The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

The next day Jian Sui went to the station, Lu Wenfei sent him off, the station was crowded at the end of the year, at a glance, people were holding several pieces of luggage, and the lobby was noisy.

Lu Wenfei sent Jian Sui to the waiting area, and his eyes followed his back. When Jian Sui checked the ticket and went in, he turned around to look for him in the crowd. Lu Wenfei also knew that Jian Sui was looking for him, so he raised his hand and waved. Seeing him, Sui smiled and waved his hand.

Jian Sui entered the waiting area, and Lu Wenfei turned around and left the station.

As soon as he got out of the station and got on the train, he received a message from Jian Sui.

【Jian Sui: I'll send you a message when I get home】

[Lu Wenfei: OK]

The two chatted for a while, Jian Sui's high-speed train was coming soon, he carried his suitcase and went to the entrance to check the ticket, until he got on the high-speed train, he sent a message to Lu Wenfei, then he put on his hat and leaned on the back of the chair Close your eyes and rest.

They slept late last night, and Jian Sui was a little sleepy all the way, but when he got in the car, he couldn't fall asleep. An old man was sitting next to him, and he faintly smelled the middle-aged man's body The smell of tobacco was not very pleasant, and he turned his head to the position outside the window.

This is the first time Jian Sui and Lu Wenfei have separated since they dated. When the high-speed train arrived at the station, it was already afternoon. He sent it home.

Strictly speaking, he didn't spend much time with Jane's family. In the third year of high school, he usually stayed in his own room. Jane's mother had her own job. Occasionally, when she was at home, she would bring fruit to him. Seeing him studying , they rarely bother him.

However, Jian's father traveled all year round on business trips due to work, and Jian Sui only met him a few times after the college entrance examination.

This family is a bit strange, and the relationship between the couple is good, but for his "son", he seldom knows how to discipline, and most of the time it is free-range education.

When Jian Sui returned home, only Jian's mother was there.

After the doorbell rang, the door opened. The middle-aged woman in a slim sweater with her hair tied up had a well-maintained face. When she saw him, she smiled and stepped forward to give him a hug.

"came back."

"I'm hungry." Jian Sui blinked, thinking that this was the fastest way to bring him and Jian's mother closer.

Sure enough, as soon as Jane's mother heard that he was hungry, she dragged him in, "I just made some small cakes, come and have a taste."

Jian Sui put his luggage aside, entered the door, changed his shoes, and went to the bathroom to wash his hands.

The small cake made by Jane's mother has been placed on the table in the living room. It is very delicate. Jane's mother is very good at making all kinds of desserts. There are various baking and pastry props in the kitchen. There are two big strawberries on the small cake, photographed by Jian Sui took a photo.

Mother Jian washed her hands and came out, just in time to see this scene.

"Have you got a girlfriend?" she asked.

Jian Sui sent the photo to Lu Wenfei's fingertips, "What?"

Jane's mother smiled and said, "Who are you taking pictures for?"

As a person who has experienced it, Jian's mother understands that at his age, there will be people who want to share some small things, and the probability is about love.

"No one." Jian Sui sent the picture and put the phone on the table.

……

Lu Wenfei was very busy in the past few days after Jian Sui left. Sometimes, he didn't have time to reply to the messages that Jian Sui sent in the past, and the phone rang more frequently.

It was the debt collector at the end of the year, and he went to his second aunt, so the debt collector and his second aunt called almost every day.

It was dark at night, Lu Wen flew to the door of the bar, the phone rang again, he took out the phone, the moment he saw the name, his eyebrows relaxed a little.

Lu Wenfei answered the phone, and Jian Sui's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Where are you? The wind is so strong."

"Outside." Lu Wenfei said, "I'll go back later."

"Have you gone home?" Jian Sui asked.

Lu Wenfei: "Not yet, I'll be back the day after tomorrow."

The two chatted for a while, Lu Wenfei was about to enter the bar, so he hung up the phone with Jian Sui first, he stood by the door for a while, and put the phone back in his pocket.

It seems that without Jian Sui, he began to feel a little tired of the life he was used to.

He let out a long breath.

After the two separated, they could only contact each other through mobile phones. The frequency of video chats was not high, and most of them were texts. However, during the few video chats, Jian Sui could tell that Lu Wenfei had lost a lot of weight.

After Jian Sui returned home this time, he basically never left his mobile phone. He asked Lu Wenfei every day if he had gone back, and even joked that he might as well go back to school to accompany him. It didn't stop until he went back.

As the year approached, Jian Sui was dragged by Jian's mother to buy new year's goods these two days. When he was shopping at the mall, he saw a nice woolen coat. He took a second look and thought that Lu Wenfei would look good in it. .

Jian's mother noticed beside him, "Like it?"

"Let me see." Jian Sui said.

When he finally left the mall, Jian Sui bought two identical black woolen coats. When Jian's mother asked, he only said to give it to a friend.

Lu Wenfei went back to Coastal City, and the Spring Festival is only two days away.

On the fifth floor of the residential building, Lu Wenfei raised his hand and knocked on the door.

After the door opened, a head was revealed, a young boy with a pair of dark eyes.

"Brother!" Seeing someone, he opened the door, and threw himself on Lu Wenfei in a thick black cotton jacket.

Lu Wenfei rubbed his hair.

"Yo, I'm back." The people inside heard the movement and came over. His second aunt had curly hair, was slightly fat, and had dark skin, holding a handful of sunflower seeds in her hand.

Lu Wenfei: "Second Aunt."

He took out a red envelope and handed it to her.

"Have you made money? Oh, no need, you can keep it yourself."

"I didn't buy anything, Second Aunt, take it." Lu Wenfei stuffed the red envelope into her hand, and walked in with the suitcase.

The woman smiled politely and took the red envelope. Lu Wenfei entered the door and sat there for a while, then led Lu Xiaobao back home. His house was in the same residential building, and the room was empty for half a year. Ashes were cleared, Lu Wenfei led Lu Xiaobao to do a big cleaning.

After being free, Lu Xiaobao took out his report card, and this time he took the first place in the class again.

Lu Xiaobao kept yelling "Brother" around Lu Wenfei, obviously happy. He also showed him the place on the back of his head where he had stitches last time. is a pit.

"Brother, did you find me a sister-in-law?" Lu Xiaobao asked.

Lu Wenfei paused, "No."

"Auntie said that when you go to college, you will find me a beautiful sister-in-law."

"No." There is no beautiful sister-in-law.

While the two were talking, Lu Wenfei's cell phone rang. He took it out and saw that it was Jian Sui who sent him a message, asking if he was free, and he replied to his message. After a while, Jian Sui asked him again Do you want to make a video.

Lu Wenfei picked up Lu Xiaobao who was nagging non-stop by his collar, and threw him out, indifferent and ruthless.

The door was closed, and the room was quiet. Lu Wenfei sat on the stool and picked up the video. Jian Sui's chin appeared on the phone screen. Then he took the phone away and said with a smile: "This is your room? Give it to me have a look."

Lu Wenfei held up his mobile phone and let him look around. The bed was not made yet, other than that, there was only a wooden wardrobe and a desk in the room.

"It's pretty clean." Jian Sui said.

Lu Wenfei: "Just finished cleaning."

"Where should I sleep?" Jian Sui's tone of question was natural.

Lu Wenfei was stunned for a moment, then asked back, "Where do you want to sleep?"

"That's needless to say." Jian Sui said.

Lu Wenfei: "..."

The two chatted for half an hour, when Lu Xiaobao knocked on the door outside and said he was hungry, Jian Sui heard the voice and learned that he hadn't eaten anything when he came back, so he asked him to eat first, and hung up the phone.

At eight o'clock in the evening, the lights came on, and after nightfall, the lights of every house were turned on, and the smell of food wafted from some windows. Lu Wenfei sat on the bed after taking a shower, his hair half-dried.

Lu Wenfei turned on his phone, and received a transfer of 3000 yuan.

[Jian Sui: Why are you still playing with me? 】

【Lu Wenfei: Stop doing it】

Lu Wenfei returned the transfer, and Jian Sui transferred it again, this time transferring [-] at once.

【Jian Sui: Do it, I'll take care of it】

Lu Wenfei even suspected that Jian Sui had guessed something—he had the idea of ​​borrowing money from Jian Sui, but before he could say it, Jian Sui sent the money here. It's not impossible for Jian Sui to notice one piece.

He has always been very sensitive in observation.

【Lu Wenfei: Where did you get so much money?】

【Jian Sui: I earned it myself】

[Lu Wenfei: Earned it? 】

【Jian Sui: Huh】

The moment Lu Wenfei saw these two words, he could imagine Jian Sui's expression.

I don't know why, but I suddenly want to see him very much.

Just as Lu Wenfei thought, Jian Sui sensed that he was short of money. Lu Wenfei was so busy a few days ago that he seemed to find time to reply to the news. When he called, he was often outside. Once, Jian Sui He also vaguely heard a noisy voice, which seemed to be in a bar, and this information was enough for him to guess Lu Wenfei's recent situation.

Lu Wenfei didn't say anything, and Jian Sui didn't ask.

In the bedroom of the small villa, Jian Sui was wearing a white T-shirt and a towel around his neck. He was lazily lying on the sofa typing. Before the words in the input box were sent out, a video was sent over there unexpectedly. Chat application.

He raised his eyebrows and connected.

Lu Wenfei saw the screen shake twice, the screen showed the skinny collarbone and white collar, the phone was lifted up, and Jian Sui's face appeared in the video.

"Is this also within the scope of the service?" He said, "How do you know that I miss you."

Lu Wenfei: "..."

He coughed lightly and asked, "I'll lend you the money, okay?"

Jian Sui looked at the camera lazily, "Okay, but you have to tell me what you are going to do with the money—if you don't want to talk about it, then forget it."

In the mobile phone screen, Lu Wenfei is very close, his eyelids drooped slightly, and he looks at the mobile phone with drooping eyes. This angle makes it easy for ordinary people to take pictures of ugliness, but Lu Wenfei's face seems to be beautiful no matter how you shoot it. The lines are smooth and clear, and the tear mole under Danfeng's eyes reveals a gloomy and indifferent beauty.

"You don't ask?"

"If you don't want to tell, I won't ask." Jian Sui said.

His attitude seems to be the same all the time, Lu Wenfei said: "You—"

"However," Jian Sui said, "if you don't tell me anything, I will also feel...frustrated."

Lu Wenfei paused and remained silent for a while.

"It's different now than before." Lu Wenfei said, "We're dating, and there's no minefield here."

Jian Sui thought for a while before he understood the meaning of his words. He raised his eyelids, moved closer to the phone, and said softly, "You mean that I can ask whatever I want?"

Lu Wenfei: "Yes."

"Anything is fine?"

"Anything is fine."

"Recently... what are you doing? I mean after I come back."

"Part-time job to make money." Lu Wenfei then told him about the money owed by the family, omitting the cause and effect, and only said that something happened to the family, and the money owed before.

After listening, Jian Sui said: "In the future, if you have difficulties, can you think of me, treat me as a boyfriend, and ask me to help you, okay?"

When Jian Sui said this, the expression on his face was too bewitching, with a tone of complaint and aggrieved, Lu Wenfei couldn't help rolling his Adam's apple, "Okay."

"Is the money enough?" Jian Sui said, "I still have more."

Lu Wenfei: "Enough."

"It's not enough to tell me, it snowed on my side two days ago." Jian Sui said, "Would you like to see the snow? It's quite thick."

Lu Wenfei originally wanted to say that it was cold outside, forget it, but when he changed his words, it turned into—"Yes."

"Wait." Jian Sui said and put the phone on the table.

Only the ceiling and the lamp on the top remained on the screen on the phone. After the rustling sound, the screen changed, and Jian Sui appeared on the screen of the phone. He put on a long padded jacket, ordinary style, matching Looking at his face, it is inexplicably beautiful.

He didn't even zip it properly, it only reached his chest.

Lu Wenfei originally thought that he was going to the window or the balcony to show him the snow, but Jian Sui in the picture smiled at him and walked outside.

"The snow outside is so thick that you can build a snowman." Jian Sui said as he opened the bedroom door, "I'll take you out to see—is it snowing over there?"

"Get off, just a little bit." Lu Wenfei said.

When Jian Sui passed by the living room, he met Jian's mother, who hadn't gone to sleep, pouring out new desserts in the kitchen, and when she heard him coming out, she stopped him.

"Come here." Mother Jian waved while wearing an apron.

"What's the matter?" Jian Sui could smell a strong milk fragrance as he walked over.

"Try the biscuits." Jane's mother held the tray.

Jian Sui took a piece of biscuit, it was still warm, he stuffed two mouthfuls into his mouth, looking very anxious, "It's delicious, crispy and crispy."

"Why are you going so late? You still put on your coat."

When Lu Wenfei heard Jian Sui's fucking voice on the other end, he tensed up, listening quietly, he could only see Jian Sui's collar.

He was able to get online with Jane's mother in the matter of tutoring before. He had a chat with Jian's mother for a while, and Jian's mother gave him the feeling that she was a gentle and knowledgeable person.

He didn't feel much at that time, but now when he faced Jane's mother again, he was in a completely different mood.

"I'm going out to buy something." He heard Jian Sui say.

"buy what?"

"Eat." Jian Sui seemed afraid that Jian's mother would ask further questions, and said, "I'm going out first."

Jian's mother stopped him and asked him to bring back a bottle of soy sauce.

Jian Sui put on his shoes and went out, Lu Wenfei let out a sigh of relief.

I don't know what I'm nervous about.

Jian Sui: "Look."

The screen of the mobile phone turned and pointed at the snow scene in the yard, "It looks good."

Under the dim light, Jian Sui's shadow was left on the ground, and the edges of the outline were blurred.

"Well, it looks good." Lu Wenfei said.

……

Lu Wenfei didn't buy anything for the New Year, he only brought some food for Lu Xiaobao. He borrowed Jian Sui's [-] yuan, plus the money he earned and his scholarship deposit, and repaid the debt. Will he be able to live this year after all? It's been a good year, but it's just that I don't have much money on me.

On the night of the New Year's Eve dinner, Lu Wenfei and his second aunt asked them to go down and have a meal together. After the meal, Lu Xiaobao and his second aunt's child set off firecrackers downstairs, and Lu Wenfei squatted aside and watched , chatting with Jian Sui with his mobile phone.

After they finished setting off the firecrackers, Lu Wenfei carried Lu Xiaobao upstairs, wrapped his arms around Lu Xiaobao's waist, and locked him between his arms and waist like a big dog.

"Brother, brother, I'm not sleepy yet!" Lu Xiaobao's eyes sparkled, and his fingers turned red from the cold.

"You're sleepy." Lu Wenfei said lightly, "Go upstairs to take a shower and sleep."

Lu Xiaobao had no room to resist, so he was carried home and thrown into the bathroom to take a bath.

After Lu Xiaobao finished washing, Lu Wenfei went to take a shower. He returned to the room after taking a shower, and was holding a mobile phone to chat with Jian Sui via video, when the door was pushed open with a "squeak", and a head poked out from the outside. Come in.

"Brother, can I sleep with you tonight?" Lu Xiaobao asked.

Lu Wenfei: "I can't."

Lu Xiaobao came in with a pillow in his arms, turned around and closed the door, "Thank you brother."

He climbed onto the bed and nestled into Lu Wenfei's blanket.

Lu Wenfei: "..."

"Hang up first." He looked at the phone and said.

"Who is it?" Lu Xiaobao grabbed his hand and poked his head over.

The video hung up with a beep, and Lu Xiaobao only had time to see the darkness above.

"Sleep." Lu Wenfei pushed his head down.

Lu Xiaobao lay on the pillow and blinked, "My sister-in-law? When Sister Xu chatted with her boyfriend, she didn't let us watch it."

Lu Wenfei: "Who is Sister Xu?"

Lu Xiaobao said: "The kindergarten teacher, Qiangzi and I often go to their place to play on the slides. You adults are just shy."

Lu Wenfei: "..."

Forehead humming pain.

[Jian Sui: Your brother? 】

[Lu Wenfei: Well, we will talk later when he falls asleep]

[Jian Sui: It's okay to be seen by him, just call it a friend, chatting with friends, it's not normal]

[Jian Sui: Am I very shameful?]

Lu Wenfei: "..."

The big and the small lived together.

Lu Wenfei actually didn't think about how to introduce Jian Sui to Lu Xiaobao, but he didn't seem to want Jian Sui to be just a friend.

As time passed, Lu Xiaobao made a fuss for a while, and fell asleep at 11:30. When it was nearly twelve o'clock, Lu Wenfei covered Lu Xiaobao with the quilt, and went out of the bedroom with his mobile phone lightly. Call Jian Sui.

On the other end, Jian Sui leaned against the window and only turned on a table lamp. The warm light shone on his face. He tilted his head to look at the night sky outside. There were not many stars tonight, and there were no fireworks to be seen from here. On the window, I answered Lu Wenfei's call.

The two of them didn't speak for a while.

"What are you doing?" Jian Sui asked with a smile.

Lu Wenfei: "No, Xiaobao just fell asleep."

"Your brother is called Xiaobao?"

"Ah."

"I thought it was a nickname." Jian Sui said.

"Are you going to set off fireworks over there?" Lu Wenfei asked.

Jian Sui: "Let it go, but I can't see it, it's too far away."

"I can see it from here." Lu Wenfei said.

Jian Sui understood what he meant, "Then..."

"Want to see it?" Lu Wenfei asked.

Jian Sui paused, and said with a smile in her voice, "Well, it depends."

The phone was hung up and changed to a video call. Lu Wenfei stood on the dim balcony, the light of the living room fell on him from behind him, and the wind made his hair flutter.

Jian Sui: "Isn't it cold?"

Lu Wenfei turned the camera down, allowing him to see the padded jacket, "I'm wearing a coat."

The two chatted for a while, and Lu Wenfei suddenly said, "It's almost twelve o'clock."

"En." Jian Sui responded.

The phone fell silent in an instant.

Time passed bit by bit, and they could hear each other's breathing. When it was twelve o'clock, the fireworks outside filled the dark sky, and the sound of "bang bang bang" came one after another, and the light of the blooming fireworks shone on the road. Wen Fei's face was flickering, adding to the mystery, in Jian Sui's eyes, it was more beautiful than fireworks.

Jian Sui and Lu Wenfei said "Happy New Year" in unison, what Lu Wenfei couldn't finish last time, said this time.

Lu Wenfei looked at his face on the phone, and belatedly turned the camera so that Jian Sui could also see the fireworks here.

The movement lasted for nearly 10 minutes before it stopped.

"Does it look good?" he asked.

Looking at the dark night opposite, Jian Sui gave a low "hmm".

He has seen the most beautiful fireworks, brighter and more beautiful than the fireworks in the sky.

Lu Wenfei's parents are away, and he has lost contact with many relatives. The only people who are a little closer are his second uncle and aunt in the same building.

After Lu Xiaobao stuck with him for a while at first, he went to have fun with his friends of the same age again.

However, some of the relatives will inevitably feel that the two brothers are pitiful. When the people from his second aunt's family came, they would come to visit the two of them.

Some excess sympathy, or the sophistication of the world for others to see, the words inside and outside the words will always expose people's scars repeatedly, he did not let Lu Xiaobao listen to those words above.

At eight o'clock in the evening on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, Jian Sui had just had dinner with his family, and before returning to his room to sit for a while, Lu Wenfei called.

"Hello." Jian Sui put the phone to his ear.

Lu Wenfei: "What are you doing?"

"Is your question at the beginning a bit vulgar?" Jian Sui laughed.

Lu Wenfei also chuckled, "Then change the question, where are you?"

"Home." Jian Sui said, "What about you?"

"City B." Lu Wenfei said.

Jian Sui was lying softly on the sofa as if he had no bones, but when he heard this, he sat up straight, "You...didn't lie to me, did you?"

"Why lie to you." Lu Wenfei said, "I want to see the snow again, and make a snowman."

Jian Sui glanced at the time, "It's already eight o'clock, let's make a snowman next time, it's okay to watch the snow, where is it?"

Lu Wenfei: "The high-speed rail station."

As soon as Jian Sui heard the address he reported, he knew that he bought the ticket after seeing his own ticket.

"Don't run around, wait for me." Jian Sui got up and put on his coat.

Lu Wenfei: "I'll just take a taxi there, and you can give me the address."

"It's hard to stop the car, wait at the station."

Jian Sui walked out wearing a coat, passing the living room, his mother was watching TV.

"I'm going out." Jian Sui said.

"Where are you going? It's so late?" Jane's mother asked.

Jian Sui: "Pick up a friend."

Jane's mother: "Put on the scarf!"

"Got it..." Jian Sui casually took the scarf hanging by the door and went out, trotting downstairs.

At the station, Lu Wenfei waited for about 10 minutes, when a sound of footsteps hurriedly approached him, he raised his head, and saw Jian Sui, Lu Wenfei stood up, before he could speak, Jian Sui threw himself on him, under his feet He staggered back two steps.

"Why are you here?" Jian Sui asked.

Lu Wenfei: "I'll come if I want to."

The ticket was booked before the Spring Festival, and he also forgot what kind of mood he had in mind to book it at that time, maybe he just wanted to see it, but after he came, he found that he wanted to see Jian Sui very, very special.

The two hugged each other for a long time and separated. They both wore long black padded clothes today, but the style was slightly different. Jian Sui pulled him out and said, "Let's go first, and I'll take you to my house."

"Wait a minute." Lu Wenfei grabbed him, "I'll just book a hotel."

Jian Sui pretended not to hear, and dragged him to continue walking.

Lu Wenfei felt helpless: "Jian Sui."

After being called by his name twice, Jian Sui turned his head slowly, saw Lu Wenfei's face, just about to speak, when he noticed his red nose, he took off the scarf around his neck, gave him surround.

"It's hard to book a hotel for Chinese New Year." Jian Sui said, "Go to my house."

Lu Wenfei almost believed it.