The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

The hall was very quiet, and every rustling sound seemed to be amplified. Wen Yijin's hand moved, and it hit the teacup at hand, making a crisp sound.

Yin Xuanye returned to his senses.

"Your Majesty." Wen Yijin turned her head.

Yin Xuanye coughed in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

"Your Majesty is distracted."

Wen Yijin turned her head and faced him, without speaking, Yin Xuanye explained because of a guilty conscience, "I'm tired of being alone, I just took a rest."

"I'm here, if your Majesty can't concentrate, I will go down first." Wen Yijin said.

Yin Xuanye knew that he would never indulge in some serious matters, and said, "I'm not inattentive."

"is it?"

"Ah."

Wen Yijin didn't go on talking. After that, Yin Xuanye never stopped what he was doing, with an energy of forgetting to eat and sleep.

When it was time for dinner, Lu Xi came in lightly, saying that it was time to deliver the meal, Yin Xuanye waved his hand to let him go down first, then remembered that Wen Yijin was by his side, so he stopped Lu Xi again, put down the brush in his hand, and let him go down first. pass meal.

Soon, the servants in the palace put the meals on the table one after another. The cooking skills of the royal chef in the palace are very good, even the light dishes are thought-provoking.

Wen Yijin and Yin Xuanye sat down at the table, Yin Xuanye didn't ask anyone to wait on him, put the food in the bowl in front of Wen Yijin, and put the bowl and chopsticks to Wen Yijin's mouth.

In the past few days, Wen Yijin has also gotten to know her well. After eating the food with her lips slightly parted, Yin Xuanye showed a satisfied smile on his face.

Lu Xi on the side looked terrified, and hurriedly lowered his eyes. Whenever this happened, he inexplicably felt that His Majesty was crazy, but the regent didn't notice it, and let His Majesty do everything.

……

It didn't take long for the assassination to come to fruition.

In order to show his sincerity, the fifth prince personally pressed the dying person before Yin Xuanye to plead guilty. This matter was related to their internal struggle for the throne in the Western Regions, and this person was from another faction.

There are many twists and turns in it, in short, Wen Yijin suffered an innocent disaster, but this disaster cannot be suffered in vain, the fifth prince also understands this truth, he promised to present the best treasure to express his apology.

In addition, he took out a medicine bottle from the front of his chest, saying that it was a rare detoxification pill, after taking it for a few days, Wen Yijin's eyesight would recover.

Yin Xuanye didn't give it to Wen Yijin hastily. After the fifth prince left, he gave the medicine to Lu Xi and asked him to take it to the imperial hospital for examination to see if there was any problem.

The results came out the same day, and at night, Lu Xi gave the medicine to Yin Xuanye. There was no problem with the Dao medicine, and there were many medicinal materials in it, all of which were rare.

"Gu knows, let's go down." Yin Xuanye said.

Lu Xi backed out, Yin Xuanye took the medicine bottle and looked at it for a while, when there was movement behind him, he subconsciously hid the medicine bottle behind him, and turned to look at Wen Yijin.

Wen Yijin groped out from inside, "Who are you talking to?"

"Lu Xi." Yin Xuanye tightened his hand holding the medicine bottle.

As soon as Wen Yijin heard that it was Lu Xi, she didn't ask any further questions, and said, "Why aren't you sleeping?"

"I'm not sleepy alone," he said.

Wen Yijin laughed: "Why don't I play chess with His Majesty."

"Alright." Yin Xuanye did not refuse.

Candles were burning in the room, a small table was placed on the couch, and a chess board was placed on the table. The two sat facing each other, but Wen Yijin couldn't see them. When playing chess, he was the one who said the position, and Yin Xuanye made the moves for him. And Yin Xuanye's next move will be informed to him.

At first, Yin Xuanye just wanted to pass the time, but then he found that Wen Yijin's memory was unexpectedly good, as if he had a chessboard in his mind, even if he couldn't see it, he could still remember every move they made, and he didn't make any mistakes. fault.

"Your Majesty, is something on your mind?" Wen Yijin asked.

"Huh?" Yin Xuanye raised his head with a sunspot in his hand, realized what he said, and replied, "No."

"Your Majesty is distracted." Wen Yijin said.

Yin Xuanye: "How do you know?"

"The minister just knows."

"I'm alone."

"Your Majesty deceived the courtiers to not see, and lied to deceive the courtiers."

Yin Xuanye: "..."

"Nagaze, I have known you since I was a child." Yin Xuanye said, "I didn't like you before."

Wen Yijin: "Yes, I know."

When he first came, this little brat tried to torment him all day long, knowing that he was not in good health, and aware of his connivance to him, he began to test his bottom line everywhere.

At that time, he was young, and he would show his flaws more or less, even Wen Yijin could guess what was going on in his mind, guessed it, but pretended not to know it.

"But Gu is now... now quite..." Those two words came to his lips, but he couldn't say them again.

It's always hard to tell.

"I don't hate you," he said finally.

Wen Yijin: "Yes."

Yin Xuanye asked him: "What do you want Gu to do? What do you wish for? What do you want?"

Wen Yijin thought about it, probably because his eyes were injured these days, which made Yin Xuanye pay attention to the fact that he would fall ill at any time, which made him so abnormal.

He said: "I only hope that your majesty will be in good health and be a wise king forever."

After a moment of silence, Yin Xuanye asked him, "Is this your wish?"

"Yes." Wen Yijin said, "Your Majesty should be admired by all people."

"What about you?"

"Ok?"

"When the time comes, what about you, where are you?"

"Chen..." Wen Yijin paused.

He originally planned to do whatever he wanted after he retired, maybe he would take a boat to see other places and enjoy himself, but now for some reason, he hesitated.

"Did you..." Yin Xuanye pursed his lower lip, "Never thought about yourself?"

"I've thought about it." Wen Yijin said with a smile on his lips, "I'm not as noble as your majesty thinks. By then, your majesty won't need me anymore, so I can live my life freely."

He paused, and then said, "Your Majesty, you have to go straight ahead."

"I don't need you." Yin Xuanye clenched the porcelain bottle in his palm.

"Your Majesty needs a minister, and the minister will appear." Wen Yijin said, "It's just that your Majesty has to walk this road alone."

A forced smile appeared on Yin Xuanye's lips, "Yeah."

In the end, it was just his future plans without him.

The two seem to be testing each other's bottom line, while the other indulges without any bottom line. If one day withdraws this indulgence, the other's paranoia will drive him crazy.

Some things, once you take the first step, you can't take your foot back.

Just like what Wen Yijin said before, to get closer to the person he likes, Yin Xuanye heard it in his heart, so he couldn't pretend he didn't hear it anymore, and suppressed this thought.

I only thought that it would be enough for him to get better, but if he got better and married someone else——Yin Xuanye closed his eyes forcefully, and when he opened them again, the bottom of his eyes were dark and deep, looking at Wen Yijin's eyes , which is much more complicated.

"It's getting late." Wen Yijin said, "Go to bed and rest."

"Ah."

The two went to bed, and Wen Yijin was still sleeping in it. Wen Yijin asked him, "During this period of time, does Your Majesty still have nightmares?"

The candle beside the bed was blown out, and the hall was plunged into darkness. In Wen Yijin's eyes, such darkness was no different from lighting a candle.

After a while, Yin Xuanye said: "Gu these nights, I often dream that someone calls Gu's name in the dream, and I can't move my body."

"Your Majesty, this is a nightmare." Wen Yijin said, "Why don't you call the imperial doctor to have a look tomorrow."

"When you hug Gu, Gu won't dream about those." Yin Xuanye said again.

Wen Yijin felt the people around him move, and a burst of warm breath sprayed on his ears. His eyes were invisible, and all the senses of his body became sharper. His heart beat erratically, which was not suitable for such a distance.

Before he could bring it up, an arm hung around his waist, "Tell me, is Gu really suffering from some kind of illness?"

"Where is it uncomfortable?"

Yin Xuanye grabbed his hand and placed it on his heart.

"here."

Wen Yijin didn't know it at first, until he felt the warmth from under his palm, as well as the beating rhythm of his heart, the faint vibration like beating a drum, transmitted to his palm through a layer of obscene clothes.

He felt Yin Xuanye's grip on his wrist tightened a bit.

"Call the imperial doctor to take a look." Wen Yijin was about to straighten up when Yin Xuanye pulled her back.

"I have seen Gu, and the imperial doctor said that there is nothing wrong with Gu's body." Yin Xuanye said.

Wen Yijin's fingers curled up, Yin Xuanye's breathing changed suddenly, and he gasped, Wen Yijin stopped moving for a moment.

In the dim light, with his eyes open, he could vaguely see the outline of Yin Xuanye, but it was so blurry that he could only see a black shadow with unclear edges, and the voice in his ear seemed to be amplified.

He suddenly felt a dryness on his lips and throat.

"Your Majesty, I'm going to drink a glass of water." Wen Yijin said.

It took a while for Yin Xuanye to let go of his wrist, "Lie down, I will hold it for you."

There was still a little hoarseness in his throat.

He lifted the quilt and stood up, the corners of Wen Yijin's lips twitched, his left hand held the wrist of his right hand, the warmth in his palm was still there, and the touch was so clear.

The beating of his heart seemed to follow the rhythm of Yin Xuanye's beating.

Yin Xuanye poured a glass of water and put it in his hand. He took it, put the rim of the glass to his lips, raised his head and drank it down, his Adam's apple rolled, he reached out and handed out the glass, when Yin Xuanye took it, took his hand.

It was the first time Wen Yijin realized that not being able to see would make people feel so flustered.

He couldn't see Yin Xuanye's expression, and if Yin Xuanye didn't speak, he didn't know what he was like at this moment, and what Yin Xuanye saw in him—what kind of person he was.

Wen Yijin felt a little embarrassed.

It's like being in a fog and can't find the north.

In order to pour water, a candle was lit in the room. Yin Xuanye stood beside the bed, looking down at Wen Yijin who was sitting on the bed, her black hair fell on her shoulders, her moist eyes were half closed, there was no focus in them, and there was no defenseless.

He narrowed his eyes and put the water glass aside.

"Nagaze." Yin Xuanye sat on the edge of the bed, tracing his eyebrows and eyes, "Stay with Gu."

He reached out and grabbed the cold hand.

"The minister is always here." Wen Yijin said.

Yin Xuanye threw himself into his arms, lowered his eyes and said, "A few days ago, I dreamed that I couldn't find you."

Wen Yijin was stunned for a moment, feeling that he was being coquettish, she couldn't help but twitched her lips, and raised her hand to run down the hair on the back of his head, "It's just a dream, why is your majesty still as clingy as before. "

But in this way, in a few words, the previous episode was calmed down.

Yin Xuanye lowered his eyes and did not speak.

Two silhouettes are left on the wall, like a hound in the arms of its owner.

The next day was a fine weather, the sun came out outside, and the wind carried a warm feeling of spring. It was almost summer, and in a few days, it was time to start preparations for His Majesty to go to the summer palace.

Wen Yijin counted the time, Miss Jiang hadn't come over these few days, the person who took his pulse was replaced by the former doctor Li Yu, Wen Yijin asked Yin Xuanye a few words, Yin Xuanye said that Miss Jiang was ill, and he was afraid that he would take his pulse. I was too sick for him, so I didn't come.

Two days later, the news that a group of envoys from the Western Regions were leaving for home reached Wen Yijin's ears. He sat on a stone bench in the yard, basking in the sun, and heard the report from the little eunuch that when the envoys left, the fifth prince asked him, His Majesty's face was not very good-looking.

The little eunuch was far away, so he couldn't hear what they said clearly.

Footsteps sounded outside, the little eunuch stopped the sound, Wen Yijin knew who was coming, he turned his head to go, the eunuch blessed him, and said: "Your servant will leave."

"His Majesty."

Yin Xuanye just came back from court, changed his clothes and came over. He knelt down in front of Wen Yijin, touched his hand, it was warm, "The weather is good today."

"Well, Your Majesty is coming down so early today?"

"Nothing happened in court." Yin Xuanye said, "Gu will take you for a walk."

"Alright." Wen Yijin stood up.

Yin Xuanye held his hand as he was when he was a child, but this gesture had a different meaning at a different age. Wen Yijin was used to being held by him in the past few days, so he didn't take it to heart.

"I heard from Lu Xi that you didn't eat much for breakfast today," Yin Xuanye said.

"I have no appetite."

"Why? But why is it uncomfortable?"

"It's not uncomfortable at all, it's just that without His Majesty by his side, the food will not taste good."

Yin Xuanye clenched his hands, "I'll just eat with you next time."

Wen Yijin was stunned for a moment, then laughed and said: "Your Majesty, why do you take it seriously? It's just that I lost my appetite after drinking medicine these few days."

Yin Xuanye did not speak.

The two walked to the imperial garden, on the cobblestone road, the eunuch behind him followed after a long distance, and the two walked in front.

"Your Majesty went to the Imperial Hospital?" Wen Yijin asked.

Yin Xuanye: "How do you know?"

Wen Yijin tilted his head and approached him, the hair blown by the wind brushed Yin Xuanye's neck, and the itching seemed to reach his heart, hooking him once and for all, he stopped, and his Adam's apple rolled.

"Your Majesty smells of medicine."

Yin Xuanye caught a glimpse of the person coming from the other side out of the corner of his eye, and suddenly opened the distance between them.

The breath in his nose suddenly went away, Wen Yijin was startled, feeling a little lost in his heart, and then, he heard footsteps.

The footsteps stopped ahead.

"My servant greets His Majesty."

Wen Yijin recognized that it was the voice of the nanny next to the queen mother.

"Is the queen mother here?" Yin Xuanye's voice continued.

"The Empress Dowager, Your Majesty, please go and have a seat." said the nanny.

Yin Xuanye looked into the pavilion in the imperial garden, the tulle of the pavilion was lowered, and there was a vague figure inside, when he pulled Wen Yijin to go there, the nanny stopped her and said: "Your Majesty, the empress said that she only saw you , I have something important to discuss."

Yin Xuanye paused, then turned his head to look at Wen Yijin.

"What's the matter?"

"This..." Nanny hesitated.

Wen Yijin let go of his hand, "Go down, Your Majesty."

Yin Xuanye thought for a while, "You wait here for Gu."

Wen Yijin nodded.

A lot of flowers bloomed in the imperial garden, although he didn't see the scene, but he could smell the fragrance of the flowers.

Not a moment after Yin Xuanye left, a eunuch came over and said to take him back to the palace first.

……

In the pavilion, Yin Xuanye stood behind the tulle, watching Wen Yijin go away.

"What the queen mother wants to say, just say it."

The Queen Mother was sitting on a stone stool, holding a teacup with her well-maintained hands, and fiddled with the tea leaves floating on it with the lid of the teacup, "Your Majesty treats the regent very unusually."

Yin Xuanye suddenly turned around.

The Queen Mother blew on the hot tea in the cup and took a sip along the edge, "Why are you so nervous?"

She showed nostalgia, "When you were young, you would come to mourn your family's bedroom every day..."

She sighed softly, "It's the Ai family who is sorry for you."

"The past is all in the past," Yin Xuanye said.

The two tried a few words back and forth, the queen mother glanced at the nanny next to her, and the nanny received the gaze, lifted the wine jug on the side, and put it on the table.

"This jug of wine can arouse people's desires. Although it is not popular, if you think about it, you can't help coaxing the regent to drink it. It's not all up to you to control what it looks like at that time." She said, "You You are a child of the Ai family, how can the Ai family not understand you, if you want it, you can fight for it, if you don’t fight for it, you will have nothing."

These words were full of deception, Yin Xuanye looked at the jug of wine on the table, and then at the Queen Mother.

"Are you afraid?" she asked, "If you don't want it--mom, take it."

Yin Xuanye: "Wait a minute."

There was a smile on the queen mother's face.

After a long time, the tulle on the edge of the pavilion fluttered, and Yin Xuanye and the pot of wine on the table disappeared without a trace.

"Why did your empress lie to Your Majesty?" the nanny asked.

The wine was clearly ordinary wine.

"How can you say it's a lie." The queen mother said slowly, "Aijia is just teasing him."

-

In the next few days, when Wen Yijin and Yin Xuanye were together, she would often feel the gaze he cast on her, sometimes it was just staring at her intently, and sometimes it had some deep meaning.

Wen Yijin couldn't see, she could only feel that he was looking at him, but she didn't understand the meaning.

The only way he could judge Yin Xuanye's expression was to reach out and grope his face. Yin Xuanye was furious from the beginning, but then he let him touch it.

He would often feel the skin under the palm of his hand slowly becoming hot, and the scorching temperature seemed to be contagious, passing through his fingertips and soaking into his skin. At that time, he would feel the presence of Yin Xuanye's eyes even more Falling strongly on his face.

He didn't know how to describe this kind of mood, he just felt that he didn't hate it.

But occasionally, there will be a bit of embarrassment.

into the night.

The bedroom was lit by orange candles, and Yin Xuanye was sitting at the table with a jug of wine on it, which reminded him of what his mother said to him that afternoon.

——"This jug of wine can arouse people's desires. Although it is not popular, if you think about it, you can't help coaxing the regent to drink it. What it looks like at that time is not entirely up to you to control."

If you don't fight, you have nothing.

Men are most loyal to their body's instinctive desires, and Yin Xuanye knows how attractive this is to him.

He got up and paced around the room a few times, carrying the jug of wine to the bathroom, Wen Yijin had just finished taking a bath and was putting on clothes behind the screen, when he heard the door open, he said "Your Majesty".

The wind was blowing in and it was a little cold, so he coughed lightly twice.

Yin Xuanye closed the door, watching Wen Yijin grope out from behind the screen, his clothes were loose and his collarbone could be seen, he walked over, Wen Yijin stopped when he heard him approaching.

Yin Xuanye put the jug aside, raised his hand, and fastened his clothes tightly, "It's cold at night, don't blow the wind."

"Your Majesty is really more verbose than the housekeeper in the minister's house."

Yin Xuanye: "The regent's mouth is becoming more and more unpleasant."

Wen Yijin raised her hand and touched his face, "Your Majesty said this with a smile, so I can't figure it out."

He pinched the flesh on Yin Xuanye's cheek, "I've gained weight in the past two days."

"It was swollen by you." Yin Xuanye hummed softly.

"That's my fault." Wen Yijin said.

Yin Xuanye pulled his hand down, brought Wen Yijin back to the bedroom, pulled him onto the bed, and put the tea on the table beside the bed. After everything was ready, he went out to take a bath in the imperial soup.

The Yuchi was still steaming, and the clear water was rippling. Yin Xuanye got into the water and stared at the pot of wine he brought over with a vague expression in his eyes.

After a while, he raised his hand, poured a glass of wine into the glass, and drank it with his head raised, his Adam's apple rolling.

The strong wine entered his throat, and his limbs seemed to be warm.

From the very beginning, he never thought of asking Wen Yijin to drink this jug of wine. Wen Yijin's health is not good, if he drinks this strong wine, if he suffers from it, he may be seriously ill.

That was not his original intention.

He drank half a jug of wine in a row, the wine was very effective, his body was getting hotter and hotter, and he could hardly stand the soak in the pool. Yin Xuanye's skin was flushed, he went out of the pool, put on his clothes, and staggered towards the bedroom go.

The breeze outside was blowing on his face, and all he could feel was dryness and heat.

"Your Majesty?" Lu Xi greeted him when he saw him.

Yin Xuanye waved his hand, not letting him help.

"Where's the Regent?"

"It's in the bedroom, I haven't come out." Lu Xi said.

Alcoholic and courageous, Yin Xuanye pushed the door and entered, turned around and closed the door, Lu Xi was almost bumped, and said "Hey".

What's the matter, Your Majesty?

Wen Yijin heard the sound of the door opening, followed by the sound of approaching footsteps. He opened his eyes and looked over. His eyes had recovered a bit in the past few days. Under the candlelight, he vaguely saw a yellow figure walking towards him.

It seems that there is a layer of white mist in the morning, and it is not very clear.

But he heard Yin Xuanye's deep and disordered breathing.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

The next moment, a figure jumped directly on him, and he supported him, and the loose clothes became messy.

"It's uncomfortable to be alone." Yin Xuanye said while grabbing Wen Yijin's shoulder.

Wen Yijin propped up his upper body, and Yin Xuanye was lying on top of him. He touched the back of his head, "I asked Lu Xi to call the imperial doctor."

"It's useless if the imperial doctor comes." Yin Xuanye's tone was too firm, causing Wen Yijin to pause.

"Why?"

"I'm alone, I've been drugged!" Yin Xuanye stammered, and buried his head on Wen Yijin's shoulder, his black hair scattered.

Wen Yijin: "..."

what?

What drug?

"Who dares to prescribe medicine to His Majesty?" Wen Yijin asked in a deep voice.

Yin Xuanye: "Don't ask so many questions, I feel lonely."

"Where is the pain?"

"here."

Yin Xuanye held his wrist the same way as last time, and told him what was wrong with him.

Wen Yijin: "..."

He smelled the faint smell of alcohol on his body and asked, "Has Your Majesty drank?"

"Have a drink."

"Is your majesty drunk?"

"Are you questioning Gu?"

"I dare not."

It's just that this matter is too absurd.

There was some unbearable restlessness in Yin Xuanye's voice: "Gu is hot, Nagasawa, help me."

"This……"

"Nagasawa, Nagasawa, please help me, huh? I won't treat you badly, I promise you."

Wen Yijin's tone was a bit vague when he heard him speak, either he was too drunk, or he was really drugged, but it is said that this cannot be done if he is too drunk, so——

Wen Yijin had only thought for a moment, and Yin Xuanye had already started to make moves.

"Your Majesty, wait."

"I can't wait anymore." Yin Xuanye let out a hot breath, and stuck a few strands of hair on his sweaty face.

"Nagasawa, follow Gu, huh? Gu will treat you well." He said eagerly.

"Your Majesty is confused." Wen Yijin pinned the back of his neck and hugged him in his arms, making him unable to move. Yin Xuanye twisted and struggled a few times, and then gasped for breath and struggled to stay still.

"You are murdering the emperor." Yin Xuanye said in a muffled voice.

"Your Majesty, don't worry." Wen Yijin said, "Your Majesty, let me find—"

The words stopped on his lips.

He pursed his lower lip, "Forget it, I will help you, Your Majesty, don't move."

Yin Xuanye suddenly changed his tone, "Gu knows you are the best, Nagasawa, Nagasawa—"

He yelled in his ear, each sound softer and softer, almost reaching the heart of his heart, Wen Yijin stroked the back of his head soothingly, tilted his head and brushed his earlobe with his lips inadvertently.

He pursed his lips again.