Wearing It Before Scum A Tortures The Heroine

Chapter 34



Xu Jinchao’s brain is dull, and the speed of operation is terribly slow at this moment.

She said it, and it took almost another four or five seconds before she realized what she had said to Song Jiao.

The expression on Omega’s face was very strange, she looked very dazed, and a little puzzled like a fool.

Xu Jinchao knew that she had made a slip of the tongue, and she tried to explain it to the other party.

“No, I mean, the way you look now, I mean the way you act, ah no, the way you look…”

She said things in a different way, and in the end she didn’t say why, how to change her words is not right.

The daze in Song Jiao’s expression gradually disappeared, leaving only the part that looked at the fool.

Xu Jinchao decided to give up the rescue.

She covered her face, hid herself from the sight of the person on the other side, and said sullenly, “I beg you, forget about this.”

Song Jiao was a little puzzled by the ‘also’ in her sentence, but after a while, she realized that another thing Alpha asked her to forget was about the lie about “calling mom”.

Song Jiao: If you don’t mention it now, I really don’t remember the lie I told you.

She looked at Xu Jinchao’s body language obviously refusing to talk, and thought to herself, her threshold for shyness is very low.

Song Jiao doesn’t have so much shame, and she never takes the so-called embarrassment in her heart. She thinks this is her great advantage.

She was still thinking about whether she should impart some experience to her friend, who had silently repaired herself and put down her hand covering her face.

Xu Jinchao didn’t know if Song Jiao was thinking about whether to teach her experiences such as ‘how to take the blame naturally’, ‘I do bad things, but I am righteous’, ‘how to be calm after mistakes and pretend nothing happened’.

She mumbled: “You know, although I always seem to be stupid in front of you, most people think I’m quite reliable.”

Alpha paused when she said this, she hesitated, she seemed to have something to say, but she swallowed it back.

Song Jiao was always paying attention to her, so she glanced at the details and asked, “What do you want to say?”

Xu Jinchao’s act of hesitating to speak was actually quite subtle, but only for a brief moment.

She originally hid those questions, including the clumsy and incompetent self that was hated by others, but they were revealed in Song Jiao’s questions.

Xu Jinchao raised his eyes to look at the other party, Omega’s pure eyes showed a considerable degree of tolerance and generosity, which inexplicably gave her courage.

Xu Jinchao: “There is a person—”

“She’s a friend of mine,” she emphasized, “her other friends like her very much, but three people she values ​​very much, and they commented on her as being selfish one after another, and she wondered if she was really a person. Selfish people?”

Song Jiao thought: What a joke, if Xu Jinchao’s style is selfish, how can there be any selfless person in this world?

Song Jiao asked, “So, Jiang Chao asked you for help?”

Xu Jinchao: “Ah, it’s not Jiang Chao… Well, it’s really Jiang Chao.”

She silently apologized to her tool friend Jiang Chao in her heart: “In short, she is very entangled. Among the three people, one grew up with her, and the other was very good at talking with her.”

At this point, Xu Jinchao stopped, and Song Jiao urged her: “Where’s the third one?”

Xu Jinchao said slowly: “The third one betrayed her, which made her very sad. She has repeatedly thought about whether she has done anything that I am sorry for the third one, and the conclusion is, no.”

Song Jiao said: “First of all, exclude the active betrayers. The words of the betrayers are not credible, so it’s just two people saying that.”

She spoke succinctly and decisively, and then suddenly asked: “You just said ‘other’ friends, how many others?”

The tone of this sentence actually contained sourness, and Song Jiao was indeed a little sour, even very resentful and resentful.

It turns out that Xu Jinchao has many friends, and she is not the only one.

Xu Jinchao thought for a while and replied, “There are 4 people who are very close, and the rest are pretty good friends. There are many people who can eat and go shopping together occasionally. It’s not easy to count the number.”

Song Jiao: “…”

She stared at the innocent-looking Alpha, her teeth were itchy, and she really wanted to hold something in her mouth to grind her teeth, such as Xu Jinchao’s fingers or ears, which felt very good and would definitely be a good choice.

Xu Jinchao didn’t know the flame of jealousy burning in Kitty Song’s heart, but felt that the other party’s eyes were a little unusually bright. She emphasized, “That’s all.”

Oh, Song Jiao, who has only one friend, thought darkly, you only have me now.

She was angry at first, but after realizing this, she became complacent again.

Yes, Xu Jinchao is the only one by her side now.

“Take ten thousand steps back,” Song Jiao regained her composure and said to Xu Jinchao, “Even if you used to be a selfish person, from my current point of view, you have nothing to do with this word. You are with me. The attitude displayed in front of him is even selfless.”

“I actually don’t understand why you treat me well without paying back.”

It was rare for Song Jiao to confide in her heart, and she immediately asked Xu Jinchao: “Is your attitude towards me all false?”

The meaning of this sentence is not to ask for evidence, because Song Jiao only believes in her own judgment. She asks this to force Xu Jinchao’s confidence.

Sure enough, Xu Jinchao immediately said, “Of course not!”

Alpha was a little anxious, trying hard to prove his truth.

Song Jiao looked at her: “You once told me that I should trust your performance. Now I can tell you that I trust you. What about you, are you willing to trust me?”

Xu Jinchao couldn’t believe what she heard. Regarding the part of promising her trust, she stared blankly at Song Jiao.

Song Jiao added: “I believe in you after the reform. I am willing to give you my trust, and you will give me the same trust, right?”

Song Jiao knew that Xu Jinchao was a little concerned about the difference between herself and [Xu Jinchao].

She would always pretend to test it casually and ask questions from her mouth. Once she gets a good result, she will be very happy.

Song Jiao felt that this behavior was a bit stupid. Is there any comparison between Xu Jinchao and her? Some people think that fish and pearls are more valuable together?

But Xu Jinchao persevered, and Song Jiao also began to feel from it that the other party was seeking recognition of self-worth through such behavior.

If you look at it from the latter point of view, combined with Xu Jinchao’s personality, Song Jiao can understand it again.

An emotional, sentimental man with 4 close friends and a few good acquaintances is suddenly put into an unfamiliar environment.

Losing all interpersonal relationships and past life, of course she needs to seek something to prove her existence.

Prove that she is not Xu Jinchao, but herself.

Song Jiao understood Xu Jinchao’s anxiety, but she was also happy that she would be anxious, which gave her the opportunity to enter, replace, and fill.

She will take advantage of the emptiness, seize the position in her heart, and be the only important person to her in the future.

Her thoughts lack empathy and are immoral, but Song Jiao has never been a person who pays attention to morality. If she wants something, she has to do everything possible to get it.

As now, she induces hints: you have to trust me, you can only trust me.

She heard what she wanted to hear.

“Of course I believe you.”

Song Jiao smiled. This was a real smile, because she always got what she wanted.

She stretched out her hand, held Alpha’s warm palm across the table, and said firmly: “You are fine now, you are the best person I have ever met.”

Xu Jinchao looked very touched, but after a while, her expression turned solemn.

“That person is Jiang Chao, not me.”

Song Jiao: “…”

Stop pretending, you’re as easy to reveal the filling as those dumplings you make.

Seeing Song Jiao’s expressionless face, Xu Jinchao laughed. She squeezed Song Jiao’s palm intimately and sincerely thanked:

“Thank you, Song Jiao, you are also a very good person, and I like you very much.”

Song Jiao was inexplicably happy, but still emphasized: “But I didn’t say I like you, please don’t use ‘also’.”

“Okay,” Xu Jinchao didn’t insist, she smiled, just as Song Jiao firmly believed in her observation, she believed what she saw, “I like you unilaterally, okay?”

Song Jiao needs to correct her previous judgment.

Xu Jinchao’s shame threshold is not fixed, it is free and fluctuates according to different situations.

What a strange person, it just so happened that Song Jiao herself was a strange person.

Like-like attracts, weirdos and weirdos are together, it’s justified, it’s just right.

Xu Jinchao said softly, “I’m very lucky to have met you. Song Jiao, thank you for your enlightenment. I won’t be obsessed with meaningless things anymore.”

She did learn a lot from Song Jiao, Omega’s unyielding in the face of adversity, and her absolute confidence in herself are all worthy of her reference.

He may not be able to learn Song Jiao’s calm and cruel perspective to examine himself. This is Song Jiao’s unique talent.

However, Xu Jinchao also appreciates the strange vitality brought by such a state, and thinks it is a kind of beauty.

Her Omega is beautiful.

Xu Jinchao’s eyes were a bit confusing for Song Jiao to read, but they were still positive.

She said to Xu Jinchao, “The dumplings are going to be cold.”

“Ah!” Xu Jinchao was shocked, and quickly let go of her hand and buried his head in cooking.

Auntie Li neatly wrapped the dumplings in the kitchen, arranged the raw dumplings on the fresh-keeping tray, and prepared them to put them in the freezer.

She could hear the voices of the two people outside. Aunt Li thought they were both very interesting. Mrs. Song, who had been a little indifferent before, was also a lovely young man.

Auntie Li was thinking about tomorrow’s recipe. Fresh lotus roots came down from the market. They can be sliced ​​or diced and fried. The taste must be good.

Make another sweet-scented osmanthus glutinous rice lotus, Mrs. Song likes to eat sweet.

The dark thunder that was once blown up by the same fuse destroyed Xu Jinchao’s emotional and career confidence.

But after the conversation that night, she began to gradually regain her confidence.

At the same time, Xu Jinchao’s work in Xu’s marketing department is also on the right track.

Xu Jinchao is at the extreme of self-confidence and conceit. She is unwilling to act like the other party, but she will not go to the other extreme.

Xu Jinchao’s performance was seen by Huo Song and was often communicated to Xu Boyang. Xu Boyang was extremely proud of this and thought he had made the right choice.

Xu’s employee benefits are good, and the food served in the company’s cafeteria is very good.

When Xu Jinchao appeared in the cafeteria on the first day, it also attracted the attention of many employees, secretly looking at it either openly or secretly.

At first, no one dared to get close to her, for fear of offending this moody eldest lady.

Now that more than a week has passed, Xu Jinchao’s continued gentleness has finally dispelled the hesitations of others.

This is exactly what Xu Jinchao expects. People are social animals and need social activities. She does not have the mentality of Xu Boyang’s father and daughter who enjoy being feared by others, and will not treat others harshly outside of work.

It is in her nature to be kind to others, and it is painful to suppress it.

When she used to paint as her work, if she was disturbed during her creation, she would be ruthless and angry, but outside the painting room, Xu Jinchao spoke very well.

These habits were brought into Xu’s daily life.

Xu Jinzao ordered the meal and sat down at noon, and two little supervisors also sat down with their plates.

Both of them are Beta, and one of them asked with a smile, “Manager Xu eats Longjing shrimp again today?”

Xu Jinchao said: “This is delicious, I recommend you try it too. Auntie Dafan told me that it will be available tomorrow.”

The three of them chatted here, not talking about work, but just talking about trivial things to relieve boredom.

As he was talking, the female supervisor who spoke first gave Xu Jinchao an inconspicuous wink and motioned her to look to the side.

Xu Jinchao glanced over and saw that it was Xu Yanhe.

Xu Yanhe was in the finance department, and he usually sat with his own people in each department. The small leading group of the finance department was not far away.

After dinner, he walked towards Xu Jinzhao.

Xu Yanhe took the initiative to say hello: “Today.”

Xu Jinchao is now slowly changing back to his own style, not to mention that he is not in front of Xu Boyang, so he also changed his title: “Brother Xu, is there something wrong?”

This is the first time Xu Jinchao has met with Xu Yanhe since he came to the marketing department.

This Alpha with wolf-like eyes defined by Song Jiao, who is good at observing others, looks quite gentle and smiles first.

Xu Jinchao changed his attitude. He did not show any surprise, but was friendly as usual: “I heard that you are doing a good job in the marketing department. I am on the financial side. If you need any help, feel free to come to me in the future.”

Xu Jinchao knew that Xu Yanhe was not as easy-going as he seemed on the surface.

Xu Yanhe said this, but she didn’t bother to guess the intention behind it, she just smiled slightly: “Thank you so much.”

Xu Yanhe’s eyes stayed on her face for a while, and then he said a few words before leaving.

When Xu Yanhe was far away, Xu Jinchao said again, “What are your plans for the National Day holiday the day after tomorrow?”

Xu Jinchao had breakfast early and finished eating early. After she got up and left, the two supervisors lowered their voices and started the real conversation.

“Princess Xu really changed her temper.”

This was the name Xu Jinchao used to call him. Although she was Xu Boyang’s special assistant, anyone with her background could see how much Xu Boyang valued her.

Xu Jinchao did not say domineering in the company before, but he was not easy to get along with, very similar to Xu Boyang.

There are many Betas in various jobs. After all, the gender ratio is here, and the number of male and female Betas far exceeds that of Alpha and Omega.

Xu Jinchao’s attitude towards Beta employees was vaguely disdainful, believing that Alpha was naturally more advantageous.

She won’t discriminate against anyone, but she has more contact with the Alphas, and has a high-level view of the employees below.

Now Xu Jinchao’s attitude has changed dramatically.

Another main pipe: “This is not very good, I hope she can stand up. With that one on top, let alone Omega, Beta will not be able to make it.”

He was alluding to Xu Boyang. The company’s internal personnel transfer data was there, and Mr. Xu made it clear that he favored Alpha, and few Betas were promoted.

The female supervisor glanced in Xu Yanhe’s direction and snorted softly, “I’m afraid this young master is in a hurry.”

The male supervisor lowered his voice even lower: “What kind of master is he? Without Phoenix’s life, he suffers from Phoenix’s disease.”

He said harshly, Xu Yanhe imitated the old President Xu everywhere, went to and from school, looked gentle and gentle, but also had Xu Boyang’s gender-only style.

The female supervisor laughed softly: “He did everything possible to win over his colleagues, but what’s the use. Mr. Xu still pays more attention to blood.”

The two gossip with emotion like this.

The center of the topic shifted to Xu Yanhe, but there was something to talk about.

Flattering his boss, having a sweet mouth, a heart smaller than the tip of a needle, a smiling face, and a two-faced personality are all his labels.

The female supervisor covered her mouth: “People are so good at trying to please the superiors. Maybe that day Manager Xu will become President Xu, and he will do his best for President Xu.”

The resentment between the two is only because they often run into a wall at Xu Yanhe. There are not a few middle and grassroots employees in the company who complain like this.

Xu Yanhe’s cell phone vibrated in his pocket, and he smiled apologetically to the people around him: “Go and answer a call.”

He walked to the secluded place, looked left and right to confirm, and then answered the phone.

“Xiaojian,” the old female voice called to her, “you haven’t been home for a long time…”

Before waiting for the other party to finish speaking, Xu Yanhe’s face changed slightly, and his tone was a little stiff: “How many years have you changed your name, call me Yanhe.”

Mother Xu lowered her voice: “Isn’t this a habit, Mom?”

Xu Yanhe hates his original name, which is tacky and has no connotation, just as he hates his origin and his ordinary family.

“Is there anything wrong with calling me back?”

He didn’t even want to call that place home.

“Haiqing has been sick for several days and has been having a fever.” Xu Ma said, “Your daughter-in-law took him to the city hospital…”

Xu Yanhe interrupted her again: “Mom, you are confused, how can I have a daughter-in-law.”

Xu Yanhe did not think that what he said was wrong, and he did not have a legally recognized marriage relationship.

His future wife will not be a woman who has only attended junior high school. Even if the other party loves him wholeheartedly, he will not be able to help him in his career.

He said: “I have nothing to do. I am busy with work here and I am in a meeting. Also, don’t come to the city and don’t cause trouble for me.”

Xu Yanhe just hung up when a new call came in. He picked it up and his tone became warm again.

“Second Master Qin.”

What the person on the other end of the phone said, Xu Yanhe laughed and promised:

“Of course, don’t worry, we have the same purpose after all.”

Xu Jinchao got off work and drove home.

Song Jiao seemed to be busy with something recently, and sometimes she came back later than her, but Xu Jinchao didn’t ask.

Now that the weather is getting colder, Xu Jinchao passed by the mall, stopped, and went to the counter to buy gloves.

Now that the temperature is so severe, Song Jiao is still running outside, always wearing those half-finger gloves, and she has seen her fingertips turn red from the cold several times.

Song Jiao was too unconcerned with herself, Xu Jinchao felt that her hands couldn’t feel cold. She reminded her to change her gloves before, but it turned out to be the same pair.

Xu Jinchao was helpless, so he decided to buy her a pair of warm gloves that can be worn even in winter, once and for all.

She picked out a pair of lambskin gloves in cashmere, which were soft and waxy to the touch, with good leather, and they felt good warmth after trying them on.

Xu Jinchao knew the size of Song Jiao’s palm and chose the caramel color. He asked the lady at the counter to take the appropriate size and packed it in a bag to take it away.

She thought that Song Jiao would be busy outside again, but when she parked in the garage, she found that the Audi was parked in her place.

Xu Jinchao knew that Song Jiao was at home.

She came home with a gift, her waist was straight, and when she entered the door, she shouted, “I’m back.”

The voice was louder than usual.

Xu Jinchao’s voice was full of anger, and Song Jiao heard it from the balcony. She put down the watering can for watering the flowers and went out to greet the childish ghost.

When she walked to the living room, she saw that Xu Jinchao had not taken off her coat, nor changed her shoes. Song Jiao rudely drove her away: “Go and change your slippers, Auntie Li just finished mopping the floor.”

Xu Jinchao also forgot for a while, and went back to change his shoes in a hurry.

After changing the slippers, she waved her bag at Song Jiaoxian: “Guess what?”

Song Jiao looked at the small paper bag, pretended not to know, and shook her head.

She deliberately wore half-finger gloves to shake in front of Xu Jinchao, waiting for now.

Xu Jinchao opened the bag, took out the gloves and handed them to Song Jiao: “Try them on and see if they fit.”

This is actually nonsense, she knows Song Jiao’s hand inch very well. But it’s hard to say that I shook hands with you a lot, took out your size, and picked out a pair of gloves for you.

Song Jiao took the glove. It was very soft and was woven from cashmere. After putting it on, it was neither too small nor too small.

Omega raised his eyebrows, knowing that it was no coincidence.

She raised her hands, opened and closed them, and showed them to Xu Jinchao.

Soft lambskin gloves wrapped Song Jiao’s delicate palms, and the caramel-colored leather contrasted sharply with the creamy white skin on her wrists and arms.

Xu Jinchao cleared his throat: “Why are the sleeves rolled up?”

Song Jiao said, “I’m watering the flowers.”

There have always been potted plants in the house, which used to fend for themselves. After Auntie Li came, they had a good life and thrived.

Song Jiao got a pot of Chlorophytum from somewhere and hung it on the balcony.

She gets up every morning and comes home at night to tend her plants.

Xu Jinchao looked at her serious and beautiful face, and couldn’t help telling her, “Don’t water the flowers to death.”

Song Jiao said to herself, “No, it’s alright.”

As she said, she also pulled Xu Jinchao to see Chlorophytum.

The Chlorophytum is a small one, planted in a large flower pot, and it looks very pitiful.

However, the leaves are green and look really healthy. Xu Jinchao couldn’t help but ask silly questions: “When will I grow up?”

Song Jiao also answered seriously: “Wait a minute, it has a small spider plant, I will divide it for you.”

The two stared at the spider plant under the light, and Song Jiao suddenly said, “I’m going to worship my mother on public holidays.”

Xu Jinchao was stunned for a moment, vaguely remembering that Song Jiao’s mother Qiao Chu died unexpectedly during the holiday, and the National Day holiday of “Jiaojiao” was Qiao Chu’s death anniversary.

Before [Xu Jinchao] would also arrange for a driver to send her to worship at Song Jiao’s request.

Without waiting for Xu Jinchao to think about what to say, Song Jiao’s gaze turned from Chlorophytum to her.

“Come with me and see my mother too.”

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The author has something to say:

Rounding up, does it count as meeting the parents?

PS: It is still an explanation to prevent misunderstanding. It is not selfish at present, and everyone can see it from daily life. I won’t say more, it involves spoilers.


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