The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

He Yu was waiting for Li Fengran in the living room with his schoolbag. Li Fengran changed his clothes, ran out of the room in a hurry, went to the bathroom to wash up, and didn't even look at the clock on the wall in the living room. After washing up, he brought his mother to buy him breakfast. He ran up to He Yu and said "Okay" out of breath.

He wasn't afraid of being late, but he was afraid that He Yu would get impatient waiting for him.

After the two went out, the door slammed shut, and the room returned to silence.

The woman sat on a chair with her legs crossed, trimmed her fingernails, blew her hands after she was done, got up to dry the clothes, and put away the dried clothes along the way.

On the long clothesline, on one of the clothes hangers was a small brown bear furry pendant that could be held in one hand with a clip, and the woman took the pendant off.

"Um... didn't you bring this?"

Every time Li Fengran changes to a new environment, it takes a while to get used to it. The little bear is like his pacifier, and only with it can he feel at ease. However, she thinks that Li Fengran has made new friends here, so she probably won't need this kind of thing as much as before. something.

She took the bear into the house.

In the morning, the sun rises, the cool wind blows, and there are vehicles on the road.

There are breakfast stalls on the street at the school gate, and the stall owners are spreading cakes, and the tempting fragrance is overflowing. Primary school students carrying schoolbags come and go in groups from the school gate.

Liao Yuanyuan, He Yu and Li Fengran arrived at the school gate. Li Fengran hadn't had breakfast yet, so he ordered a pancake from one of the stalls.

The zipper of the schoolbag is empty, and the small accessories that should have been on it are gone. The schoolbag is only filled with stationery, and there is everything at a glance. So few things, just a few random searches, you can find almost everything.

no, nowhere...

"Boss, I want two scones, filled with chives!" Liao Yuanyuan shouted.

He Yu: "Didn't you have breakfast?"

Liao Yuanyuan rubbed her stomach: "I'm hungry after walking, I need to eat more to replenish my energy."

He Yu: "..."

Li Fengran on the side was too quiet, He Yu turned his head, and saw Li Fengran standing there holding his schoolbag in a daze, his white face was a little helpless, his fingertips tightly holding the edge of the schoolbag turned white.

"What's wrong?" He Yu asked, "I lost the money?"

Li Fengran shook his head, pursed his lower lip, took out the money from his schoolbag, and handed it to the stall owner.

The stall owner wrapped two portions of cakes for them, put them in a small transparent bag, and handed them to them. They took them with two small hands, and the three of them walked towards the school gate. He Yu and Liao Yuanyuan walked in front, and Li Fengran followed at the end. head, holding the schoolbag, and carrying the bag in one hand.

When he reached the school gate, he stopped.

Looking at the strange school gate, thinking about facing strange classmates, strange classrooms, strange teachers...everything is strange, he felt a surge of resistance, and his stomach was so empty that he hadn't eaten breakfast.

The voices in my ears seemed to become distant and blurred.

"……What's wrong?"

Li Fengran came back to his senses, He Yu stood beside him and called him, Liao Yuanyuan was in front, eating scones bite by bite.

"Did you lose something?" He Yu asked.

Li Fengran turned his head to look at him for two seconds, shook his head and said "no".

He lowered his head and pinched the strap of his schoolbag, and stretched out a hand in front of him.

"Let's go." He Yu said.

He Yu took his left hand and walked towards the school. After taking a step, the people behind him didn't move, and He Yu turned his head.

Li Fengran blinked, and looked down at him holding his hand, only then did he feel that the sense of panic in the void was slowly dissipating.

"...Hmm." He responded in a low voice.

If He Yu hadn't been looking at him, he probably wouldn't have heard this response.

He Yu led Li Fengran all the way to the classroom, like an elder brother taking care of his younger brother.

In the new semester, the seats in the classroom have not yet been determined. When entering the classroom door, Liao Yuanyuan asked He Yu: "Where are you sitting?"

There were scattered people sitting in the classroom, Li Fengran hid half of his body behind He Yu, looking at the people in the classroom from He Yu's shoulder with a pair of beautiful eyes like obsidian.

He Yu sat down near the innermost seat of the classroom, Liao Yuanyuan sat in front of He Yu, and Li Fengran sat next to He Yu, as soon as he sat down, Liao Yuanyuan turned to talk to He Yu.

As time went by, the number of people in the classroom increased, and the empty seats were filled little by little. There seemed to be a few mischievous students in the class, and one or two students ran around in the gaps between the classroom tables.

It wasn't until the head teacher came that the noisy classroom like a vegetable market became quieter.

The head teacher was He Yu's head teacher in the first grade, and also their Chinese teacher, a fat middle-aged woman, wearing a pair of red-rimmed glasses, looking very serious.

She sat on the podium, glanced down, and took the list: "Now roll the roll, and answer 'yes' when you hear your name, understand?"

The classmate below responded like a chick: "Understood—"

There are more than 40 people in a class, and the class teacher rolled the roll very quickly. When Li Fengran was called, Li Fengran answered "yes", the class teacher paused, "This is a transfer student from our class this semester, everyone should take good care of the new student, applause Welcome."

The classmates in the class turned their heads to look at Li Fengran and the others. Li Fengran subconsciously touched the zipper of his schoolbag, and when he found nothing, he grabbed the corner of his clothes.

Sparse applause rang out, and amidst the applause, Li Fengran heard He Yu say "Don't be nervous".

He turned his head and glanced at He Yu. He Yu had no expression on his face, and his narrow eyes were cold. He clapped along with the class and met his gaze. He Yu paused, hesitated for a moment, and reached out to pat him. shoulder blade.

The force is neither light nor heavy, strangely comforting.

There was no formal class on the first day, the head teacher asked everyone to go out and line up, and assigned them places according to their height. Since Li Fengran followed He Yu closely during the queue and refused to separate, the two were still divided into the same table.

Several boys in the class went to move the books and came back, and distributed the new books one after another. When He Yu got the new book, he put the book aside.

Li Fengran wrote down his name on the first page of the book stroke by stroke. The handwriting was neat. After finishing his writing, he took He Yu's book and helped him write his name. At first, he couldn't write his name well. He hadn't learned the name before, so he wrote it according to He Yu's handwriting, and it didn't go smoothly until later.

After he finished writing his name, he stacked the books neatly and put them on He Yu's desk.

Because of the presence of He Yu and Liao Yuanyuan, Li Fengran's life in the new semester is not difficult to integrate into. Liao Yuanyuan has other good friends in class, and He Yu is also one of them. in the group.

Primary school life was simple and pure. After the first few days, Li Fengran slowly got used to this kind of school life.

At noon, someone will bring the meal into the classroom to share the meal, and the students below will sit in their own seats to eat, and some students who don’t eat at school will bring their own insulated boxes, which contain the lunch prepared by their parents.

Li Fengran is a picky eater and doesn't like to eat cabbage. The school menu has one or two meals of cabbage every week. At this time, Li Fengran will put the cabbage aside and only eat another dish. Although He Yu told him that picky eaters are not good , but seeing that he really didn't like it, I gave him another dish every time, and brought over the cabbage in his bowl.

After a long time, He Yu discovered that there are quite a lot of things that Li Fengran doesn't like to eat. He doesn't eat cabbage, shallots, ginger and garlic. He can eat even a little bit of ginger and garlic.

After school on Friday, the teacher assigned a lot of homework for elementary school students. On the way home from school, Liao Yuanyuan sighed and complained, and then said: "Go to the street and have a look, there seems to be new dishes in that store! Come tomorrow Let's go home."

A game console that can be played by plugging in a card is popular among elementary school students these days. It can be connected to a TV, but the price is not cheap. According to Liao Yuanyuan, he begged his father for a long time, and his father bought it for him.

They don't go to school tomorrow, and they have a lot of time after school. There is a pedestrian street on the way to school.

The Qingshiban Road turned bumpy, and there were all kinds of toys in the store window that were very attractive to elementary school students. Liao Yuanyuan dragged He Yu and Li Fengran into the store. Liao Yuanyuan bought a game card, and Li Fengran bought a pack of snacks. As I said, the kind of snack with a small card inside.

The three paid the money and went out, Li Fengran unpacked it.

"What card is it?" He Yu asked.

Li Fengran shook the snack bag and took out a small card inside. Liao Yuanyuan just finished packing his things. When he turned around and saw his card, he exclaimed, "You are so lucky! S-level rare card, I I wanted it so much before but couldn’t buy it!”

"Is it very powerful?" Li Fengran seemed to understand.

Liao Yuanyuan: "Super invincible and powerful, it's hard to draw!"

Li Fengran thought for a while, then handed the card to He Yu, "For you."

"Give it to me?" He Yu took it, the transparent packaging of the card still had the oily surface left by the snacks.

"Well, here it is."

"What about you?"

Li Fengran said that he just bought them casually, and that snacks are enough for him.

"If you don't want it...give it to me." Liao Yuanyuan rubbed her little hands and said.

"Yes—" Before He Yu put the card in, he saw the little fat man staring at the three of them. Since they had a fight with the little fat man during the summer vacation, the other party hadn't done anything in front of them Stupid thing.

It may be that now that school has started, I feel that I can do it again.

The little fat man walked up to them and held out his hand, "Hey, give me that card."

There are a few classmates beside him. The fifth grade students are taller than their first and second graders. On campus, the lower grade students have a natural fear of the higher grades.

But those people did not include He Yu.

"No." He Yu stuffed the card into his pocket.

"Hey you--"

He Yu pulled Li Fengran and ran away, Liao Yuanyuan was stunned, and immediately followed.

"Fuck, chase him!" the little fat man yelled.

The three of He Yu and the others run here and there every day, and their physical fitness is not bad. Even Liao Yuanyuan is not slow to run, but the advantage of the fifth grade is there. They ran for a block before getting rid of the people behind them.

Li Fengran opened his mouth and panted, his cheeks were flushed, He Yu's hand holding onto his wrist hadn't been released yet, he looked outside the alley to make sure there was no one there, and then he realized that he was still holding Li Fengran's wrist.

After he let go, Li Fengran's wrist turned red again, looking as if he had been abused.

"Why is it so easy to leave marks..."

"It's okay...it's okay." Li Fengran breathed unsteadily, touched his wrist, and said, "It doesn't hurt."

"Well, fortunately, he ran fast..." Liao Yuanyuan said.

He Yu: "Go home."

Liao Yuanyuan: "Go to my house to play... play games."

He Yu: "Okay."

Li Fengran hesitated for a while, but also nodded in response.

The three of them returned home together, He Yu and Li Fengran went straight to Liao Yuanyuan's house, playing games and forgetting the time, until the sound of unlocking the lock, Liao Yuanyuan said "It's over", and hurriedly started to unplug the plug.

He Yu put the book at his feet on the table, and Li Fengran took out his pen.

The door opened, and Liao Yuanyuan's mother came back after playing mahjong. The three people in the living room gathered around the table, writing homework, a picture of studying hard.

……

……

When he was with them, the smile on Li Fengran's face obviously increased a lot, and his temperament was more cheerful than before. He did many things that he had never done before, some bad things that were not too bad, and experienced many things that he had never done before. This experience has allowed him to maintain a very good state.

They played together, did their homework together, and went to school together on Monday after the weekend.

Li Fengran's good state ended on Monday.

During the recess on Monday, when Li Fengran went to the bathroom to use the toilet, he bumped into the little fat man.

"He Yu, He Yu, He Yu..." Liao Yuanyuan bumped into He Yu's table.

"Tsk." He Yu's pencil for homework broke, "What are you doing?"

"Do you want to go to the commissary?"

"Don't go."

"Go ahead, I'll treat you to some candy."

"Don't go."

"Where's Li Fengran?"

"Toilet." He Yu paused and warned him, "Bump into the table again and beat you."

Liao Yuanyuan: "..."

His tone convinced Liao Yuanyuan that he would definitely do that kind of thing.

"It will be your turn to be on duty in two days." Liao Yuanyuan said, "You help me clean today, and I will help you next time."

"Understood, don't make noise." He Yu said impatiently.

Liao Yuanyuan didn't bother him anymore, because he saw Li Fengran entering the classroom, so he went to bother Li Fengran instead.

It's just that Li Fengran looked a little bit wrong, his small face was tense, like a small animal facing a formidable enemy, and the fur all over his body exploded.

"What's wrong with you?" Liao Yuanyuan asked.

He Yu's pen tip paused, and he turned his head to look at Li Fengran, and caught a glimpse of some imperceptible redness in his eye sockets.

Facing Liao Yuanyuan's question, Li Fengran shook his head and lay down on the table.

"Is there something wrong with you?" Liao Yuanyuan asked.

"No." Li Fengran's voice was muffled.

The class bell rang, and Liao Yuanyuan had no choice but to return to her seat. This class was a math class, and the math teacher walked into the classroom with a textbook.

"Attend class."

"Hello teacher--"

"Hi students, please sit down."

……

【What’s wrong with you? 】

The note was pushed onto Li Fengran's desk.

After a while, he returned to He Yu's table again.

[I am not shi. 】

Li Fengran was depressed for two or three days, the specific manifestation was that he didn't like to talk, and he usually followed He Yu and Liao Yuanyuan with his head sullen, and He Yu didn't find the source of his bad mood.

Until Friday of another week, it was He Yu and Li Fengran's turn to do hygiene. Last time Liao Yuanyuan promised to help He Yu when he was doing hygiene. Then after school, he sat aside with a pack of snacks and kept talking eating.

The classroom trash can is a basket woven from bamboo. After a day, most of the trash is filled. The school trash dump is located on the other side of the playground.

After He Yu and Li Fengran finished sweeping the floor, each of them held a piece of paper against the edge of the basket, and went to take out the trash together.

Next to the garbage dump, someone came before them.

The little fat man held a cigarette case and a lighter in his hand, looked at them, patted his chest to relieve his breath, and cursed in a low voice: "Fuck, you scared me to death."

There was another person beside him, who laughed at him for being timid, then saw Li Fengran, and said "Yo", "Isn't this Xiao Yezhong, doing hygiene today?"

He Yu and Li Fengran both paused.

He Yu raised his head and looked straight at those two people.

Ono... kind?

"What are you looking at?" The man raised his chin and looked at He Yu.

He Yu suddenly understood why Li Fengran was so depressed these two days.

He turned his head and asked Li Fengran: "When did it start?"

The corners of Li Fengran's mouth were straightened, feeling ashamed, dazed and at a loss.

Xiao Yezhong, he knows the meaning of these three words, and he doesn't want He Yu to hear others call him that.

Compared with his peers, Li Fengran is actually far more sensible than others. He cannot accurately describe the meaning of these three words, but he knows it is not good.

Even if you don't understand why it's so bad.

This is unbearable, dirty marks that cannot be wiped clean, like the shame that was forcibly carved into his bones by others.

Li Fengran's knuckles turned white, and his other empty hand was clenched into a fist. Shame and anger surged up together.

"Let go." He Yu pulled the trash can.

Li Fengran glanced at him.

"Let go, hand." He Yu repeated.

The tip of Li Fengran's nose was sour, and the sockets of his eyes were filled with soreness. Slowly, he let go of the other end of the trash can, and looked down at the tip of his shoe. His whole body seemed to be covered by shadows inch by inch.

Is he going to be the same again...

Don't... don't want that...

In the next second, two screams and roars came out.

Li Fengran raised his head.

The basket of garbage was directly held by the two of them by He Yu. The two of them couldn't dodge in time, and they never thought that a second-grade elementary school student would do this to them. There was so much garbage in the trash can. In addition to the weight of the basket, it was thrown over by the strength of his hand.

Garbage was strewn all over them.

Before they could react, He Yu didn't want the trash can anymore, dragged Li Fengran back and ran away.

The two of them recovered and immediately chased after them.

A week later, similar scenes happened in different places.

The scope of the school is small, and there are only a few places to go after school.

Li Fengran ran with He Yu, his heart was about to jump out, he couldn't tell whether it was because of fear, excitement, or other reasons.

He Yu turned left and right to avoid their sight, led Li Fengran into a toilet, and locked the door behind him.

The bathroom water sounded.

The two of them washed their hands, and He Yu wiped the sweat from his forehead with the hem of his clothes. Li Fengran's fair face was flushed at this moment, he had never done such a thing before.

He Yu ran in a hurry, and his heart was beating wildly at the moment, he went to open the bathroom window, bent over and supported his thighs, panting.

The wind poured in through the window.

He tugged at the collar of his shirt, and after a while, he turned around, "Why didn't you say it?"

Li Fengran's heat from running at extreme speed just now gradually cooled down.

"...What?" He clasped his index finger with his thumb, leaving a small crescent red mark on the knuckle of the index finger.

"They call you that, why didn't they tell us?" He Yu said.

Li Fengran was speechless.

"Do you think we will break up with you because of this?"

quite a while.

Li Fengran hummed.

He Yu: "If I really broke up with you just because of this matter, I would have broken up with you long ago."

Li Fengran: "I'm sorry..."

"You have friends, as your friends, Liao Yuanyuan and I will help you too." He Yu said.

Footsteps were heard outside.

The two of them stopped talking.

"Go and see the toilet over there!" The people outside said viciously.

He Yu held his breath, and casually took the mop beside him, and Li Fengran also took a mop.

"Forget it." The person outside said in a low voice again, "This is where the teacher goes to the toilet, it will be bad if you meet the teacher later..."

Another person is persuaded.

"Those two brats, don't let me catch them! See if I don't kill them!"

The sound outside stopped.

Just as Li Fengran was about to speak, He Yu raised his index finger to his lips.

No footsteps—steps leaving.

The people outside didn't know if there was anyone inside, and they didn't know if they were not fooled. They waited on the door for a long time, but they didn't hear the sound, so they shouted in another voice on purpose.

"Little Wild Species!"

"Where are you, little wild species?"

"Bang bang" two kicks on the door sounded, which sounded a little scary.

Li Fengran pursed his pale lips tightly, opened his black eyes wide, and looked at the door without blinking. His vision was blocked by someone, and he suddenly put his hands on his ears. He Yu walked up to him and whispered: "Don't listen, don't think about it."

The voice coming through the palm was a little muffled.

He Yu had just washed his hands, and his fingertips felt a little cold. The coolness brought Li Fengran back to his senses, and he held his breath all the time to breathe out.

He Yu turned his head to look at the vibrating door, turned his eyes away from the door, and turned his head to meet Li Fengran's eyes, the sockets were slightly red and moist, as if tears were swirling in the sockets.

He Yu let go.

"I..." Li Fengran took a breath, and said in a low voice, "I'm not...not a bastard."

He Yu patted him on the back, "Don't listen to them."

Li Fengran buried his head on his shoulder, sobbing softly, not daring to cry too loudly, tightly clutching the hem of He Yu's clothes, vigorously pulling the hem of his clothes until it was wrinkled.

Moist breath sprayed behind He Yu's ears, He Yu paused, raised his hand and patted his back to comfort him.

It was okay when he was not comforted, Li Fengran could hold back, but once He Yu comforted him, he couldn't help it, choked up several times, and cried fiercely while hugging He Yu.

The people outside may have heard the voice, and the yelling became louder.

"Who is it!" Suddenly there was an angry shout, "Who is there? Stop!"

The two people outside stopped calling "Little Wild Species" one after another, looked at each other, turned their heads and ran away.

He Yu also breathed a sigh of relief when he heard their footsteps going away.

No head-to-head duels, that's great.

It's not that you can't fight, it's just that you don't want to fight with two people covered in garbage.

It's really... too annoying.

And there is a little crying bag inside.

There was no sound outside.

Li Fengran's mood gradually calmed down, he let go of He Yu, the tip of his nose turned red, and his eyes seemed to be soaked in water, brighter than usual, looking at the wet spot on He Yu's shoulder, his eyes dodged For a moment, it seemed ashamed.

Her fair face was flushed from crying, and her exquisite facial features were gathered together. It was pitiful to show such an expression in such a state.

He Yu gave him a buffer time and looked around.

This is the first floor, he went to open the locked door, fearing that the two people would turn back again, or run into them from here, he dragged Li Fengran to climb the window, he moved the sundries under the window, and put a cushion A bucket climbed up to the window first, and jumped from the window. Li Fengran squatted under the window sill, hesitantly afraid to jump down.

Outside the window is a field of weeds, the soil on the ground is moist and soft.

He Yu stretched out his hand, "Come down, I'll follow you, it's fine."

Li Fengran gritted his teeth and jumped directly, but at the moment of jumping, his feet became weak and he couldn't stand firmly, so he threw himself on He Yu and rolled him around on the ground.

He Yu got up quickly, took his hand and walked to the other side.

After walking out of that area, the two breathed a sigh of relief.

"What about the trash can?" Li Fengran asked.

He Yu: "Let's talk about it tomorrow, let's go home first."

Li Fengran obediently was led by him: "Yes."

After a while, he asked, "He Yu...are you angry with me?"

"No." He Yu said.

Li Fengran: "Really?"

"Yeah." He Yu paused and said, "I will stand by your side unconditionally, so if there is a next time, please tell me."

The wind blew past their faces, shaking their clothes.

When school was over just in time for the sunset, the sky was printed in orange. The two of them walked on the road one after the other, with weeds hanging on their bodies, looking like they had gone crazy somewhere.

"En." Li Fengran responded to He Yu's words, "I will definitely say it next time."

"Remember what you said." He Yu said.

"Yeah!" Li Fengran's voice was soft and sticky after crying, "We are friends."

The two left the school gate, and on the way back, when they passed a small path, they heard the sound of "呵呵".

On the sparsely populated road, the voice was very clear.

They stopped and turned to look aside.

Liao Yuanyuan carried a schoolbag on her back, hung a schoolbag around her neck, and held a schoolbag in her hand. She looked left and right to see if anyone was there, and then poked her head out from behind the tree and waved to them.