Xiu Erdai's daily essays

0294_The state is wrong

I ended up traveling with Ji-zo anyway, from start to finish.

Ji Zuo said that he was very sad.

"You look at all the beautiful scenery with a blank face, and you eat all the delicacies absent-mindedly. That's enough. Can you enjoy life?"

Most tourism promotional photos and promotional videos are more beautiful than what they actually see, and most delicacies can only be tasted because of their different taste habits.The so-called enjoying life means doing what you like and not doing what you hate, not doing what most people admire.

I don't want to cheer for tourist attractions, you bite me.I just want to go back to my grass nest, I'm so tired of walking around.

I hate traveling, and Ji Zuo hates me. Despite our mutual dislike, we still completed the scheduled travel itinerary and returned home under the gratifying eyes of Ji's parents.

"Your complexion has improved a lot. It's right to go out to relax." Ji's mother said.

I said: She looks good because I finally completely cut off the spiritual connection between the nucleus and her body, she is no longer affected by the nucleus for the time being, and has returned to a normal state...Forget it, say no to superstitious tourists clear.

The ancient mortals said that it is better to travel thousands of miles than to read thousands of books, and the world in this life also has this saying. On the one hand, it is because the ancient books are technically unable to truly describe the world's various situations-now it is done for various reasons. It has been distorted to varying degrees, but the real situation can still be analyzed through a combination of multiple perspectives—on the other hand, it is because the ancient road is a real understanding of the various road conditions, road conditions and the inconvenience of transportation. The slow travel speed also makes people have to slow down and integrate into the temporary foothold, instead of the current fast-paced scenic spots.

Does anyone really believe that spending a few days in a hotel or just playing cards in a different place besides walking, shopping, and taking pictures can increase knowledge or cultivate sentiment?

... My state is a bit wrong, I seem to have returned to the cynical mentality of my previous life, and I want to say something to anyone who catches me.The sense of restraint in my life recently is too heavy. Fortunately, I am only one step away from getting the core, and I can go back to Yunxiazong...

No, this avoidance mentality is not right either.I should really smile at other people's comments and eyes, instead of pretending not to care.

I sighed for my lack of self-cultivation, angrily ruffled the furball's black hair, and then combed it resentfully under its sleepy innocent eyes.

——Hey, as a pet, when the owner is in a bad mood, do you just focus on sleeping?

The furball rolls over its belly: "Mi?"

... Forget it, you still go to sleep after chewing a couple of snacks.

0295_take out

Ji Zuo's birthday is the second day after returning from the tour. This is her first birthday after breaking up with Tu Yang. Her friends have long said that they will celebrate her well, so as to wash away her bad luck and welcome a new year. s future.

At the birthday party, Ji Zuo made a wish according to the usual practice. When she made the wish, she didn't make a sound, but just kept looking at me, making everyone think that her wish was to become a beauty like me.

"It's a bit difficult, but it's not a bad thing to have a dream." Someone joked.

Ji's mother was a little worried that Ji Zuo still hated me because of Zhu Suo and Tu Yang.

"Mom, have some confidence in me, I was born by you anyway." Ji Zuo complained.

Mother Ji: "I'm worried about you just because I gave birth to you."

I'm probably the only one who really understood what Ji Zuo meant. Of course, this doesn't mean how understanding I am, or how much I have a good understanding with Ji Zuo. It's just because some things are secrets between me and her.

Regarding spirituality.

"Since you're too excited to fall asleep, why don't you take the test again now?" I said to Ji Zuo after the birthday party was over.

Ji Zuo calmed down her nervous mood by packing up her things. After washing the dishes, she nodded vigorously: "Come on."

what?If I wasn't the same guy, I would have misunderstood what I told you.Even if I misunderstand, I can't see you like this.

Jizo followed me into my quarters, the same bed, mattress, pillows, wearables, tester, and thread.

After getting dressed, Ji Zuo lay on the bed, looked at me, and suddenly asked, "Aren't you together?"

Me: "...you know, I have high eyesight, and I don't like you." Girl, there is something wrong with the way you look at me.

Originally, after I finished saying this, according to the way Ji Zuo and I got along before, she should have ridiculed her back, but maybe the night was too peaceful and the night was too pretentious, so she said, "Maybe I was bent by you."

I looked at her expression and couldn't understand whether she was joking, or telling the truth in a joke, or simply telling the truth, and I chose to answer her: "Then congratulations, your future mate selection scope has expanded by one times."

Ji Zuo chuckled, closed his eyes, and didn't stare at the tester.

I raised my hand to cover her eyes, and with my spiritual power, I took out the nucleus that had been completely cut off from her body, and the tester showed a pure green color.

When I withdrew my hand, Ji Zuo was breathing slowly and had fallen asleep.I didn't remove the tester, I just sat next to it and looked at the core in my hand.The core that made Ji Zuo mistakenly think that he has spiritual power is still a seed. Ji Zuo's internal environment is not enough for it to grow, but it is in a dormant state, helping a person whose spiritual power cognition is close to No mortal controls at least two people.

It feels a little dangerous.

Put away this core, and go through the whole task again to make sure that the first eleven steps have been completed. Even if there is a slight deviation in the middle, the key point of "taking the core" has been achieved, and the rest can be let go.Well, there is only one last step left, it's time to say goodbye.

0296_ ready to go home

I meditated next to Ji Zuo for one night. When Ji Zuo's breathing rate changed in the morning, I immediately opened my eyes, got up, and moved the tester screen to the position facing her face, so when Ji Zuo woke up, the first thing he saw was All I saw was green.

Ji Zuo: "..."

I think she looks like she wants to hit me after she finished dazed.

"You're so boring." Ji Zuo gritted his teeth and said.

Me: "On the first day after my birthday, I saw good news at the first glance, isn't it good?"

Ji Zuo: "...I seem to have known this would be the result."

Me: "I think so, so you fell asleep before the results came out yesterday."

Ji Zuo: "That's because you are by my side, which makes me feel at ease."

Me: ... Hey, are you still awake?Do you want to sleep longer?

Ji Zuo sneered: "Don't worry, I was just bewitched by your beauty, and I said some nonsense purely out of longing for beauty. Thinking about it, if I really want to live with you for the rest of my life, I think I might as well be single."

I said: No matter what you say is the truth or self-importance, I will take it as the truth.

I asked Ji Zuo to wash up, and I put away the tester and other things. After a while, Ji Zuo came out of the bathroom and asked me: "I found that there are a lot of things missing in the room." Her eyes fell on the sofa, where there should be There is a cat food bowl, "You seem to have lost all your own things, and all that is left is the original furniture of this house."

Me: "Yes, I put them all away because I'm going home."

Ji Zuo: "Sure enough. When was it decided? Last night? Because of me."

Me: "Well, if I say that you are too self-indulgent, will it hurt you? But I made up my mind while traveling. As you said, walking around makes my dead house attribute more irritable, and I miss home."

Ji Zuo smiled and shook his head: "I'm still a child."

I said cheekily: "Of course, I'm still underage."

Ji Zuo walked up to me, reached out and hugged me, I didn't refuse, patted her on the back, and said to her: "I'll give you a paper crane. If you want me, you can write a letter on it. After it is released, it will Find mine, wherever I was."

Ji Zuo slowly let go of his hand and took a step back: "I'm not sure I can use it."

Me: "It doesn't matter." I took out the paper crane. Although it is called a paper crane, it is indeed made of paper, but it is a magic weapon after all, with a lifelike texture. "It's not bad to use it as a decoration."

Ji Zuo didn't refuse, took the paper crane, but said in his mouth: "You are a prodigal girl."

Me: "What kind of prodigal is this, I have a lot of these things."

0297_back

Ji Zuo suddenly smiled a little strangely: "I suddenly discovered a less-than-perfect place on your appearance just now."

My heart tightened, wondering if my gender had been revealed, and there really shouldn't be any physical contact.

Ji Zuo: "I thought you were just developing slowly, but I just found out that your breasts are not developed at all. According to your height, you should have entered the development period, but your breasts are completely flat Yes. It is estimated that when you are an adult, you may at best say yes. No wonder you insisted on staying in a single room when we were traveling, and the only time you had to live in a double room was to avoid me before you would change your clothes."

Me: "..." My face is so pretty, so that you don't have any doubts about the wrong gender.

"But it's actually good," Ji Zuo comforted me pretendingly, "Your temperament is not suitable for a too hot body, it's better to be reserved."

Me: Thank you.But I have to say that you are not imaginative enough.My face is actually very similar to my mother's. Her figure is hot and hot, but there is no incongruity between her face and figure.Wait, did you just say temperament?

...What is my temperament?Cold?Hmm... Makes sense, the devil's figure is popular for witches, while the cold goddesses and bright saints are popular... Ah bah, I'm male!

After saying goodbye to Ji Zuo, it's much easier to tell others that I'm leaving.Most people didn't think I would live in Jijia Village for long, especially after Zhu Suo and Tu Yang's messy things happened, it was even more strange that I didn't leave them immediately.

After handing over the house, I went to the door to say goodbye to a few acquaintances face to face, so I took out the electric car I used when I came here and headed towards the neighboring city.Find a remote place with no one on the road, put away the car, take out the sword, set up a barrier to protect the eyes, and stand up with the sword.