The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

As October approaches, the school is about to hold a [-]th anniversary celebration, plus a sports meeting. The head teacher announced it to the class a week in advance.

"Those who want to sign up, go to the sports committee to sign up after class." The head teacher said, "Those who won the ranking will get a bonus, everyone should be more active, and hand over the list to me by Friday."

As soon as she finished speaking, the bell rang for the end of get out of class. She put away the things on the table and said "get out of class end", and the atmosphere in the class immediately relaxed.

He Yu's deskmate in elementary school has always been Li Fengran, without much change, but after entering junior high school, the deskmate has become a girl with a mushroom head and a round face, who is prone to blush and shyness, and usually doesn't communicate with He Yu very much, and after class, she becomes a girl with a round face and a mushroom head. Went to find her friend.

Li Fengran took his seat at the same table as usual.

"He Yu, do you want to participate in the sports meeting?"

"Do not."

"There is a bonus, it seems that No.1 has a hundred." Li Fengran said.

He Yu glanced at him from the corner of his eye: "Do you want to go?"

"Well, I think so." Li Fengran said, He Yu's birthday was coming soon, and he wanted to save some money to buy him gifts.

Li Fengran lay on the table, turned his head to look at He Yu, and said, "What project do you think I should apply for?"

"High jump, long jump."

"What about running?"

"Just run." He Yu didn't really want to hit him.

Li Fengran, who was already shocked by his "hopeless" tone: "..."

"Wang Ciyang invited us to watch a movie at his house on Friday, do you want to go?" Li Fengran changed the subject.

Wang Ciyang is a boy in their dormitory. He lives on the street. His family owned the rental video store they used to go to. They met before, but they didn’t speak a few words at that time. , We met again, and the relationship gradually deepened. A few times ago, they were invited to watch movies at his house, and they were all recently popular tapes, which were very interesting.

He Yu: "What movie are you watching?"

Li Fengran: "It should be a horror movie."

He Yu: "Whatever."

Most of the time, He Yu didn't have anything in particular he wanted to do, and Li Fengran could go with him if he wanted to.

He thought this time it was the same as before, just watching some movies casually.

It has been raining since noon on Friday. The sky is gloomy, and the rain fluctuates. In the evening, the long streets are wet with rain, and the potholes are full of water. In the humid weather, the air becomes Moist.

The rental video store at the entrance of the alley was lit with lights and music playing in the store. The boss was sitting at the cash register near the door to pack his things. The wind chimes rang at the door and the door opened from the outside.

"Dad, I'm back!"

"Hello, uncle."

"Good afternoon, uncle."

"Hello, uncle."

……

Seven or eight people filed in, carrying schoolbags and lining up, shouting "Hello, Uncle".

The man nodded in response, "Ah Yang, look at the shop in the afternoon, I'll go out for a while."

"Know it!"

The attic on the second floor has a wooden floor. The boys threw their schoolbags on the ground at the door and went in spontaneously to find a place to sit down.

Li Fengran sat on the cushion on the ground, leaned back, put his hands on the ground, looked sideways at He Yu, who was on the right rear, "My mother won't come back tonight, I'll go find you."

"Okay." He Yu said, "Today my mother makes braised pork, come for dinner."

"Braised pork... I'm a little hungry."

He Yu pulled the corner of his lower lip, "Save your stomach for dinner."

There are two or three students here that He Yu and Li Fengran are not very familiar with, but among the boys, they usually play around in a group of people, and they don't need to be familiar with everyone.

While the two were talking, Wang Ciyang had already put the videotape in, and some people got up to close the curtains, and some of them were gearing up, eager to try.

Because Li Fengran said it was a horror movie before, He Yu didn't think there was anything wrong with their state.

until the screen starts to play.

He Yu sat cross-legged, the picture on the TV flickered a few times, the faint blue light reflected on his face, the picture was normal at first, two couples were traveling on a deserted island, setting up a tent by the sea, followed by "Chasing me Come and follow me" plot.

A heavy rain made them return to the tent from the outside.

In the dim light, they lit candles.

It was raining patter outside, four people in two tents, different plots were staged, and the atmosphere gradually became uncomfortable.

A couple in a tent were chatting, but the man suddenly made a silent movement.

The wind was strong by the sea, and the rain was hitting the tent. Amidst the pattering rain, they heard some other movements. Afterwards, the picture here was not right.

He Yu: "..."

There was a delicate atmosphere in the attic. The little boys watched the TV without saying a word. He Yu looked around. Obviously, those people should know what they were doing before this.

He glanced at Li Fengran's profile, Li Fengran noticed his gaze, and turned his head to look at him, his fair and delicate face blushed, his eyes dodged, he pursed his lips, and bit the corner of his lips, apparently ignorant.

The little boys are in the stage of being curious about strange things, and if they accidentally touch the arms of the girls on weekdays, it is worth blushing and heartbeating, pure and simple, easy to guess.

He Yu has some understanding of these theoretical knowledge. He is not a real little boy after all. Regarding these things, the shyness he feels is not very deep, and his face is still expressionless.

Li Fengran was different, he was a little shy, a little curious, but also embarrassed to look at it.

The students next to him were blushing and had thick necks, and their breathing was a little heavy. Li Fengran pinched the hem of his clothes helplessly, feeling nothing but shyness.

When he turned his head and saw He Yu who was expressionless, he became even more shy, and he dared not look into He Yu's eyes.

"I didn't know it was this..." he whispered.

No one spoke in the room, only the voice from the video tape, in order not to attract the attention of others, Li Fengran kept his voice very low.

"Shall we go first?" Li Fengran asked.

They were not close to the door, and they had to pass through the crowd next to them, so it would be a bit embarrassing to say the least.

"Whatever." After He Yu finished speaking, he added to comfort him, "It's okay."

"Mmm...mm." Li Fengran squeezed his fingers.

In a dark room, halfway through the progress bar, the little boy with poor concentration has already started to cough and clear his throat.

When the crisp wind chime rang downstairs, Wang Ci hurriedly turned off the TV, took out the video tape, and hid it in the cabinet below, sweating on his forehead.

There was no one downstairs, but the wind came in through the crack of the door and blew the wind chimes.

It was still raining outside, but it changed from heavy rain to drizzle.

The little boys in the attic started to discuss. They all bent their legs and put pillows on them. The only two who didn't join the discussion were He Yu and Li Fengran.

The two were much more silent than the others.

He Yu was always like this, Li Fengran was shy, mixed with some inexplicable emotions, a little bit panic, I don't know if it was because of doing bad things, or something else, the whole person sat on the side, a little lost in thought.

"He Yu, what kind of girl do you like?" Someone asked curiously.

Several other people looked at him with interest, including Li Fengran.

"I never thought about it." He Yu said.

"Then think about it now, I don't believe you don't have a favorite type."

They insisted on asking, but He Yu said casually: "It's beautiful."

"Except for this? Like our Banbanhua?"

"Ban Hua" was named by them, the representative of the English class, the girls in the class are popular to read romance novels, the so-called products of youth literature and art literature, there are piles of class flowers on campus, so the boys in the class also jokingly choose beautiful "" Banhua".

Banhua is good-looking, but it's a pity that He Yu is blind and doesn't know how to appreciate it.

"Is she beautiful?" He Yu asked.

other people:"……"

"Where is Li Fengran, what do you like?" The man turned his spear to Li Fengran.

"Ah." Li Fengran was caught off guard, thought for a while, and said, "Let's focus on studying."

"It's so boring..."

"Do you have someone you like?"

"Ah, no, no." Li Fengran blushed.

"Eh... Don't say no, when you watched the movie just now, whoever you were thinking about is whoever you like."

"No..." Li Fengran said, not thinking about anyone, he just paid attention to He Yu's reaction out of embarrassment and shyness.

"Impossible, alas, what do you say, we won't say it."

They didn't dare to besiege He Yu, but they dared to besiege Li Fengran. Li Fengran's temper was much better than He Yu's, and he pissed off He Yu. His mouth can make people speechless.

"It's enough, it's almost enough," He Yu interrupted them in a calm voice, he turned his head and glanced at Li Fengran, Li Fengran caught his line of sight and lowered his eyes.

He Yu withdrew his gaze and asked the man: "The question is so clear, why, you want to chase him?"

"...Fuck, what the hell, hahaha."

When the group left, it was getting dark and the rain was still falling.

He Yu stood under the eaves, opened the umbrella, Li Fengran also opened the umbrella in his hand, the two walked back, Li Fengran was always a little absent-minded.

Li Fengran: "He Yu..."

"Hmm." He Yu tilted his head.

The upper half of Li Fengran's face was covered by the umbrella, he held the umbrella in his right hand, and held the strap of his schoolbag in his left hand, "Have you...that?"

"Which one?"

"That's...that, wash your underwear in the morning." Li Fengran's voice was as thin as a mosquito.

"Ah..." He Yu hasn't answered yet.

Li Fengran interrupted again: "Forget it, forget it, I don't, I don't want to know."

His face was as hot as boiled water, he was almost gurgling and steaming on the top of his head. He trotted forward, the water splashed up and wet the bottom of his trousers. I'm tingling.

He Yu looked at his back.

Ah...it's so easy to be shy.

The night sky is like a black net covering the city, and every house is lit up. On the corridor of the tube building, the orange light is illuminated. The air that has rained is fresh and filled with the smell of earth.

"Boom boom boom"——

There were three unhurried knocks on the door, and Li Fengran, who was writing the test paper inside the door, scratched the tip of the pen, drawing a long black handwriting on the white test paper.

"Li Fengran."

Through a door, the sound from outside the door penetrated, somewhat distorted.

Li Fengran opened the door from the inside, and He Yu was standing outside the door.

"Have you eaten yet?" He Yu asked.

not yet.

Li Fengran lowered his eyes and saw the bowl in He Yu's hand: "Yes, eat."

"Didn't you agree to come to my house for dinner tonight?"

Li Fengran smiled unnaturally and said, "I forgot."

He Yu stared at him for a moment, which made Li Fengran feel guilty.

"Is it because of what happened in the afternoon?" He Yu asked.

Li Fengran: "Huh?"

"What happened in the afternoon." He Yu said, "Don't mind."

"I don't, I don't mind."

"Don't you know that you will stutter when you are nervous and guilty?"

Li Fengran: "..."

He Yu: "Not yet."

Li Fengran: "...Huh?"

"I didn't get up in the morning to wash my underwear." He Yu said.

Li Fengran: "..."

With a "snap", the door closed, Li Fengran pressed his forehead against the door, and mumbled through a door:

"Ah! I even said I don't want to ask!"

"I thought you wanted to know." He Yu said, he raised his hand and knocked on the door twice, "Open the door."

After a while, the door quietly opened a crack.

He Yu passed the bowl containing the braised pork forward: "My mother asked me to bring it up for you, it has not been touched."

Li Fengran replied in a low voice: "Thank you."

He raised his eyelids and glanced at He Yu, "Really not?"

He Yu: "Well, really."

In He Yu's view, this is just a normal, natural physiological response to physical growth, so there is no shyness in discussing it.

It was also because he was too calm, which gave Li Fengran No. [-] Middle School the feeling that he was mature and experienced.

The smell of braised pork penetrated into Li Fengran's nose, which immediately aroused Li Fengran's appetite, and his stomach gurgled twice.

"Open the door, I won't go in." He Yu said, "Why are you so shy?"

"You think everyone is like you." Li Fengran hummed softly.

He Yu said he couldn't go in, but finally went in, and Li Fengran didn't stop him, and gently lifted the topic, and the awkward atmosphere quickly dissipated.

The braised pork was still warm, Li Fengran took out clean chopsticks, and under the braised pork, there was rice, full of grains, soaked in the sauce of the braised pork.

At the age of growing his body, Li Fengran was so hungry that he buried his head in eating.

He Yu: "Is it delicious?"

Li Fengran: "Well, Auntie is good at craftsmanship."

"My mother can't hear me praising her here."

Li Fengran understood the meaning of his words, licked his lips, and said, "Just transfer it to Auntie for me."

"Next time, I will say it myself." He Yu raised his phone and took a photo of him.

Li Fengran in the photo has not yet reacted, holding chopsticks in his hand, looking at the camera blankly.

"What are you shooting me for?"

"I want to shoot."

"Don't shoot, it's ugly." Li Fengran blocked it.

"No, it looks great." He Yu turned the phone around.

The photo appeared on the screen. Under the orange light, a young man with red lips and white teeth was sitting at the table, with messy black hair, clear and bright eyes, and chopsticks in his hand. The composition highlighted his clean aura.

Everyday and very warm.

Li Fengran leaned over and took a look, "Why don't you take pictures of yourself?"

"I don't want to shoot."

"Take a picture." Li Fengran subconsciously took a coquettish tone, "There are many pictures of me in the phone, and there are not many of yours."

"It's not like you can't see me."

"The photos are different."

He Yu gave a perfunctory "Yes" twice, and said that he would shoot again next time.

The room between the two returned to normal. When it was late, He Yu went downstairs with the cleaned dishes.

Li Fengran closed the door, stretched his waist, and turned around to take a shower to get ready for sleep.

In the sports meeting on Wednesday, Li Fengran finally applied for a 100-meter sprint. He didn't have enough endurance for long-distance running, but he was able to do a sprint. Before the sports meeting, he started to run on the playground every morning.

I don't know if it was because of watching the movie in the attic last Friday, Li Fengran began to pay attention to the girls around him, but he didn't seem to have the throbbing feeling that other boys said.

nothing special.

In his eyes, the girls seemed to be similar. Even if they came into contact with each other, they were very calm. At most, they would only feel a little embarrassed when dealing with unfamiliar girls. The shyness was not due to the good feelings between men and women.

He didn't know if it was the same for other people. He Yu was the only person who could get a close 360-degree reference without dead ends, and he had no reference value at all.

No emotion · He Yu has no interest in little kids.

The 100-meter sprint was arranged on the first day, and it was ranked higher in the morning of the first day.

"What should I do... I'm so nervous." Li Fengran held the number plate he received and pinned it to his clothes.

"Don't be nervous." He Yu said.

"Hahaha……"

Li Fengran's soul seemed to fly to the horizon, and he was not comforted at all.

"If you're really nervous, I'll run with you." He Yu said.

Li Fengran: "Really!?"

He Yu: "Yes."

In the school radio room, the campus radio read the speeches and the cheering scripts handed in by classmates. Li Fengran hadn't played yet, but he had already heard the cheering scripts written by his classmates, two or three in a row.

As the saying goes, don't steam steamed buns to fight for breath.

Li Fengran entered the stage, and He Yu stood in the inner circle to run with him.

The 100-meter sprint sprinted directly from the start, and it ended quickly. Li Fengran ran not slow, and He Yu could keep up with the inner circle. Let him take two steps, he just got up straight, took two steps forward, his left foot tripped over his right foot, and he jumped forward.

"Ah!" the girls exclaimed.

"Li Fengran!"

Several boys gathered around.

The runway was covered with a layer of sand, not a plastic runway. When he fell to the ground, Li Fengran's knee was directly scratched. He curled up and hugged his knee.

He had just finished running, his heartbeat hadn't subsided, and his throat was a little sore when he was panting, two boys helped him up, He Yu squatted in front, and he lay directly on He Yu's back.

"Are you okay?"

"It's all red, it seems to be bleeding."

He Yu: "I'll take him to the infirmary, you guys watch here."

After being carried by He Yu for a long distance, he didn't realize it.

"Let me down, I can go." Li Fengran said.

"Don't move around." He Yu said coldly, "Try hard."

Li Fengran didn't dare to move anymore, "Didn't you run around just now? Can you still move?"

"I'll throw you down if you can't carry it on your back." He Yu said.

Li Fengran: "..."

He hugged He Yu's neck.

He Yu: "Are you going to strangle me?"

Li Fengran relaxed and panted on He Yu's shoulder, and realized later, "Isn't it embarrassing for me just now?"

He Yu: "No, the fall is very handsome."

Li Fengran: "...Your words are not convincing."

"You want to ask." After He Yu finished speaking, he paused and said, "It's not shameful, really, I'm second."

Li Fengran thought for a while, "The second bonus seems to be fifty."

"Little money fan, doesn't it hurt?" He Yu touched the wound on his knee, and Li Fengran took a deep breath.

"Don't..."

In the second half of the journey, Li Fengran leaned on his shoulder sleepily. After he didn't speak, he felt the beating movement of his heart. He tilted his head and nose and rubbed against the side of He Yu's face. He Yu didn't respond. Look away.

After looking away, why should I feel guilty?So he turned his head back again, rubbed the tip of his nose against He Yu's side face again, and smelled He Yu's breath, it didn't smell bad, it had a little scent of the shower gel he usually used, Li Fengran rubbed his shower gel several times, so it was very pleasant familiar with the smell.

He was a little lost in thought.

"Don't move around." He Yu said, "Itches."

"Oh...oh!" Li Fengrante replied loudly, turning his head to the other side.

My face is so hot.

The wind was blowing gently, and Li Fengran let out a breath quietly.

It was too hot to run.

In the school sports meeting, it is inevitable that there will be injuries, those with sprained feet, those who fell, those who twisted their hands... There are all kinds of things, but it's still early. When He Yu walked over with Li Fengran on his back, there was no one in the school doctor's office.

Li Fengran's right knee was bruised, and there was only a little bit of broken skin on the left. After cleaning up the dust on it, applying some medicine, and taking care of it a little, it was almost done.

Li Fengran took a few glances at He Yu from the corner of his eye. He Yu kept looking down at the injury on his leg, and when he raised his eyes, he happened to catch Li Fengran peeking.

"how?"

"No." Li Fengran lowered his eyes and hugged his knees and blew.

"It hurts?"

"Still..." He wanted to say "it's okay", but the words turned around, "It hurts a bit."

"Don't get wet for these two days." The school doctor threw the cotton swab into the trash can.

He Yu and Li Fengran didn't leave immediately, they stayed in the school doctor's office, He Yu took a small fan and fanned his legs.

quite a while.

"What's going on with you these two days?" He Yu asked.

Li Fengran: "Ah? What's going on?"

He Yu suddenly turned his head and looked straight into his eyes.

Li Fengran's eyes dodged for a moment, and he lowered his eyes.

He Yu narrowed his narrow eyes.

Sure enough... they refused to look at each other.

Did you do something wrong?

"What, what's wrong?" Li Fengran asked.

He Yu stared at him for a long time.

"Turn your head." He Yu said.

Li Fengran: "What are you doing?"

"Turn around."

"Do not……"

Before Li Fengran finished speaking, He Yu's face was pressed against his face with two hands, he forced to turn his head, and looked at each other, the flesh on Li Fengran's face was squeezed together, his naive expression, crow-black eyelashes trembling slightly.

He Yu originally intended to make him turn his head, but after touching his face, he felt that the flesh on his face was very soft, so he couldn't help pinching it.

"Hmm." Li Fengran opened his eyes wide.

He Yu ravaged his face, let go of his hand, Li Fengran blushed a lot, he covered his face, "What are you doing?"

"Taking advantage of you." He Yu said.

Li Fengran: "..."

"If you are not convinced, I will take it back for you." He Yu turned his face to the side, with an expression of indifference.

Of course, Li Fengran didn't "take it back" in the end.

He didn't even have the courage to touch He Yu's face, because...

——Rainy day, the sound of pattering rain, the infirmary, the dim light, several conditions constitute a picture, Li Fengran looks at the opposite person a little shyly and curiously, always feels that something is wrong, but he can't tell what is wrong.

"...Want to kiss?" The other party took his hand and pressed it on his lips, "I'll take advantage of you."

Li Fengran couldn't see his face clearly.

He smelled the familiar scent of shower gel, and in a daze, he remembered that this was the scent of He Yu's body, because he had only smelled it not long ago.

Li Fengran suddenly opened his eyes.

The sound of snoring echoed in the dormitory, and it was still dark outside the window.

Li Fengran quietly sat up, his face was pale, he glanced anxiously at He Yu who was still asleep in the next bed, got up and got out of bed gently.

Just a week ago, he had a similar dream, but in that dream, he was in a small attic. He didn't see the face of the person in the dream clearly that time, but he felt vaguely familiar. After waking up from the dream, the dream was blurred To forget, only the feeling remains.

Afterwards, he began to pay attention to girls, but found that he was not as interested in girls as other boys. He felt very strange that everything was wrong, as if it was developing out of control.

Li Fengran got up and went to the toilet to change his underwear, it took him a long time to go out.

Before He Yu was fully awake, he felt a line of sight lingering on his face. Gradually, his perception of the outside world returned, and he opened his eyes. Immediately, he met Li Fengran's staring gaze.

The two looked at each other for a long time before Li Fengran seemed to come back to his senses, blinked and smiled, "Are you awake?"