The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

Li Fengran pinched his fingers, his white knuckles turned red, "Not yet..."

"Haven't gone to school yet?" He Yu chatted solemnly, "You look about my age."

Li Fengran pursed his lips and said nothing.

"I'm in Changxu Elementary School." He Yu raised his hand and gestured, "I'm going to be in the second grade soon——"

【what class? ] He asked the system.

System: [Second Class. 】

"Class Two, Grade Two." He Yu said, "You can...forget it."

He originally wanted to say "You can play with me", but thinking about it carefully, it seems that he and the children can't play together.

Mother He smiled and watched the two chatting without interfering with them, just listening from the sidelines.

"Eat the watermelon." The woman came out from the kitchen at this time, put the watermelon on the table, and the pieces of watermelon spread out.

Summer watermelon is a must to cool off the summer heat. The watermelon bought by He Mu is very beautiful. It is completely red inside and there are not many black seeds. He Yu and Li Fengran said a few words, and he was a little thirsty. Take a slice of watermelon.

Li Fengran glanced at him, then reached out to grab a piece of watermelon, and the two of them sat and ate the watermelon.

The cool juice of the watermelon spread in the mouth, it was sweet, and the sweltering heat of the night dissipated a bit. He Yu and He Mu didn't stay long, and after eating two slices of watermelon, they were ready to leave.

Mother He: "We still have something to do, so don't bother."

"Yeah." The woman didn't leave them behind, "Go slowly."

He Yu waved to Li Fengran: "Goodbye."

Li Fengran turned his head to the side, his fair face felt vulnerable, and his deep black eyes seemed to have some mood swings.

The woman sat aside, with her head propped up, her black hair slipping from the side of her face. She glanced at He Yu and then at Li Fengran. There was no emotion in her eyes, "Say goodbye."

Li Fengran pursed his lower lip, and said "goodbye" softly and quickly.

On the way back, Mother He asked He Yu if he liked the child. He Yu said it was okay, and Mother He smiled. It was the first time He Yu took the initiative to communicate with another child so frequently in the past few days.

Li Fengran's fair face, delicate facial features, and quiet and distressing temperament all made He's mother overflowing with love.

Before going to bed, the lights in the room were turned off. He Yu lay on the bed, looked at the ceiling, turned over, covered the quilt on his body, and recalled the mother and child upstairs, the current Li Fengran, and the scene in the plot. Li Fengran is different.

Looks quiet and well-behaved, and a little stuttering.

little stutter...

He Yu fell asleep.

At ten o'clock in the morning of the next day, the sweltering weather continued, and He Yu's summer homework was almost finished in one more day. He was lying on the table with his eyelids drooping, and suddenly he vaguely heard someone calling his name.

"He Yu—"

"He-Yu!"

He Yu opened his eyes, opened the window, and looked down on the window sill. Liao Yuanyuan stood downstairs and waved his hands, "Come out and play!"

"No." He Yu said, "It's hot."

Liao Yuanyuan: "I'll treat you to a popsicle."

He Yu: "No."

"What are you doing?" Liao Yuanyuan asked, "I'm coming up to find you!"

He Yu still remembered the last time when Liao Yuanyuan was doing homework with him, and then Liao Yuanyuan fell asleep lying on the table, with saliva still dripping onto his homework book. Thinking of this, He Yu felt a dull pain in his head.

"Wait, I'm getting off."

"Okay, I'll wait for you!"

Upstairs, as soon as He Yu opened the door, he saw Li Fengran outside the door. There was no sweat on his white face, his eyes were round and clear, and his pupils were darker, delicate and beautiful. He was holding a box of Three-color ice cream, I don't know how long I stood there.

The door opened suddenly, and he jumped like a frightened rabbit.

Just now He Yu and Liao Yuanyuan shouted loudly at each other.He should have heard it too, maybe he was waiting for him to open the door.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"Here, here, here for you!" Li Fengran stuffed the ice cream into He Yu's hand, turned his head and wanted to slip away, but He Yu's quick-sighted hand grabbed his wrist with one hand.

Li Fengran stood stiffly on the spot as if electrified all over his body, his whole body was tense, as if his hairs had exploded from fright.

"I don't have a refrigerator at home." He Yu said, he saw that Li Fengran's house seemed to have a refrigerator yesterday, and he didn't know if it could be used, "I don't want to eat it yet, so I put it in your house, okay?"

"But..." Li Fengran said, "Aren't you going to eat popsicles? This is also delicious."

The little stammer suddenly stopped.

"Aren't you stuttering?" He Yu blurted out.

Li Fengran: "...No, no."

As soon as the words came out, it seemed as if he was hitting him in the face, Li Fengran was a little annoyed, he lowered his head, blushing, his fair and delicate skin was reddened in large swaths, it looked easy to pinch.

He Yu's hands were itchy.

"You haven't said it yet, okay?" He Yu said, "I'll go up and find you later."

"Then... alright." Li Fengran said.

The ice cream returned to Li Fengran's hands, He Yu closed the door and went downstairs, Li Fengran glanced at the stairs, and lay down on the corridor to look down.

The sun outside was a little bit hot, and it was shining obliquely. After poking his head out of the corridor, the sun fell on Li Fengran's head. He watched for a long time before he saw He Yu's figure.

He Yu seemed to feel something, turned his head and raised his chin to look at it, Li Fengran immediately put his head back, holding the ice cream with both hands, pinching it once and for all.

It was sent by his mother.

But he is very bad at this kind of thing.

The children in this area are basically playing around here. He Yu went downstairs and was dragged by Liao Yuanyuan into group life, but he basically sat on the side every time and did some less strenuous things, such as reading books, Another example is hiding somewhere to sleep.

When he got home, he had already forgotten the promise he made with Li Fengran during the day, and he didn't suddenly remember it until he took a shower and went to bed at night, lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling.

But... it shouldn't matter.

Go again tomorrow morning.

As night falls and the sky is full of stars, the children are almost asleep at this point, but some adults still gather downstairs to enjoy the cool and chat.

"Tuk Tuk".

He Yu stepped on yellow slippers, stood at a door on the fifth floor, and knocked on the door.

Sure enough, breaking the appointment is still very unpleasant.

It’s okay if you don’t think about it, but when you think about it, it’s not right to lie down.

If he sleeps, forget it.

He Yu thought so.

After knocking on the door, he waited for five or six seconds.

Fine, fell asleep, no one, go back to sleep.

He Yu turned around and took a step.

Through a door, the voice from inside the door could be heard indistinctly, and the immature voice asked, "Who are you looking for?"

"Find Li Fengran." He Yu said.

"Click" - the door opened, Li Fengran opened the door just like last time, poked his head out of the door defensively, saw only He Yu, he opened the door, his lips that had been tightly pressed loosened a bit.

"I thought you weren't coming." Li Fengran said.

He Yu: "Sorry, I forgot."

Li Fengran froze for a moment, "No, it doesn't matter."

He let He Yu in, and He Yu looked around, "Are you home alone?"

The room was very quiet, the light bulbs emitting a warm yellow light were blown by the wind, swayed, and there was a creaking sound, which was very scary at night.

"Well, my mother hasn't come back yet." Li Fengran said.

He ran to the small refrigerator, took out a box of ice cream inside, and handed it to He Yu with some hesitation. He Yu saw the exercise book on the table, "Do you have your summer homework?"

"No." Li Fengran said, "It says exercises."

"Can I eat here?" He Yu asked suddenly.

Li Fengran: "Huh? Yes, yes."

He seemed relieved.

He Yu was sitting next to Li Fengran with an ice cream in his hand. He was eating the ice cream while Li Fengran was writing his homework. He Yu took a look and found that Li Fengran's homework questions were all correct, and he had the demeanor of a top student in the future.

A box of ice cream was huge, He Yu ate half of it, his stomach was cold, he closed the box.

The small room looks a little scary empty, and it has not been long since Li Fengran came here. It usually takes a certain amount of time for people to get used to the new environment, let alone a seven or eight-year-old child who stays alone This kind of room.

...It's only natural to be afraid.

He Yu didn't eat any more ice cream, and didn't leave. He lay down on the table and fell asleep unconsciously.

Li Fengran felt that there was someone around him, and he was not as scared as before. He was very attentive when writing the exercises, and when he finished writing this page, he turned his head and saw He Yu fell asleep lying on the table.

When he hesitated to wake him up, He Yu had already woken up.

"hiss……"

The arm was numb, and He Yu maintained that position for a while, "Are you finished writing?"

"En." Li Fengran nodded.

He Yu: "Then I'll go back first."

"it is good."

He Yu got up and rubbed his arms. Thinking of something, he took out a small badge from his pocket. It was a gift from a pack of snacks. He somehow stuffed it into the pocket of this dress.

"Here for you." He said, "The ice cream is delicious, thank you."

The door was closed, and the living room was quiet again. Li Fengran stood behind the door, holding the small medal in his hand. It was round, and the pattern in the middle was a character from a recently popular cartoon, full of righteousness.

After knowing that Li Fengran was the main character—to be exact, after this night, He Yu felt that he saw Li Fengran more frequently. Sometimes when he was playing with other children, he could see the building when he looked up. The fair face in the corridor looked at them eagerly.

Sometimes when Li Fengran caught his gaze, he would shrink back like a mimosa. From the beginning, he avoided it, but later he hid his chin and looked at them with a pair of round eyes.

In the beginning, some children thought Li Fengran was good-looking and clean, and approached him, wanting to play with him, but then they gradually disappeared.

The children in this small place seem to have been told by their parents not to play with Li Fengran on their own initiative. This kind of exclusion is either unconscious or intentional.

And Li Fengran also seemed to know that he was not welcome.

When the sun went down on Saturday, it wasn't so stuffy. He Yu was dragged by Liao Yuanyuan to play a game of hide-and-seek. He dragged his voice, and counted lazily to a tree. When he counted to one hundred, he asked loudly: "Have you hidden it?"

"Okay!" A voice responded crisply.

He Yu turned around and walked towards the source of the sound. Behind a tree, he saw a figure covering his face and turning his back to him, performing a deception.

"Found it, one."

Liao Yuanyuan: "Ah, you are too fast!"

"It's because you didn't hide it well." He Yu said.

There was some movement in the grass, He Yu raised his foot and walked over, pushed aside the dense weeds, and saw a figure behind him, "The second one—"

The voice stopped abruptly, and he met a pair of clear black and white eyes, and the other party was a little panicked, squeezed his hands, and pursed his lips.

Peeps were spotted.

This little expression looked pitiful.

"Who did you find?" Liao Yuanyuan appeared from the side, "Huh?"

Li Fengran turned his head and wanted to run, He Yu chased after him and caught him back, one wanted to run, the other wanted to grab, during the push and push, his hand lost strength, and it turned into two people rolling and fighting on the ground.

"Don't hit, don't hit!" Liao Yuanyuan shouted from the side, not daring to go up to help.

"What are you peeking at?" He Yu asked.

Li Fengran: "I didn't, I didn't peek!"

"Still sophistry?"

"no!"

Li Fengran slapped He Yu's arm with a crisp "snap".

"You hit me?"

"No, I didn't mean to."

He Yu slapped him back and slapped him on the shoulder. Li Fengran was stunned for a moment, and suddenly became fierce like a wolf cub. His head hit He Yu's forehead, and He Yu's forehead hurt. He said "ha" and pressed him down. on the ground.

Li Fengran resisted, with a lot of energy, kicking his legs and struggling, and pinching people, which left several red marks on He Yu's arm, and most people let him go, but He Yu didn't, "hiss" He took several breaths and didn't let go.

At the side, Liao Yuanyuan couldn't do anything if he wanted to help, afraid of being accidentally injured, he shouted "Don't hit, don't hit!" The other three people who had been hiding came out and surrounded him. He Yu told them not to go, and they looked at each other.

In the end, the battle was subsided by a child who was frightened and cried.

The two fighters did not cry, but made the onlookers cry.

Li Fengran's eyes were red, and he looked like he was about to cry, but his eyes were extremely stubborn. He Yu's arm was pinched red. He used to think that pinching was only done by little girls when they fight, but now he realized that it was his stereotype.

Fortunately, Li Fengran didn't keep his nails, and He Yu's arm didn't break the skin.

The two were covered in dust, looking dirty, with disheveled hair and disheveled clothes, Liao Yuanyuan rushed over, grabbed He Yu's arm and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Li Fengran saw He Yu's red arm, and the hands hanging down his legs contracted, and couldn't help taking a step back.

"You wait for me!" Liao Yuanyuan pointed at Li Fengran and said.

He Yu pulled his hand down, "It's none of his business."

"Why are you still talking for him!" Liao Yuanyuan was anxious, "Don't worry, I will definitely tell Auntie about this! He did it first!"

He Yu: "..."

He thought too much, and thought that Liao Yuanyuan was looking for someone to embarrass Li Fengran.

Surrounded by four people around He Yu, Li Fengran appeared to be alone on the opposite side. He pulled his clothes, patted the ashes on his body, turned around and ran away, this time He Yu failed to stop him again.

What He Yu saw, his last expression and complexion were a bit ugly.

After thinking about it for a while, he knew what this meant to Li Fengran, it meant that he provoked him, it meant that he was likely to be isolated and hated.

Children of similar age in small places basically have their own small circles. If everyone doesn't like someone, then that person is easily isolated, squeezed out, or even embarrassing.

……

"What's going on!?" He's mother came home at night, cooked a meal and asked He Yu to come out for dinner, only to see He Yu's dirty clothes, including the pinch marks on his arms, and how many scars were left on his neck. Remove scratches.

She put down her chopsticks with a serious face, "Who did it?"

He Yu pointed upstairs, "Fight."

Mother He was startled: "What's going on?"

That kid looked pretty good, not like a troublemaker.

He Yu thought for a while, and said concisely: "I scared him."

He lowered his head to pick up vegetables and rice. A child's body is prone to hunger. He wandered outside for another day, and his stomach was already empty. He ate quickly, but he didn't gobble it up.

Seeing that he was so hungry, He's mother decided to hold back what she wanted to ask for now. He's father comforted him. It's nothing to do with boys fighting. He's mother took a look at him, and he didn't say anything. The meal was not good. tasteless.

After the meal, He Yu belatedly noticed that the atmosphere was not right, he was held by He's mother and looked at the marks on his arm, and He's mother asked him why he fought.

"He wanted to leave, but I refused to let him go, so a fight broke out." He Yu said.

Mother He: "Why don't you let him go?"

"He doesn't listen to me well." He Yu said.

Mother He: "..."

"Did you hit someone?"

He Yu thought for a while, "It's done."

Slapped.

"If people don't listen to you, you can't beat them."

Mother He sighed, and said that she would go to the meeting to apologize, He Yu said "Oh" indifferently, Mother He cleaned up the mess on the table, and He Yu sat in the room and read the comics borrowed from Liao Yuanyuan.

The sound of ping-pong-pong upstairs kept ringing. He Yu raised his head and looked at the ceiling. When he walked out of the room, the sound could also be heard in the living room, as if something had fallen to the ground.

Mother He came out of the kitchen wiping her hands, and took He Yu upstairs to visit.

This is the third time He Yu has been to this door.

Once outside the door, the low female voice inside could be heard more clearly.

The sound of knocking on the door interrupted the movement inside. After a while, the woman inside came to open the door. She squinted at the mother and child, her expression was more tense than last time, she seemed to know why they came, and she misunderstood They are here to make trouble, so the attitude is not very good.

"Is something wrong?" she asked.

Mother He: "That's it. I heard from my Xiaoyu that I had a fight with your son this afternoon. I just wanted to see. Is your child okay?"

The woman sized her up a few times, "It's okay."

Mother He expressed that she wanted the two children to apologize, saying that they are all children, and then see if there is any injury, and whether they should be responsible for some medical expenses, probably because Mother He is too good at talking, women don't want to Listening to her long speech at the door, let them enter the house.

"It's a bit messy, sit wherever you want," the woman said.

The living room was not as tidy as last time, books were scattered on the floor, the remote control was torn apart, Li Fengran stood by the table, his clothes were torn and loose hanging on his body.

The small bench fell down, Li Fengran straightened the stool spontaneously, He Yu glanced at him, and saw two red marks on his wrist, which should be left when he grabbed his hand too hard in the afternoon.

The skin is white, and it is shocking to look at.

Mother He greeted Li Fengran earnestly, Li Fengran looked over, his eyes were somewhat round phoenix eyes, when Shen Shen looked over, he was very unfriendly and a bit gloomy.

He met He Yu's eyes, his eyes dodged for a moment, and he lowered his eyes to avoid them.

Under the negotiation of their respective mothers, the two said "I'm sorry" face to face, and He's mother asked He Yu why he was holding people back in the afternoon, and Li Fengran also looked at him.

"I just want to ask him—" He Yu said, "Do you want to play together?"

Do you want...to play together?

Is that right?

Li Fengran grabbed the hem of his clothes, uneasy and somewhat inexplicable emotions swirled in his heart.

He glanced at his mother, she saw the woman's drooping eyes, Li Fengran's eyes were born like his, beautiful and affectionate, even this kind of expression made people feel good-looking.

"Go if you want." The woman raised her chin and said.

Mother He: "Xiaoyu, go play with him first, and talk to mom and aunt."

Li Fengran looked at He Yu, and He Yu stretched out his friendly hand: "Let's go."

He seemed to have no grudges at all, Li Fengran reflexively hid his hand back for a while, as if he was afraid that he would pinch him again, looked at the hand stretched out towards him, hesitated for a moment, reached out and held it.

Li Fengran's hands are smaller than He Yu's, and his body is also thinner than He Yu's.

There was nowhere to go at night, the two only went to Li Fengran's room, his room was about the same size as He Yu's, but the furnishings were different.

There is a desk under the window with a high stool, and there is a bookshelf on the right side of the desk against the wall. After entering, He Yu let go of Li Fengran's hand, walked over to the bookshelf, and asked Li Fengran, "Can I read it?"

Li Fengran nodded.

He Yu went to pick up the books on his feet. He was more interested in the books on the upper shelf.

"Your mother beat you?" He Yu asked.

Li Fengran: "No."

"You don't have to be afraid." He Yu said, "I won't tell others."

"No, I didn't hit me." Li Fengran lowered his head and whispered.

He Yu didn't ask any further questions, and after a while, he heard Li Fengran say, "I'm sorry."

"You said it just now." He Yu said.

Li Fengran: "It didn't count just now."

In fact, there was not much real apology in the apology just now.

He doesn't feel sorry.

He Yu: "Well, I see."

He got the book he wanted to read, "Does your hand hurt?"

Li Fengran looked at the red spot on his wrist, shook his head, "It doesn't hurt anymore."

When Mother He came in, she saw two people sitting and reading a book, one sitting on the ground beside the bed with her back against the bed, and the other sitting upright by the desk, the atmosphere was very harmonious.

He Yu heard the sound of the door opening, closed the book, and turned to look over, "Are you going back?"

Mother He could hear a little bit of reluctance in his tone, which was extremely rare in these days, showing a little childish side.

"Don't you want to leave yet?" Mother He said, "It's too late, you can come and play with him tomorrow."

"Okay." He Yu put the book by Li Fengran's hand and said, "See you tomorrow."

Li Fengran's eyes flickered for a moment, his fingers pinching the paper curled up, curling up the edge of the book, when he was nervous and afraid, he stuttered easily, and when he was happy, he made a lot of small movements.

He Yu didn't pay attention to his small movements, and left with He Mu.

……

What He Yu was holding on the bookshelf in Li Fengran's room was a suspense novel. He was excited to read it, but he hadn't seen the ending yet. He tossed and turned so hard that he couldn't fall asleep.

He Yu: [System. 】

System: [in. 】

He Yu asked him to search for that novel.

System: [The murderer is a chef. 】

He Yu: […]