Xiu Erdai's daily essays

0199_The same is lost

Bian Xili's eyes signaled me to be at ease, he was measured, but when I turned my head, I saw Xie Qinwei looking at me thoughtfully.

... Sure enough, the fact that 'I was the only one who was trapped and couldn't come to gather' was the biggest flaw in itself.

"It's not just you," Bian Xili said as he glanced at Kunlun, "One person lost contact, and the soul lamp went out after ten days."

"The same thing happened with the casual cultivator." Another senior brother said.

"Among the top ten, including us, there are six sects that have lost contact." A senior sister said, "Second son, your situation is not bad, at least you have been in touch intermittently, and the other five have completely disappeared. It is also impossible to locate. Now it has been confirmed that two people died, one was found with bruises and was in a severe coma, one came back intact, but refused to mention what happened during his disappearance, and the whereabouts of one is still unknown.”

No, I didn't see anyone trapped there when I was a ghost, but I had to use other people to make the person who saw me unconscious... Wait, some people fainted by themselves, including:

I was stunned when I saw it - I don't know what he saw, these people made me relieved that I couldn't see my own ghost image;

Hit a tree, hit a wall, jump on the ground when running away...you faint yourself;

Dayi awe-inspiringly wanted to fight me head-on, but the attack was bounced back on himself by walls, trees, etc., and he still stunned himself;

The same righteousness wanted to fight me head-on, but he used unfamiliar skills, but was backlashed, and he still fainted himself.

However, although some people have solved themselves too quickly, the scope of my activities around them is too small, and the time is too short, I did not see other people around them, but I did not feel that any environment was abnormal. , able to cut off communication.

"Am I the first to get interrupted?" I asked Bian Xili.

Bian Xili: "No, the one who is still missing, one of the dead ones, and the one who came back safely but refused to speak, all disappeared before you. Especially the one who is still missing now, the one who came out of the petals I lost contact that day."

Everyone said that compared with those people, it is great that the Second Young Master can come back safe and sound.

0200_Haunting

I also think it's great that I can come back safely. You guys from the same sect alone have cut me so many swords. If it weren't for the ice sculpture ghost who also provided wound treatment services, I would have been broken into pieces.

But who were these missing people that I met?If I can figure it out, I might be able to find out the whereabouts of those who are still missing.I have Wanxin's real-time updated map - the imitation human leather version - and the human eyeball in my hand.

——The shape of these broken rewards is simply impossible to take out.

"Don't bother thinking about it, they're in the part you didn't meet."

The voice of the ice sculpture ghost suddenly rang in my ears, and it took me years of facial paralysis to restrain the urge to turn my head to look and turn pale in shock: Didn't we part ways? !

The ice sculpture ghost explained again as if using mind reading skills: "I have a natural connection with the little ice sculpture, and you are still in Wanxin, so I know all about your movements."

I knew this little ice sculpture could not be kept.

Ice Sculpture Ghost: "After the little ice sculpture spirit wakes up, I can no longer contact it casually in one direction, let alone see what's happening around it through it. So, you cheer up and raise the little ice sculpture."

When I go back, I will first disassemble it into parts and check it thoroughly before deciding whether to throw it away—by the way, do ice sculptures have parts?Is it integrally formed?Can it be restored after being broken?

I have a lot of doubts, but there are too many people around, so I can only hold back.

The ice sculpture ghost said considerately: "You can talk to me in your heart by holding the little ice sculpture."

Heh, what does it look like if I take out an ice lump in public?Image is not as important as answering questions.

The ice sculpture ghost continued to be considerate: "Or you can put the small ice sculpture in your storage device, the small device, and bind your soul through the small device. The small ice sculpture can also serve as a bridge between you and me."

So courteous, so rape or steal... I don't want to do it.

0201_not confident enough

The ice sculpture ghost waited for a while, and seeing that I really didn't intend to do what he said, he could only give up, and explained by himself: "You judge whether a person is dead or not by the soul lamp, that is, the state of the soul is the standard. But in our In the game, the body is used as the standard. As long as the body is destroyed, even if the soul has not dissipated, he is still dead. Ghosts are not alive with me."

His words made me suddenly think: demons feed on the negative emotions of living people, such as fear, anger, sadness, pain...

Am I... aiding the evildoers?

I quickly took out the small ice sculpture and handed it to Shi Bolin, and asked, "When you first saw it, did you think it was harmful?"

Shi Bolin: "No. It's a good thing. This is my first feeling. According to experience, this feeling is accurate, but what is it? It's so delicate, a very beautiful little portrait, but it's still not as beautiful as you are. .”

I heard the Ice Sculpture Ghost sigh: "I really have no malice towards you or you. If I do anything, I can't be trapped here for so many years."

It's all about you.I cursed, but I didn't grasp the thought control while holding the small ice sculpture, so this sentence was passed on to the ice sculpture ghost.

The ice sculpture ghost sighed again: "That's right, the words of a family can't be trusted."

I made some adjustments, built up the barrier of thought, and said again: Now that you know it, don't always expect me to obediently listen to you.

To be honest, I quite like the tolerant attitude of Ice Sculpture Ghost.It's a pity that due to the unequal strength and unequal information, I really can't trust him with confidence, but I hope I can believe it, so I hope my father can give Ice Sculpture Ghost a good evaluation.

Hmm... As a monk, it's not good, very bad, to believe that other people's judgment is far better than your own.The gap in strength is just an excuse, not self-confidence is the root.Just like Shi Bolin, his strength is not as good as mine, but his trust in his own luck has been praised by my father.

It would have changed me, even if I had the same lucky value as Shi Bolin, I would still dare not believe it because luck is an uncertain thing.Even if it proves that luck is on my side every time, I will still be skeptical about luck the next time I encounter something that requires luck.

Sword cultivators advocate firmness, and firmness includes self-confidence.An unconfident swordsman is not a qualified swordsman.

...Okay, Dad, I know that I am very disgusting to you as a sword cultivator, so you don't have to teach me every time you get a chance.Inferiority is something that can’t be changed by preaching. It requires epiphany and opportunity. Or, we slowly wait for my opportunity to come?

0202_fresh life

Bian Xili recognized that the small ice sculpture in my hand was the same as the big ice sculpture I showed him when I was trapped in the ice cave, and he expressed his surprise to me implicitly.

I know he is worried that this has too much to do with my pretending to be a ghost, so he can’t explain it clearly, but it’s okay, I have already begun to have experience in how to explain the facts and avoid the deception of pretending to be a ghost.

"I got it from the ice cave," I said. "After passing all the levels, the big ice sculpture melted, and then condensed into this smaller ice sculpture with the same appearance."

Bian Xili frowned.

Xie Qinwei smiled and said: "Then you took it out, Second Young Master? You have a big heart. What if there is a curse?"

The senior sister who was scared and cried by the ghostly me laughed lightly: "It's not old enough, why don't you let Xiao Fuxing do a fortune telling?"

The brother who was hurt by the ghostly me who broke a leg teased: "But it's not just letting it go as soon as we meet, which means I'm not too worried."

I can’t look directly at my fellow disciples now. I have been entrapped by me not long ago. Although for monks, as long as they are not dead, any injury can be healed, but healing is healing, but it still happened. When not present.

Holding the small ice sculpture, I asked the ice sculpture ghost in my heart: "Let me appear in front of them in the form that can arouse their intense emotions, what exactly do you get from it?"

Ice Sculpture Ghost: "Angry."

Damn, it really is an ogre!

Ice Sculpture Ghost: "...I heard it."

Me: "I'm sorry, I'm not used to communicating with people like this, and I can't control it. But if you hear it, you hear it. Anyway, if you don't hear it, it's the same as being able to read your mind."

Ice Sculpture Ghost: "It's not mind reading, it's just the same situation, the same doubts, and I have encountered many of them."

Me: "Oh...then you explain why you are angry?"

Ice Sculpture Ghost: "The vitality of a living person."

Me: "So what's the difference with ogres? They eat meat and you eat soul?"

Ice Sculpture Ghost: "It's spiritual power. Vibrant spiritual power. It won't hurt the soul. As long as [-] copies of life force with enough fluctuations are gathered together, I can create a perfect new body for myself, and then I Then you can break free from Wanxin's shackles and regain your freedom."

Me: "But it's only [-]." And even the maximum value is only [-]. Have I ever had violent mood swings?I've never been in a coma, unless I take a nap.

Ice Sculpture Ghost: "In the face of death, few people can remain calm. At least those 23 people were very emotional."

Before I could question it, the ice sculpture ghost said again: "For me, death or coma, as long as there is a moment of intense emotion, it makes no difference, and I don't like to see death. Those people's deaths were not caused by me." of."