The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

The curtains in the room were not drawn, the horizon was just rising at dawn, the sky was white, and the light shone into the room little by little. Jian Sui woke up earlier than Lu Wenfei. He lay on his side on the bed, with his hands and feet on Lu Wenfei's body, following him Like an octopus.

He woke up for a long time before his eyes slowly came back to life.

He thought about how he usually sleeps quite seriously, what he was like before he fell asleep, and what he would be like after waking up, why he changed the bed and just... took advantage of others.

He was lying on his side, Lu Wenfei's side face was in sight, he was sleeping with his eyes closed, the arc of his eyelashes looked very clear and beautiful from the side, and the side facing Jian Sui just happened to see the tear mole at the corner of his eye .

A small black dot, as if it was put on purposely, is like the icing on the cake. The whole personality is blended into alienation and enchantment. When she falls asleep with her eyes closed, she is like a sleeping beauty waiting to be woken up by a prince's kiss.

Sleeping Beauty, this fits Lu Wenfei's face quite well.

Jian Sui bent her lips.

He just stared at Lu Wenfei's profile for a long moment, then moved his hands and feet carefully, trying to get his hands and feet away from him before Lu Wenfei woke up, but Lu Wenfei felt shallow, he moved a little Twice, Lu Wenfei frowned slightly.

Jian Sui stopped moving.

"Are you awake?" Lu Wenfei asked in a low voice, his eyes still closed.

"Hmm." Jian Sui asked, "Did it wake you up?"

Lu Wenfei: "No."

Lu Wenfei actually woke up a little bit when Jian Sui stared at him earlier, but he didn't open his eyes. He didn't sleep well last night, and Jian Sui didn't sleep well. As soon as he lay down and turned off the light, Jane Sui began to press down on him with his hands and feet in a natural way, and after a while, he pressed up again.

In the middle of the night, Lu Wenfei also had a nightmare. When he woke up, he found that Jian Sui's arm was pressing on his chest, making him unable to breathe.

He came back to sleep, and naturally he didn't sleep very deeply.

Jian Sui removed the hands and feet that were pressing on him, moved twice, and accidentally bumped into him. They were all men, and they would inevitably be a little refreshed when they woke up in the morning.

At this second, the air seemed to condense.

"I'm sorry." Jian Sui lay on his side on the bed, turned over straight, and became lying flat, "Did I sleep on you the whole time last night?"

Lu Wenfei opened his eyes, "Yes."

"Why don't you take it away?" The villain Jian Sui complained first.

Lu Wenfei reached out to touch the phone, and while checking the time, he said calmly, "Can you take it away? After taking it away, it was on me again—you usually sleep so dishonestly?"

"No." Jian Sui thought for a while, then hummed softly, "But I haven't slept with anyone before, maybe it's because you smell good."

Lu Wenfei: "..."

Jian Sui's uncomfortable embarrassment passed, and he began to harm Lu Wenfei again, his voice was hoarse in the morning, and he said with a coda: "Tsk, in this way, you took away my first place. second time man."

Lu Wenfei: "..."

He coughed lightly: "Then do I need to be responsible?"

Jian Sui didn't expect him to speak up, and was taken aback for a moment.

This kind of dialogue, given the current situation, coupled with what happened just now, always seems to be so ambiguous.

"It's almost seven o'clock." Lu Wenfei said, "Are you going back to school?"

That topic was naturally covered.

"Are you going to do something later?" Jian Sui asked.

Lu Wenfei: "Go to tutor in the afternoon."

That means it's all right, Jian Sui pulled the quilt, "I'll take a closer look."

Lu Wenfei didn't force him to get up, he said "um", he set up his pillow, looked at his phone by the bedside, and then got up. Jian Sui didn't get up until he was less energetic. His clothes from last night were washed. I borrowed it from Lu Wenfei again.

The two are about the same size, Lu Wenfei's clothes fit him well, and the tightness of his underwear is also good.

Jian Sui put on his clothes and said, "Next time I buy a box of underwear and return it to you."

Lu Wenfei froze for a second, "No need."

"That's not good." Jian Sui said, "I've already taken your pair of underwear."

Lu Wenfei: "..."

Listening to this, why is it so strange.

The two had breakfast together, Lu Wenfei called his second aunt and talked to his brother, after hanging up the phone, he received his brother's photo.

Jian Sui was concerned for a few words, and when he heard the photo was sent, he leaned over to take a look, and saw the little boy in the photo grinning and showing a naive smile, his head was wrapped in white gauze, his face was pale, a little thin, A pair of eyes are exactly the same as Lu Wenfei's.

"Your brother looks quite similar to you." Jian Sui said.

"Yes." Lu Wenfei said, "Follow my mother."

The two didn't talk much about this topic, Lu Wenfei said that he would go to the bookstore to buy some materials later, Jian Sui was fine, so he simply went with him.

After sharing the same bed last night, the relationship between the two seems to have drawn a lot closer, and there is still a subtle atmosphere that seems to be there.

After nine o'clock, the two arrived at the bookstore. The environment in the store was very quiet, and there were not many people inside. There were books in different categories on the bookshelves. Lu Wenfei went straight in. Jian Sui looked around and picked up a shelf. I took a second look at the book on my desk and put it back again.

When he found Lu Wenfei between the bookshelves, he happened to see him talking to a woman next to him with his head tilted. The two of them lowered their voices and couldn't hear what they were talking about.

He walked over, and the woman had already left, "Know?"

"I don't know." Lu Wenfei said, "She thought I was an employee here, and asked me where the parenting books are."

"Oh——" Jian Sui's "Oh" has a deep meaning.

Lu Wenfei looked at the gaps in the book, glanced at him from the end of his eyes, and suddenly asked: "Do you mind?"

"What do you mind?" Jian Sui asked.

Lu Wenfei: "Nothing."

Jian Sui suppressed his voice and said, "Don't half-say your words."

Lu Wenfei reached for the books on the bookshelf, "Do you want to buy books?"

It really looks like a bookstore employee.

Jian Sui: "... If you sell, I will consider it."

He thought about what Lu Wenfei said just now, and he understood somewhat, but he didn't really understand it, so he didn't continue to ask after that.

How should I put it, Jian Sui always feels that the current state of getting along with Lu Wenfei sometimes makes the atmosphere a bit strange.

In the morning, the two went to the bookstore. After returning home, Lu Wenfei prepared materials. At noon, Jian Sui said that in return for taking him in last night, he invited him to have a meal, and then went back to school.

Zhang Xiangxiao asked him to bring lunch for him and Liu Yangran on WeChat, Jian Sui bought two meals outside and came back as a delivery man.

He returned to the dormitory with two lunches in his hand, opened the door, and Zhang Xiangxiao, who was sitting in front of the computer, turned his head. The first thing he saw was the lunch he was carrying, and the second thing he saw sharply on him. Clothes changed.

"Why do you and Lu Wenfei change clothes every time you go out?" Zhang Xiangxiao took the bag in his hand.

Jian Sui: "When you go out, the clothes must not be dirty. If they are dirty, don't they have to be changed?"

Zhang Xiangxiao: "..."

It seems reasonable.

"Yangran, this is yours." Jian Sui put another bag on Liu Yangran's table, and Liu Yangran said "Thank you".

The two transferred the money to Jian Sui.

At around five o'clock in the afternoon, Zhang Xiangxiao asked Jian Sui to go to the basketball court to play together. Jian Sui didn't go. In the evening, he went to the playground for a night run. After a day, he had to exercise a little, otherwise he would gain weight.

The playground is very big, and the street lights are on, and the bright lights dispel the darkness. In the night of the holiday, the number of people running at night on the playground is reduced by half. Jian Sui ran five laps. Back to the dormitory to take a shower.

The sound of dripping water in the bathroom sounded, Jian Sui took a shower, came out of the bathroom with a towel on his head, and hung the washed clothes on the balcony.

It was dark outside, Jian Sui held the basin, looked up at Lu Wenfei's clothes being blown by the wind, and turned back to the dormitory after a while.

In the evening of the next day, Jian Sui followed Zhang Xiangxiao to the basketball court to play. He didn't want to see Xiao Chengyu there, the two of them met their eyes, and Xiao Chengyu looked away again.

Zhang Xiangxiao also noticed the point of tit-for-tat between Jian Sui and Xiao Chengyu, and whispered next to him: "You don't know, after you played volleyball last time, he didn't come here for a while, and he came only two days ago There are so many, I haven’t touched volleyball until now.”

Jian Sui looked away, "Oh."

"You have cast a shadow on others." Zhang Xiangxiao said.

Jian Sui: "Really? Then he is... quite fragile."

On the basketball court, men in sports vests ran wildly around a ball, and the friction between their sneakers and the floor made screeching noises.

Jian Sui took off his coat, warmed up, and then went on stage.

Over there, Xiao Chengyu went to rest with a few people around him. He was in the center of the crowd, looking at Jian Sui with cold eyes. He crushed the mineral water bottle. A tall and thin person beside him noticed his gaze and He also saw Jian Sui.

"Why is there him everywhere?"

"Who?"

"Jian Suibai, the last time I played volleyball, it was just like our brother Xiao got on the bar."

"Oh... him."

"I think that's what he looks like. Those women make him look like he is. I look ordinary. I just don't twitch, and I'm not much more handsome than him."

"I also think it's average, but our brother Xiao is handsome, Brother Xiao, you say yes, hahaha."

Xiao Chengyu twitched the corners of his mouth, but didn't answer, listening to their chatter.

"By the way, it seems that someone said that he doesn't like women, and he said it himself."

"Really?"

"real."

"Fuck me..."

Jian Sui played on the field for half an hour.

"You guys play, I'm off." Jian Sui waved his hands, his chest heaving and panting.

"Stop it, keep playing!" Someone yelled, "How did you practice shooting? You haven't said anything yet."

"I can't, I can't move anymore." Jian Sui said with a weak expression, "I'll talk about it next time."

When he left the field, he glanced at Xiao Chengyu who was sitting on the sidelines from the corner of the eye, his expression seemed to be thinking of something wrong, Jian Sui looked back without a moment's pause, as if he saw a stranger.

The bathroom was empty, the tiles on the floor were smooth, and the sound of footsteps was very clear. Jian Sui turned on the faucet, and cold water trickled down his fingertips. He lowered his head and held a handful of water to splash on his face, wiped his face, and let the face cool down .

He took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and it contained the message that Lu Wenfei had just sent him.

half an hour ago -

Jian Sui sent Lu Wenfei a photo of the basketball court.

[Jian Sui: Staying in school is boring]

Lu Wenfei only returned him 5 minutes ago.

【Lu Wenfei: Just finished tutoring】

[Lu Wenfei: Do you want to come to the bar to sit at night? 】

【Lu Wenfei: Treat yourself to a drink】

【Jian Sui: Then I have to drink expensive ones】

Jian Sui sent a message, leaving water marks on the screen.

Turn back in seconds.

【Lu Wenfei: Order whatever you want】

Jian Sui raised her lips and couldn't help showing a smile.

【Jian Sui: Then I am really here】

【Lu Wenfei: Well, come on】

Jian Sui originally didn't want to hang around in front of Lu Wenfei every day, for fear of annoying him, but when Lu Wenfei said this, Jian Sui of course would not refuse.

So Jian Sui didn't go back to the dormitory that night, he didn't return home for three days and nights during the holiday, Zhang Xiangxiao even wondered if he went on a tryst with his girlfriend, and every time he came back, he changed his clothes, very suspicious .

In the last two days of the holiday, Jian Sui couldn't even see anyone in the daytime.

At six o'clock in the morning, before dawn outside, Jian Sui lay on Lu Wenfei's bed, watching the news on his phone.

[Zhang Xiangxiao: I didn't say that, you really went too far]

【Zhang Xiangxiao: Do ​​you have a girlfriend [probe jpg.]】

[Jian Sui: You got up so early? 】

[Zhang Xiangxiao: Heh, a joke]

【Zhang Xiangxiao: I didn't sleep all night】

The two were chatting nonsense, and the person lying beside Jian Sui started to move.

"What time is it?" Lu Wenfei asked.

Jian Sui: "It's not even seven o'clock."

Lu Wenfei opened his eyes and closed them again.

Jian Sui suddenly turned sideways, put his elbows on the pillow at the head of the bed, leaned over to his ear and asked, "Playing games?"

Lu Wenfei: "..."

He was lying with his back to Jian Sui, and when Jian Sui leaned over, the body temperature and the breath of his body rushed over together. It stands to reason that it is not a big deal for a man to sleep in the same bed with a man, but Lu Wenfei was inexplicably Concerned about the aura on Jian Sui's body.

He woke up and couldn't fall asleep, and only closed his eyes slowly. Jian Sui asked him if he wanted to play games, and he agreed. He reached for his phone and put the pillow behind his waist.

The two entered the game together, and Jian Sui said, "Wait a minute, I'll get someone else."

"Who?"

"Zhang Xiangxiao." Jian Sui tilted his head, "Is that okay?"

Lu Wenfei said a nonchalant "hmm".

The two entered the team formation interface, Jian Sui sent an invitation to Zhang Xiangxiao, Zhang Xiangxiao came in, and he opened the microphone.

"Tell me that you haven't been online for the past few days. I've been giving you gold coins every day, and you should give me some too." Zhang Xiangxiao complained as soon as he came in, and then he noticed that there was another person and asked, "Who is this?" Is it the brother who often takes you?"

Jian Sui didn't deny it, Zhang Xiangxiao and Lu Wenfei greeted each other, "Brother is relying on you, give me some strength."

Lu Wenfei sent an "um" out.

"God led me to fly." Jian Sui said.

Lu Wenfei: "..."

【FF can't fly anymore: Hmm】

Jian Sui laughed.

He clicked on matchmaking and entered the game. During the hero selection session, Zhang Xiangxiao chose a top lane tank. Jian Sui looked at the heroes and chose a support. Lu Wenfei played the jungle position as usual.

When the game was loaded and entered the map, Jian Sui and Zhang Xiangxiao had a friend relationship sign, Lu Wenfei looked at the sign, and his eyes paused.

Some... an eyesore.

As soon as he entered the game, Zhang Xiangxiao couldn't wait to run out of the crystal, Jian Sui followed the shooter and went down the road, Lu Wenfei harvested the wild area, and just 5 minutes into the game, Lu Wenfei wiped out the jungler who wanted to attack the wild area on the opposite side, Got the first blood.

Received Zhang Xiangxiao's praise.

Jian Sui played fish in troubled waters to the extreme, and accidentally snatched Lu Wenfei's head. If it were Zhang Xiangxiao, I'm afraid he would be scolded. Zhang Xiangxiao was playing games, but the only thing he couldn't move was - one was the soldier line, and the other was the head .

But Lu Wenfei didn't care about it, his skills were very stable, and Jian Sui's hero in the later stage was directly attached to Lu Wenfei's hero.

Zhang Xiangxiao: "Fuck me, fuck me, you hang on to me! I'm almost out of blood!"

Jian Sui: "Don't hang up, go back to the city."

Zhang Xiangxiao: "..."

"I really didn't expect you to be such a person." Zhang Xiangxiao said, "Unkind and ungrateful!"

Jian Sui: "Then you know now?"

Zhang Xiangxiao: "..."

Jian Sui followed Lu Wenfei, and after the game ended, he even won a silver medal as an assist.

-

At one o'clock in the afternoon, Lu Wenfei and Jian Sui stood side by side in front of a villa in the villa area. After ringing the doorbell, the door opened quickly. Jian Sui followed Lu Wenfei into the villa with the things in his hand.

This is the family that Lu Wenfei's tutor taught. Jian Sui said he wanted to see it, so he followed along. The mistress of the house was at home, wearing a home dress, and came to open the door.

Lu Wenfei: "Aunt Wang."

"Aunt Wang." Jian Suiyang laughed and followed suit.

Ms. Wang knew that Jian Sui was coming, she smiled gently, and said: "This is Jian Sui, I haven't seen him for several years and he has changed a lot, come in quickly."

Jian Sui gave her the things she bought, and she came as soon as she said he was here, and brought something else, but she still happily accepted it.

Jian Sui also saw the third-year junior student who was the tutor, he was a little boy, handsome and well-behaved, seeing him obediently called "Brother Jian".

"I'll go out first." Ms. Wang said, "Sit whatever you want, there are fruits on the table for you."

After she left, Jian Sui and Lu Wenfei went into the little boy's bedroom. As soon as Lu Wenfei entered, he took out the notebook in his bag and asked him if he had written last night's test paper.

The little boy lowered his head, timidly said "I wrote it", and took out the paper and handed it to him.

During Lu Wenfei's inspection, the little boy sat upright.

Jian Sui found that when facing other people, Lu Wenfei had very little expression on his face, and looked a little indifferent and unapproachable. The little boy didn't know whether he was timid and introverted by nature, or he was scared by him.

In short, when these two get along, the atmosphere in the middle can be said to be particularly tense.

Jian Sui sat on one side of the sofa, peeled an orange, and stuffed a piece into his mouth. After sitting in it for a while, he couldn't sit still. This study atmosphere made him feel like he had returned to the time when he was preparing for the exam in the third year of high school.

He avoided disturbing them and went to the living room to stay.

After staying for more than half an hour, Lu Wenfei came out of the room. He went downstairs and saw Jian Sui on the sofa downstairs, and said, "You can go first."

"Are you chasing me?" Jian Sui looked up.

Lu Wenfei: "...No, I'm afraid you will be bored."

"Wait until you're not bored." Jian Sui said.

Lu Wenfei: "..."

"Aren't you..." His eyes were dark and deep, and he stopped in the middle of speaking.

Do you like me?

Jian Sui: "What?"

Lu Wenfei: "Forget it, it's nothing."

Right now, the timing and location are not right, and if he really asks to pierce the layer of film separating the two, he is also afraid that the atmosphere between the two will become awkward, and he—doesn’t know, he doesn’t want to make things troublesome, I don't want to embarrass the relationship between the two of them.

Jian Sui: "Why do you keep saying nothing?"

Lu Wenfei: "Yes."

Jian Sui made a "hiss", and Lu Wenfei's "hmm" sounded worse than him.

"I'll come out for a drink of water." After Lu Wenfei finished speaking, he turned around and went to pour water.

Jian Sui licked his lips, pursed his lips, and sat back on the sofa.

Is it... what?

I always felt that what Lu Wenfei wanted to say just now was different from usual.

……

After the National Day holiday, Lu Wenfei packed up his own things in the apartment and returned to the dormitory. He probably won't go there again in a short time.

eight pm.

The lights in the 503 dormitory were on. Lu Wenfei took the key and opened the door of the dormitory. As soon as he entered, he smelled the smell of alcohol, and he frowned.

When Xiao Chengyu heard the sound of the door opening, he turned his head. When he saw the figure at the door, he squeezed the beer can tightly in his hand. He didn't know how much he drank, and there were many empty cans piled up under his feet.

He murmured a name, when Lu Wenfei walked into the light of the dormitory, he saw Lu Wenfei's face clearly, the expression on that face changed, and the muscles on his face moved.

08: 30.

Jian Sui received a call from Lu Wenfei.

"Have you returned to the dormitory?" Jian Sui asked.

Lu Wenfei: "Well, you..."

"Tell me." Jian Sui said, "I'm in a hurry when I'm hesitating."

"Where are you now?" Lu Wenfei asked.

Jian Sui looked at the homework on the notebook and yawned: "Dormitory."

Lu Wenfei: "Can I come and stay for one night?"

Jian Sui paused when he was typing on the keyboard, just from Lu Wenfei's tone and the content of his words, he almost knew that something happened to him.

"Okay." Jian Sui said, and then remembered something, "Wait a minute, I'll talk to Zhang Xiangxiao and the others."

He poked his head around, called out to Liu Yangran, then raised his voice to call out to Zhang Xiangxiao who was in the toilet, and asked the two of them if it was okay for Lu Wenfei to come over and sleep for a night, neither of them had any objections.

"Come here." Jian Sui said, "Do you want me to pick you up?"

"No, I'm at the door of your dormitory." Lu Wenfei said.

Upon hearing this, Jian Sui pushed aside the stool and got up to open the door. When he opened the door, he saw Lu Wenfei in the corridor, holding his mobile phone to his ear, carrying a backpack in his hand, and his short black hair was a little messy.

He hung up the phone, "How long have you been here?"

"Just a few minutes." Lu Wenfei said.

He didn't know why, but his first reaction after leaving the dormitory was to run to Jian Sui and the others. He stood outside the door in a daze for a long time before calling Jian Sui.

Jian Sui: "Why didn't you knock on the door?"

Lu Wenfei: "Call first and ask."

In case Jian Sui's roommate doesn't want him to stay here for the night, and he comes directly, wouldn't it make things difficult for Jian Sui.

Jian Sui: "What if I don't allow you to come over? Are you going up again?"

Lu Wenfei: "Well, upstairs and downstairs are convenient."

Jian Sui: "..."

"Come in first," he said.

Lu Wenfei walked in, met Liu Yangran who was at the table and turned to look at him, he nodded in greeting, Liu Yangran also nodded at him, turned his head away again, and went on with his own business.

There was an empty bed in the dormitory, and the things of the three of them were piled up on the table. Lu Wenfei put his backpack on the stool. Jian Sui asked him if he had eaten, and Lu Wenfei said no, so the two got off together again. Upstairs for dinner.

Instead of going to the canteen, they went to the school convenience store. The convenience store was still open at this point, but there was no one there. The two of them went in to buy something. Lu Wenfei took a box of instant noodles, soaked them in boiling water and put them directly on on the small table on the other side.

Jian Sui sat on his right, he had already had dinner, so he was not hungry, he held a lollipop in his mouth, and looked sideways at Lu Wenfei, Lu Wenfei lowered his head, stirring the bubble with a fork In front of him, Jian Sui suddenly reached out his hand and touched his earlobe, Lu Wenfei reacted greatly and dodged to the left.

The two looked at each other, and Jian Sui was stunned, "It hurts?"

Lu Wenfei: "What?"

"What are you hiding from?" Jian Sui asked, he saw that Lu Wenfei's ears were red and swollen, so he took a closer look and found a wound on it. He thought that Lu Wenfei's violent avoidance just now was due to the pain from being touched. But now it seems that this is not the reason.

Is it annoying...?

Lu Wenfei didn't seem to know that he had a wound on his ear.

"No." Lu Wenfei said, "I just lost my mind and subconsciously avoided it."

"Oh." Jian Sui stood up.

Lu Wenfei glanced at his leaving figure, saw him walking towards the door, put down his spoon, stood up and asked, "Where are you going?"

Jian Sui glanced back at him, "Eat first."

After a while, Jian Sui came back again, holding a pink cartoon band-aid in his hand. He sat beside Lu Wenfei and said, "You have a cut in your ear, I'll stick it on for you."

Lu Wenfei looked at the color and style of the band-aid, but he refused in his heart, "Is there nothing else?"

Jian Sui looked down at the band-aid held by his index finger and thumb, "Yes, I picked it for you."

He looked up innocently, "Don't you like it?"

Lu Wenfei: "..."

"If you don't like it, I'll change it." Jian Sui Youyou sighed, "Although I like it a lot."

Lu Wenfei: "... Post it."

The expression on Jian Sui's face immediately turned cloudy, and the speed of changing his face was amazing. Lu Wenfei turned his face sideways, with a clear jaw line. His earlobes are thin and beautiful. At this moment, his earlobes are red and there is a wound on them , the blood has dried up.

Under the incandescent light, Jian Sui tore off the bandage, and carefully put the bandage on his wound.

Lu Wenfei felt the warm fingertips brush against his earlobe, he pursed his lower lip, resisting the urge to escape, feeling the strength and temperature of his fingertips, as well as the numbness they brought.

So hot.

A little, I'm not breathing well.