The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

The horizon rises from the sky in the early morning. On a winter morning, a ray of sunlight penetrates through the gaps in the untightened curtains. The curtains in the hotel room are thick, and the light in the room is a little dim, making it difficult to tell the time.

The white bedding on the bed was messy and arched.

Jian Sui lay on the bed, resting his elbows on the pillow, resting his cheeks on his hands, looking at Lu Wenfei who was sleeping, stretching out his fingers to play with his eyelashes, Lu Wenfei's skin was whiter than during the military training several months ago, and he leaned towards Cold and white, the eyelashes are slightly curled, and they are gently closed, sleeping defenselessly.

Jian Sui only felt that Lu Wenfei looked good everywhere, and he never got tired of looking at it. He put his fingertips between his slightly frowning brows, rubbed them lightly, and Lu Wenfei's brows relaxed.

After watching for nearly half an hour, Lu Wenfei closed his eyes and said hoarsely: "What are you looking at?"

"You didn't open your eyes, how did you know I was looking at you." Jian Sui said.

Lu Wenfei raised his eyelids, bumped into Jian Sui's smiling eyes, shook his head, his eyelashes fluttered, and said, "Isn't this just watching?"

"Yes." Jian Sui admitted frankly, "You look good."

Lu Wenfei glanced at him, his body slid down, and the quilt covered half of his face below the earlobe.

After a while, he asked, "What time is it?"

Jian Sui: "Eight o'clock."

It was actually half past eight.

It is rare for Lu Wenfei to stay in bed, and he usually wakes up before seven o'clock. Today is different. Last night, he worked hard all night without stopping, and his body became exhausted belatedly. I don't know where it came from yesterday. So energetic.

"Want to get up?" Jian Sui asked him, "The clothes are ready for you."

"Where did it come from?"

"People bought it. There is a shopping mall downstairs." Jian Sui paused, and added slowly, "I noticed it when I went upstairs last night."

Lu Wenfei: "..."

Leaving aside why he pays attention to these things, his tone of voice is very suspicious.

After a while, Lu Wenfei said in a hoarse voice: "You don't - you were thinking about this the whole time you came to the hotel last night, right?"

"You didn't think about it?" Jian Sui hummed softly.

Lu Wenfei couldn't answer, he really thought about it.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Jian Sui became confident and said loudly, "Yes, I thought about it."

"It's not that I don't feel it. How can I keep my mind on it when you are in front of me."

Lu Wenfei lay down for a while, and when he was about to get up, when he sat up, his body froze for a moment, Jian Sui asked him what was wrong, he said it was okay, and lay back down again, Jian Sui understood now.

"I bought medicine." Jian Sui said.

Lu Wenfei half-pushed and lay down on the bed with his eyes closed. After taking the medicine and changing his clothes, he recovered a lot. The two of them had breakfast together and then went back to school. There was no one in the dormitory.

Lu Wenfei rested on the bed for most of the day, while Jian Sui sat on the table below, serving him tea and water, taking good care of him in every way, Lu Wenfei had never been taken care of like this by anyone—he had, he once had He had a fever and lay on the bed to rest. His brother poured water for him, but when he handed it to him, he tripped over his left foot and right foot, and poured all the water on him, so he ended up taking care of his brother with a high fever.

He fell asleep while lying on the bed, and he heard someone coming in and out of the door halfway, and every time he was about to wake up, he heard Jian Sui's voice talking to someone else, and he fell into a drowsy sleep until the afternoon.

When they woke up, Zhang Xiangxiao and Jian Sui were playing games, both of them were wearing earphones, they didn't make any sound, only Zhang Xiangxiao muttered a few words occasionally.

"Are you awake?" I don't know how Jian Sui found out at the first time, sitting on the stool below and looking up at him.

"En." Lu Wenfei raised his hand, covered his face, and inserted his fingers into his hair.

"Eat some." Jian Sui took out a porridge packed on the table, "I guess you are about to wake up, so you bought some porridge."

After sleeping for a long time, Lu Wenfei was indeed hungry. He got out of bed to wash up, and came to the table. Jian Sui sat at the desk under his bed for most of the day today, and he will still be here today.

He was holding the phone, poking the screen with his slender fingers, wearing a bluetooth headset in his left ear, Lu Wenfei walked over, and was going to take porridge to eat at Jian Sui's table.

Jian Sui seemed to have eyes behind him, the stool slid, pulled over another stool beside the table, and placed it beside the table, "Sit here."

Lu Wenfei leaned over to support the stool, "How do you know I'm here?"

"Footsteps." Jian Sui said, "I can hear you coming here."

Lu Wenfei sat down beside him, and opened the porridge box. Zhang Xiangxiao also knew that Lu Wenfei was awake, but still kept his voice down as usual, "Fuck, this one is fine, I won the gold medal shooter."

Lu Wenfei glanced at Jian Sui's phone screen, the game was over, and it was entering the settlement stage, Jian Sui stretched out his arm from the side, wrapped his arms around his waist, and asked softly, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable? "

"It's okay." Lu Wenfei turned his head and glanced at Zhang Xiangxiao and Jian Sui from the corner of his eye.

Jian Sui blinked innocently and put down his hands.

He was playing games with Zhang Xiangxiao, and Lu Wenfei was eating porridge beside him. When Jian Sui was loading a handful, Lu Wenfei passed behind him, and inadvertently caught a glimpse of Jian Sui and Zhang Xiangxiao on the screen of his mobile phone, on the game loading interface. Friends logo.

After waking up, Lu Wenfei had almost gotten used to the physical discomfort. During the two days of New Year's Day, he and Jian Sui didn't spend much time in the dormitory, and they stayed in the dormitory peacefully until the end of the holiday.

On Saturday night, Jian Sui and Zhang Xiangxiao made an appointment to play the game together. After the season update, both of them dropped a bit.

Due to the rapid progress with Lu Wenfei in the past two days, Jian Sui always felt that the relationship with Lu Wenfei was not as "pure" as before. After returning to the dormitory, Jian Sui wanted to cover up and returned to his bed. Lu Wenfei didn't have much explain.

When playing games, Zhang Xiangxiao is usually who is the best and who is the brother, and he calls out "Brother Jian" very hilariously.

Lu Wenfei came out of the shower, climbed onto the bed, and sat on the side near Jian Sui's bed. Jian Sui sat cross-legged against the wall with a pillow between his legs. Lu Wenfei glanced at him.

Zhang Xiangxiao yelled at the other end: "Fuck me, save me, save me—"

Judging from Jian Sui's operation method, he was always able to handle tasks with ease, without rushing, Lu Wenfei held the mobile phone, lowered his head and swiped, and after a while, he also put on the earphones.

The game was over, and Jian Sui saw the message from Lu Wenfei.

The two were in the adjacent beds, and generally when they wanted to send a message, they should not let the other two hear. Zhang Xiangxiao asked him if he could still open it, and Jian Sui said wait a minute.

He clicked on the message box.

[Lu Wenfei: Brother Jian takes me. 】

Jian Sui froze for a moment, his brows raised slightly.

"I turned off the light." Liu Yangran shouted from below.

"Shut up, shut up." Zhang Xiangxiao said.

With a "click", the lights in the dormitory dimmed, and Liu Yangran went to bed with a mobile phone flashlight to illuminate them. On the other three beds, the faint light from the mobile phone shone on their faces, making Jian Sui's facial features even more deep and three-dimensional, reflected in his eyes With the light on, he typed back the message.

【Jian Sui: OK】

He said to Zhang Xiangxiao, "I'll invite another person."

"Who? Male or female?" Zhang Xiangxiao asked.

Jian Sui: "Men."

"Okay." Zhang Xiangxiao lost interest in asking in an instant, and said, "How long will it take?"

"A few minutes." Jian Sui said.

Zhang Xiangxiao: "Okay, call me, I'll get back a message."

"Okay." Jian Sui finished answering him, moved to Lu Wenfei's side, and took off one of his earphones, "Which account do you play?"

Lu Wenfei: "The one before."

"Are you going to tell him it's you?" he asked in a low voice.

Lu Wenfei paused with his fingertips for two seconds, "It's up to you."

"Why follow me?" Jian Sui asked.

Lu Wenfei opened the game and boarded the account. Without saying a word, Jian Sui retreated, thinking about these two words, and after a while, he understood.

He looked at the intimacy application on the game page and was momentarily stunned.

The two have been playing games together for a long time, and they often send roses to each other for fun. After adding up one after another, the intimacy value has long been able to apply for intimacy, but...

Jian Sui looked at the lover's application above, hung his fingertips on the screen, and instantly understood what Lu Wenfei said just now.

A message from Lu Wenfei was sent.

[Lu Wenfei: Zhang Xiangxiao is a gay friend]

【I don't want to be gay friends】

【I don't want to be a buddy either】

【Just want this】

【give or not】

Jian Sui licked his lips, and his heart was thumping. He forgot which post he saw on the forum. Some people said that people like Lu Wenfei who exuded refusal from thousands of miles away would talk about it in the future. If you are in a relationship, you must have the other party chasing and supporting him. It is impossible to imagine him in a relationship. It seems that he has a cold personality and is not suitable for a relationship.

Jian Sui thought, that was a big mistake.

Lu Wenfei usually restrains his emotions, even if he releases them when his emotions fluctuate greatly, he still restrains them.

Come here once in a while, Jian Sui is... quite useful, a special throbbing floats in his heart, which lasts for a long time.

Lu Wenfei took advantage of all his weaknesses.

【Jian Sui: Here it is】

[Jian Sui: This position is only reserved for you]

If it wasn't for the other people in the dormitory, Jian Sui would have wanted to press him on the bed and kiss him.

Who is so cold and cute.

Jian Sui squeezed onto Lu Wenfei's bed in the dark, and touched his little hand.

"Okay." Jian Sui called out to Zhang Xiangxiao.

Zhang Xiangxiao: "Here we come."

Zhang Xiangxiao entered the game and joined Jian Sui's invitation team. He looked at the familiar portrait and said, "It's still that brother."

Jian Sui: "Yes."

The game enters the match and picks a hero.

Lu Wenfei originally chose a jungler, but Jian Sui leaned into his ear and asked, "Didn't you tell me to take you?"

He said: "You can fly by yourself, how can I take it?"

Lu Wenfei was silent, and replaced the jungler with a support.

The three of them were loading, and Zhang Xiangxiao's cheerful face suddenly froze when he saw Jian Sui's logo.

"Hey you..."

"what happened?"

"What's the matter with you two?"

Among the five people in the upper row, three of them have signs of intimacy, a blue gay friend sign, and two pink love lover signs, just like a couple and a dog, and the dog is a single dog.

"Does it affect the game?" Jian Sui asked.

Zhang Xiangxiao scratched his head blankly: "It doesn't matter."

"Then it's fine." Jian Sui said.

Zhang Xiangxiao: "..."

It seems to make sense and it seems that something is wrong.

After entering the game map, Lu Wenfei manipulated the character to follow Jian Sui, and followed him to run all over the map, squatting and killing people to get their heads, and Jian Sui even gave him a few heads, really leading him.

While controlling the game characters, Jian Sui touched Lu Wenfei's shoulder with one shoulder. Lu Wenfei didn't put on the earphones that Lu Wenfei took off. Jian Sui's leg touched his knee. At first it was careless, but later it was intentional .

In the dim environment, Jian Sui lowered his voice, "Is my jungler still qualified?"

Lu Wenfei: "Yes."

"Then you, shouldn't you call 'Brother Jian' yourself and let me hear." Jian Sui said.

Lu Wenfei glanced at him from the corner of his eye, Jian Sui seemed to be still playing the game seriously, "It's fair."

"Brother Jian." Lu Wenfei called without any psychological burden.

When Qingyue's voice called out these two words in a low voice, it sounded very pleasant.

"Call again, and I'll give you the head." Jian Sui said.

Lu Wenfei "sold himself for glory": "Brother Jian."

At the end of the game, Lu Wenfei won more heads than Zhang Xiangxiao.

They didn't play too late, they got off the game around ten o'clock, Zhang Xiangxiao didn't say much after playing a few games, instead he sent Jian Sui a message after they got off the game.

[Zhang Xiangxiao: Tell me honestly, what's going on? 】

Zhang Xiangxiao is usually careless and careless, but at the critical moment, he has two points of delicate thought.

He's not stupid, the two men don't use so much intimacy in the game, but they want to engage in a romantic relationship just for couples - it can also be said that Jian Sui is just playing around.

It's just that Jian Sui was abnormal some time ago, the atmosphere around him seemed to be pink in love, and he also suspected that Jian Sui was secretly in love.

【Zhang Xiangxiao: What's the situation with you and that FF】

Jian Sui read his message, withdrew, and sent a message to Lu Wenfei.

[Jian Sui: Can you really tell him that the number just now was you? 】

The two fell asleep head to head, the light from the phone screen shone on his face, Lu Wenfei could even hear Jian Sui's breathing, he glanced at the message, and typed.

【Lu Wenfei: Yes】

Jian Sui quit the chat page with Lu Wenfei, Zhang Xiangxiao sent a message, but he didn't reply for a long time.

In fact, it's not impossible to tell him, but I just told Zhang Xiangxiao, Zhang Xiangxiao can definitely guess their relationship, he doesn't know Zhang Xiangxiao's attitude towards this aspect.

The phone vibrated for a long time.

[Zhang Xiangxiao: You have to be careful, online dating is unreliable these days]

[Zhang Xiangxiao: Let me ask you, I just asked, did you spend money on him?Bought him a skin? 】

[Zhang Xiangxiao: You seem to have mentioned this before, maybe he was just trying to get your money]

……

There were several more messages later, and before Jian Sui could reply, Lu Wenfei sent another message.

[Lu Wenfei: Zhang Xiangxiao thought you were dating online]

[Lu Wenfei: He asked me to persuade you to inquire about it]

2 minutes later--

Jian Sui pulled Lu Wenfei and Zhang Xiangxiao into a group chat, and Zhang Xiangxiao looked at the chat among the three, as quiet as chickens.

[Zhang Xiangxiao:? 】

【Jian Sui: If you have anything, just say it here】

【Lu Wenfei: Yes】

【Jian Sui: You can ask whatever you want @张向晓】

Zhang Xiangxiao was still typing, and Lu Wenfei appeared.

[Lu Wenfei: FF is me]

……

There was silence in the group, 5 minutes later.

[Zhang Xiangxiao: You play the game very well]

After two seconds.

[Zhang Xiangxiao quit the group chat]

For a moment, only Jian Sui and Lu Wenfei were left in the group.

[Lu Wenfei: Are you sleeping? 】

【Jane Sui: Good night】

【Lu Wenfei: Good night】

The two beams of mobile phone lights on the bed dimmed, the dormitory was quiet, the sound of breathing kept coming and going, there was a slight "squeak" sound from Zhang Xiangxiao's bed, and Zhang Xiangxiao himself looked at the ceiling in a daze.

The next morning at six o'clock in the morning, before the window was fully lit, Lu Wenfei and Liu Yangran got up one after another. They didn't turn on the light, and tacitly relaxed their movements, and went to the bathroom to wash in the dim light.

When Lu Wenfei passed by Jian Sui's bed, he didn't know what hit his head. He leaned back and took a closer look, only to realize that it was Jian Sui's arm.

He stretched out his hand from the quilt when he was sleeping at night, and now he was hanging by the bed, Lu Wenfei turned his head to look over, but he couldn't find Jian Sui's head, probably it was covered under the quilt.

He stuffed Jian Sui's hands back into the quilt before going to wash.

When Jian Sui woke up, Zhang Xiangxiao was already up, he got out of bed, Zhang Xiangxiao stared at him, he went to the bathroom to wash up, Zhang Xiangxiao stared at him, Jian Sui couldn't ignore his gaze.

"What are you doing?" Jian Sui yawned, eyes sleepy.

Zhang Xiangxiao: "During the two days of New Year's Day, why did you and Lu Wenfei go?"

"It's nothing." Jian Sui's voice was tired.

"So you two, have been secretly keeping Chen Cang in the dark for a long time—" Zhang Xiangxiao didn't finish speaking when the door opened.

Lu Wenfei came in with breakfast, put a bag on Jian Sui's table, turned his head to look at Zhang Xiangxiao, "Want to eat? I packed a copy for you."

Zhang Xiangxiao held back for two seconds: "...Thank you Brother Lu."

Jian Sui: "..."

"Have you eaten?" He asked Lu Wenfei.

Lu Wenfei: "Yes, noodles."

Jian Sui sat at the table and unpacked the box. Lu Wenfei packed a dumpling for him. He stirred it and lowered his head to eat breakfast. Zhang Xiangxiao glanced at them and suddenly remembered that during military training, Jian Sui often stared at Lu Wenfei. They watch.

At that time, he thought he was staring at Xiao Chengyu, and his feelings were basically looking at the man.

No wonder Jian Sui didn't seem interested in women at all.

Great, one less competitor.

Zhang Xiangxiao asked them if Liu Yangran knew about their relationship, Jian Sui said no.

What he said was that he didn't know whether Liu Yangran knew or not, what Zhang Xiangxiao understood was that Liu Yangran didn't know, so he felt that he should keep it a secret first, it was not his business after all.

H University is about to enter the winter vacation, and it is cold in January. Jian Sui is about to take the exam, and he has taken it seriously. He goes to the library every day to accompany Lu Wenfei to read books, and he also takes notes beside him. Zhang Xiangxiao wanted to review with them in the past. The idea is now completely abandoned.

Every time Jian Sui wrote for a short time, he used Lu Wenfei's left hand to occupy Lu Wenfei's left hand openly for the reason that his hands were sore. While Lu Wenfei was writing with his right hand, Jian Sui held his left hand in his hand, pinching this and that.

Sometimes Jian Sui stuffed his hands directly into his pockets, and fell asleep with his head on his shoulder.

Lu Wenfei couldn't tell for a while whether he was here to read and study, or to sleep.

Students who go to the library recently discovered that from time to time, they will see a person sleeping on another person in the corner, and the other person exudes an alienated aura, which is completely unaffected.

The two people were a bit eye-catching. Sometimes they sat on the other side of the glass wall, and people passing by couldn't help but turn their heads to look at them.

Zhang Xiangxiao passed by with a basketball in his arms once in a while, and couldn't help but think in his heart, it's degrading and unsightly in broad daylight—too much.

Since he knew the relationship between the two, he never tried to blend in with them.

Jian Sui found that Lu Wenfei was a little abnormal recently. After receiving the call at noon on New Year's Day, he always had a feeling of suffocation. It was there before, but it was not as obvious as it is now.

Moreover, he seems to receive calls often recently. Once in the library, Jian Sui was lying on the table, but he was not asleep. After sitting for a while, he heard the buzzing of the phone on the table, and then Lu Wenfei took the phone and left When he came back again, his breath was obviously lower.

But he didn't tell Jian Sui, and Jian Sui didn't know whether to ask.

It stands to reason that there is nothing that cannot be asked about the current relationship between the two, but Jian Sui feels that everyone should have a three-acre land in their hearts that they don't want others to touch.

The plot focuses on their relationship, not much about Lu Wenfei's personal affairs, and Jian Sui can't recall any special plot at this time.

As the winter vacation approached, Lu Wenfei answered the phone more frequently. Sometimes while walking on the road with Jian Sui, a call would come in. When Lu Wenfei didn't want to answer it, he would press it. When Jian Sui asked casually, he would call again. Say nothing.

If Jian Sui didn't know him well, he might have thought it was a sign of cheating.

Liu Yangran was the first one to go back in the dormitory, he booked the high-speed rail ticket back home long ago, Zhang Xiangxiao booked the ticket later, Jian Sui asked Lu Wenfei if he would go back, Lu Wenfei went back, but it would be later than them.

Jian Sui thought that if they had all left, Lu Wenfei would be left alone in the dormitory. He booked the ticket late with him, not only for Lu Wenfei, but also for himself. He wanted to spend more time with Lu Wenfei. wait.

People in love always want to spend more time with each other.

The dormitory where Zhang Xiangxiao left on Saturday, when he left, he dragged his suitcase and said goodbye to Jian Sui at the door of the dormitory. Lu Wenfei carried the breakfast he brought for Jian Sui, greeted Zhang Xiangxiao, and entered the dormitory from the two of them.

Zhang Xiangxiao said sourly: "Lu Wenfei is so kind to you, I also want someone to bring me breakfast every day."

Also rain or shine.

Jian Sui leaned against the door: "Are you envious?"

Zhang Xiangxiao: "Envy."

Jian Sui raised the corners of his lips and said briskly: "Mine."

Zhang Xiangxiao: "..."

Bye bye.

He pulled the suitcase and left without looking back.

Jian Sui closed the door and turned around, Lu Wenfei stood behind him, raised his eyelids lightly to look at him, the smile on Jian Sui's lips hadn't dissipated, he rushed forward and hugged him, rubbing his head back and forth.

"It's just the two of us in the dormitory," he said.

"What do you want to do?" Lu Wenfei's thoughts drifted away.

Jian Sui: "I don't think so."

Lu Wenfei twitched the corner of his lips: "Really?"

Jian Sui let go of him, looked at his face, and kissed him, "What did you buy for breakfast today?"

Lu Wenfei: "...See for yourself."

After the child's final exam, the tutor's grades came out, and the child's grades improved a lot. The other party sent Lu Wenfei a big red envelope and asked Lu Wenfei if he would stay in City H during the winter vacation.

Lu Wenfei didn't tell Jian Sui about this, including the fact that he would probably only go back for two or three days.

Jian Sui's ticket to go back was set a few days before the New Year's Eve, and until the night before he was about to go back, the two of them did nothing, at most they kissed.

In the middle of the night, the moon hung high outside the window, the dormitory was dimly lit, and the two slept on the bed.

"I'm leaving." Jian Sui said regretfully, "I haven't done anything yet."

"What do you want to do?"

Jian Sui didn't speak. After two or three seconds, he accumulated strength and turned over, supporting his body to hang on Lu Wenfei's body. The next second, he released his strength, lay on him, and whispered in his ear, "What do you mean?" What do I want to do?"

Lu Wenfei bent his knees, trying to change to a more comfortable position.

Jian Sui hissed, "Murder your husband."

Lu Wenfei paused, "I didn't do it on purpose."

"I want to do something bad." Jian Sui said.

Lu Wenfei looked into his eyes, said for a while, "It's up to you."

Meeting his eyes, Jian Sui suddenly felt... an unspeakable sense of satisfaction.

No matter how many times I've seen his face, my heart still beats inadvertently.

He leaned over and hugged him, pressed his head on his chest, and listened to his heartbeat. During this time, Lu Wenfei lost a lot of weight, and it didn't show up in the bloated clothes, and he could clearly feel it when he hugged him.

"It's better not to do it, so that I won't be able to face the two of them in the future."

He was referring to Zhang Xiangxiao and Liu Yangran.

"Where is your home?" Lu Wenfei asked suddenly.

Jian Sui: "City B, I will take you to play when I have a chance in the future."

Lu Wenfei: "Yes."

"What about your house?" Jian Sui asked.

Lu Wenfei raised his hand to rest on his head, and unconsciously fiddled with his black hair. The black hair usually looks hard, but it feels surprisingly soft, and said, "It's not far from the coastal city—that's it." There's nothing interesting around here, if you go, I can only take a car to take you around."

Jian Sui could hear Lu Wenfei's heartbeat, it was very deep, very steady, chug in his ear, his chest rose and fell as he breathed, in such a night, Jian Sui could feel every detail, this feeling It's peaceful and relaxing.

Jian Sui asked, "What kind of car do you take?"

Lu Wenfei: "The bus."

Jian Sui: "Why don't I take you to ride a motorcycle."

Lu Wenfei chuckled, he actually didn't want to mention that city, because he didn't have any good memories there.

But talking to Jian Sui now, it seems that he can think of something interesting again.

"I can take you to see my high school." After he finished speaking, he added, "If there is a chance."

"Yes." Jian Sui spoke in a low voice, with a sense of sleepiness, "There is a chance, I have time anytime—boyfriend, please ask me out during the winter vacation."