HAPPY

Uh curious but have you ever had to work hard in life but everything just seemed to keep fucking itself up ? Well that's exactly how I feel right now.Oh and hi,I'm Tylor but mostly people call me T dawg,I use to be the popular kid in school and I use to bully others.My family was wealthy and I don't mean rich,I mean wealthy but I was neglected as a child.I started seeking attention elsewhere and i made horrible people my friends while growing up and they were an influence I'll say that much but not a good one.I wasn't bad at school matter a fact my girl helped me study and she was my main support.She really meant everything to me,she helped me get myself back together and life straight.I was back to my old sorta kind self again,at least I tried to not be a fuck up.One day I was with her and a friend,He was a dude who I met through my girl,they use to date but at some point after a long time of fighting and everything,they found that they were better as just friends than partners in a relationship.One night,I found myself drunk and stumbling on my girls front porch,it was my birthday and I had been out drinking,between home,school and the fact that me and her weren't in a good place as of now.I wanted to apologize and own to my mistakes,she told me that I project my insecurities onto others and her not being the first person to say that it felt kinda true.I ended finding and her ex my now best friend fucking each other.The shock hit me so hard my head actually started spinning,I vomited on the floor and I stumbled out of the room.I left them panicking and getting dressed shouting at each other and trying to explain everything to me.The usual shit,it's not what you think and it's a mistake and what not.while walking,I kept seeing the sun and people in a village,I found myself walking somewhere else.i stopped and looked around,closing my eyes for a bit and when I opened them again,my girl bumped into me crying and pleading with me not to leave her,I was so confused.i looked at her disgusted and the dude just walked passed us avoiding eye contact with me.I pushed her aside and when the dude looked at me,I layed him out on the floor as my now ex,I guess shouted at me for hurting him,when I opened her door and walked out,I slammed it shut and looked back outside.I saw people riding giant flying lizard like creatures and I saw people at a stall.The streets were either filled with people buying and selling stuff or thieves pick pocketing dummies.I looked behind me and the door I had just walked through was gone.I sobered up instantly and I realized something was wrong.I felt like I had traveled back in time or some shit like like that.I didn't know what to do from here.