raised his hand and grabbed Ning Yi's skirt.

The loose and elastic clothes were pulled down a bit, and Yu Fengyue responded to Ning Yi's kiss with a bit of rudeness.

They exchange each other's breath, regardless of your intimacy.

Ning Yi felt a slight tingling sensation on his lips and the tip of his tongue, but it was harmless. He bit Yu Fengyue's tongue lightly in return. Shen.

Pleasant, kissing.

"Ah..." Ning Yi sighed contentedly, fiddled with the broken hair on Yu Fengyue's forehead, looked down into his moist eyes, "sugar is very sweet."

Yu Fengyue pressed the hard candy from her mouth to her cheeks.

Lips are a little numb.

……

There are not many people in this small town.

From the time the zombies broke out until now, the survivors in the town have all been rescued by the security base in City C. Currently, there are only two living people in the town, Ning Yi and Yu Fengyue.

The world of two makes their distance closer, as if there is only each other, the town is quiet and empty, and the occasional figures on the road are zombies.

On a rare fine day, Ning Yi and Yu Fengyue went to the bookstore, which contained many interesting books.

The first time Ning Yi went to the bookstore was two days ago. In order to prevent more damage to the interesting books inside, the zombies had been cleaned up two days ago.

There was only a little blood left on the ground, Ning Yi picked up a book that fell on the ground, glanced at the title, and put it back on the shelf.

He shuttled between the bookshelves.

The rare sunlight in the sky outside penetrated through the thick clouds, leaving light and shadow on Ning Yi from the glass surface.

Ning Yi held a youth campus novel and stood in the sun for a while.

"It's a fine day."

He sat down at the desk over there.

On the other end, Yu Fengyue shuttled through some professional books.

It was noon in a blink of an eye, and Ning Yi didn't hear Yu Fengyue coming, so he got up to look for him.

The bookstore is not very big, and it won't take long to finish it. There is no sign of Yu Fengyue inside. Ning Yi finally saw him at the door of a management room.

"What are you doing here?" he asked as he walked over.

Yu Fengyue glanced at him sideways, but didn't speak, Ning Yi walked to his side and saw the picture inside.

An elderly zombie with white hair and a still intact face sat inside, sitting motionless, looking at an open book in front of him.

Ning Yi went in, but he didn't react too much.

In front of him was a diary, and when Ning Yi was about to reach for the book, the other party reacted violently.

Zombies sometimes maintain obsessions from before they were alive. Obviously, this diary is the obsession of this old man.

The diary actually didn't record anything important. Ning Yi stood behind him and took a look. What was written on it was just a very ordinary day-to-day, some stories about him and his "old friend".

He exited the room and closed the door.

"Are you hungry?" He asked Yu Fengyue.

Yu Fengyue said "um", he was just walking around here and found that the zombies in that door, before they had time to go in, Ning Yi had already arrived.

"What's written on it?" he asked.

Ning Yi: "Diary."

He paused, and recited a passage in his diary, "I went fishing with Lao Zhang today. This old guy couldn't handle his bait well, so he secretly put it in my basket and asked me to recite it for him. All the way... After returning home, I stewed and ate the biggest fish Lao Zhang caught."

He laughed: "It's very interesting."

Some ordinary and insignificant little things may be forgotten soon afterwards, and then they will be remembered again at an unknown time.

Yu Fengyue: "Yes."

Ning Yi: "It's really easy for people to forget things sometimes."

Yu Fengyue did not speak.

While the two were sitting in a corner of the bookstore eating, Ning Yi took a pen and wrote in a brand new small notebook the size of a palm.

Yu Fengyue's gaze stayed on his notebook, and Ning Yi noticed his gaze, and blocked it with a smile, "I can't let you read it yet."

"What is it?" Yu Fengyue asked.

"Diary." Ning Yi said, "If a person's brain is unreliable, then I'll just write it down."

"Why can't I see it?"

"Because it's about you."

Yu Fengyue: "..."

What is it about him...?

Want to know.

Ning Yi poked his chin with the pen cap, glanced at Yu Fengyue, and the corners of his lips curled up.

In his little notebook he wrote—

[This is the first time I write a diary, it should be regarded as a note of his observation. 】

Today is……

Ning Yi poked the pen tip on the notebook, leaving a small black dot.

Forget it, today's date doesn't matter.

[Today is a nice day, I went to the bookstore with him, and I didn’t tell him, the way he read the book made my heart beat fast, and I suddenly felt that his face was very beautiful, probably because of my heartbeat... It told me , this is heartbeat. 】

He closed the book, saw him staring at the book, and smiled, "I'll show you later."

Yu Fengyue asked him how long it would be in the future, and Ning Yi replied, "I won't let you wait too long, until—I think it's the right time, before that, I'll trouble you to wait patiently."

"Hopefully, you'll still want to see it when the time comes," he said.

……

The two stayed in this town for nearly two months, and their relationship has been very stable during this period.

Perhaps it was because of the remote location of the town that no one came in during the period.

The weather started to get a little cold, and the temperature difference between day and night was huge. The deeds in Ning Yi's "diary" kept increasing, and he carried it with him.

Yu Fengyue thought about going to see what was written in it, but she didn't take actual action. Ning Yi said, if it doesn't work now, then it won't work.

Although the days of the last days are not peaceful, after getting used to it, you can find a lot of fun in life.

One day after two months——

Before dawn, the wind outside was very strong, blowing the windows "bang bang", as if a stone hit the curtains, the sky was full of wind and sand, and the colors in the town were gray.

In the hotel room, Ning Yi poured boiling hot water into the water glass, and glanced at the bed.

This is a double suite on the third floor. They lived here during this period of time. Yu Fengyue was a little strange today, and she has not woken up until now.

Yu Fengyue's bed was arched up, with only one head protruding outside. Ning Yi walked over and lifted the quilt, only to see Yu Fengyue's face was flushed, her breathing was hot, and she fell asleep with her eyes closed.

"Yu Fengyue." Ning Yi bent down and called out, "Yu... Fengyue."

When he yelled the second time, he touched his hot cheek, and he came to his senses.

In the original plot, the time for him to fully recover was during this period of time.

Before this incident came, Ning Yi hadn't deliberately thought about these things, and only occasionally would they come to mind before going to bed, until now.

Yu Fengyue's recovery of memory is of no benefit to Ning Yi.

So he doesn't want him to recover, but he also doesn't want to live with him for the rest of his life, which is an extremely contradictory idea.

Ning Yi sat by the bed.

If there is any difference in the past two days, it is probably that Yu Fengyue has become more lethargic.

Last night, it also absorbed a lot of crystal nuclei.

Is the crystal nucleus the key?

Before, Yu Fengyue put all the crystal nuclei here with Ning Yi, and he didn't absorb many crystal nuclei every day. Until recent nights, he began to ask Ning Yi for crystal nuclei frequently.

Ning Yi didn't need that much, besides, it was Yu Fengyue's stuff, if Yu Fengyue wanted it, he would give it to him.

Before going to bed last night, the two were lying on their own big beds. When Ning Yi was going to sleep, Yu Fengyue suddenly asked him a word, and he asked him if he would leave.

Ning Yi smiled and asked him why he asked that.

He said, "I want to ask."

Ning Yi said "No", Yu Fengyue closed her eyes and fell asleep.

Ning Yi didn't know if he had a premonition, that's why he asked that sentence.

"Yu Fengyue." Ning Yi lowered her head and whispered in his ear, as if she wanted to wake him up, but also seemed afraid of disturbing him, "I'm leaving."

Yu Fengyue, who was flushed and sleepy, frowned, and it fell into Ning Yi's eyes, a little cute, and he smiled slightly, "I can hear you."

He sat on the edge of the bed and teased Yu Fengyue, reached out to touch his eyelashes, stroked his flushed face, and pinched his ears. When Yu Fengyue was awake, Ning Yi was unlikely to do this, because Yu Fengyue didn't seem to I like it so much, every time I touch him, he will pucker his lips and dodge back.

He can only be so unscrupulous when he is asleep.

Yu Fengyue seemed to be able to hear the sound of the outside world, but she couldn't wake up, and fell asleep all day. At night, Ning Yi looked at him by his bed for a while, and then lay on his side on the bed, saying "good night" to no response. ", and fell asleep.

In the early morning of the next day, he put the diary on the head of the bed, held it down with a water glass, stood up and stretched his body, and said, "I'll get something to eat, and I'll be back—before you wake up. "

Ning Yi went out for a trip. The wind was still strong outside today, but it was not as exaggerated as yesterday. When he returned to the hotel facing the wind, he found something was wrong as soon as he entered the hotel gate - someone came in the hotel lobby.

As soon as he entered, he was treated with great attention.

The lobby was silent.

Ning Yi was holding a bag of food in his hand, and his black hair was messed up by the wind outside. He glanced over, and before he could see everyone clearly, a man among them rushed up.

"I'll fuck your uncle's Ning Yi!" The other party rushed over while still cursing.

The bag in Ning Yi's hand fell to the ground, and there was a constant crackling sound. He was grabbed by the collar, and the man punched him in the face. Ning Yi tilted his head back and dodged it. His fist brushed against the tip of his nose.

"Sun!"

"Yangzi!"

Several people scattered in the hall shouted, but no one came to stop it.

There was only a female voice abruptly: "Ning Yi?"

The person holding Ning Yi's collar wanted to strike again, but Ning Yi realized that he would not let him have another chance, pinched his wrist and twisted it, the man let out a pained cry, and knelt on the ground on one knee .

His face was full of anger, and he stared at Ning Yi with red eyes.

"Who are you?" Ning Yi looked at him with unfamiliar eyes, which aroused the man even more.

Seeing that the man was at a disadvantage, the people around gathered around and separated the two. Among them was Shu Lin, an acquaintance of Ning Yi.

The scene became polarized for a moment.

Shu Lin and Ning Yi stood on one side, and the other four stood on the other side.

"You fucking don't play dumb for me!" The man was still growling, "Brother Yu...don't think I didn't see how you pushed Brother Yu down! You white-eyed wolf!"

"If you want to call all the zombies over, shout as hard as you can," Ning Yi said.

The man stared at him with red eyes, but didn't make a sound.

"Yangzi, calm down, calm down first!"

"How can I be calm! He killed Brother Yu! Why is he still alive!"

The four of them comforted the agitated man over there, Ning Yi smoothed his clothes, and almost knew who these people were, probably the people in the car when "Ning Yi" pushed Yu Fengyue out of the car.

"Are you okay?" Shu Lin asked next to him.

"It's okay." Ning Yi said.

Then, he learned from Shu Lin that they came out this time to find survivors. Passing here, the wind was too strong, so they entered this hotel. Compared with other places, the lobby of this hotel has a clear view. There are no zombies.

But when they tried to go up, they almost encountered danger and gave up.

Shu Lin asked him in a low voice: "Brother Yu they are talking about, is it Yu Fengyue?"

"Ah."

"Is there any misunderstanding?"

"Misunderstanding... It's a long story."

Seeing that he didn't want to have a deep talk, Shu Lin didn't ask any more questions.

The people on both sides were in a stalemate, and Ning Yi didn't go up. The six people sat on the sofa in the hotel, with a clear distinction between them. The four people on the other side were not afraid of Ning Yi's presence here, discussing how to deal with him.

"Forget about this mission, we must take him back."

"He can live, he can live, why Brother Yu..." A big man choked up.

Ning Yi didn't care, and shared the food he brought back with Shu Lin, "Go over, don't get too close to me, or you will be excluded."

"It's okay." Shu Lin said, "Whatever, I don't care."

Compared with those four people, she still trusts Ning Yi who has been with them a little more.

Someone over there asked Ning Yi about Yu Fengyue's whereabouts. Ning Yi gently said that he didn't know, and he and Yu Fengyue were separated after they fell off the car.

This was the first time he saw someone defending Yu Fengyue so much, and he really felt his previous appeal.

He squeezed his knuckles.

At Yu Fengyue's critical moment, these people can't believe it all, maybe after seeing Yu Fengyue's current appearance, the wind will change again. After much deliberation, Ning Yi decided not to let them know that Yu Fengyue was here.

That afternoon, the person over there made a move. When he came out of the toilet, he met a person. He was alert to the other person attacking him. He noticed it the first second the other person made a move, and avoided the person's fist. The person When attacking him with the fire-type power, he subconsciously used the water-type power. Then, he was electrified by the thunder-type power in the dark, and his whole body went numb, and he knelt down on the ground.

"I've said it all, now that water resources are so precious, and it can still be so clean, it must be the water system."

"I know, I know." One said impatiently, "Throw him into the pile of zombies."

"No." The other person gritted his teeth, "How could he die so easily, and that troublesome woman outside is hard to deal with, so send him back first."

Ning Yi was conscious, but couldn't lift his arms.

Ah... I'm going to break my promise.

What a hassle.

However, if Yu Fengyue remembered everything, those promises wouldn't matter.

……

"Are you okay." Shu Lin poured Ning Yi a glass of water.

"Well, it's okay." Ning Yi moved his loose hands. When Yu Fengyue was tied up, he didn't expect that one day he would be tied up himself.

They were on an off-road vehicle. On the left of Ning Yi was Shu Lin, and on the right was a man with a scar on his face. He was staring at Ning Yi viciously, as if he wanted to cut him into pieces.

Ning Yi is very familiar with this look, and Yu Fengyue looked at him that way back then.

Ning Yi sat in the back seat without struggling, eating and drinking. They were on their way back to the safe base in City C. Those people felt that it would be much easier to clean up Ning Yi when they got to a safe and their own territory.

In their eyes, Ning Yi is just a cowardly man. Although it is a little different now, it doesn't matter. The resentment in their hearts needs to be vented.

The car drove for a day and a half, and arrived at the base in City C on the evening of the second day. The personnel who entered the gate had checked their bodies. Those who entered from outside the city had to enter the observation room for 24 hours, in case anything was discovered. The wound becomes infected.

One zombie is enough to destroy a city.

The observation room has solid walls on three sides and a bulletproof transparent glass wall on one side. There is only one bed and one bathroom inside.

Ning Yi was put into an observation room.

It was completely dark.

In the hotel room, Yu Fengyue woke up slowly. He opened his eyes, a red light flashed across his dark pupils, and he sat up from the bed.

The curtains were half open, the room was quiet, and he was the only one there.

He turned his head and looked at the empty bed next to him. When he looked away, he saw something familiar on the head of the bed from the corner of his eye.

A diary held down by a glass of water.

He took out the diary without opening it.

"I'm awake." He looked at the diary and spoke softly, his voice a little hoarse.

In the room where there was no response, he said two words in an obscure manner.

"fraud."

At the same time, in the observation room with lights on, Ning Yi received a system alarm without warning.

[The protagonist's blackening value has been activated, and the level of blackening is increasing...]

The degree of blackening is fixed at 80.00%.

The system said that when the blackening value reaches 100%, it means that the protagonist has lost his humanity.

what.

Ning Yi turned over and sat up on the bed.

The degree of blackening is so high, not to mention other things, he has some credit for it.

He rubbed the back of his head, 【Friend, I'm going to die. 】