The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

After the sports meeting, Li Fengran has been a little bit wrong recently, and he has been a little inattentive in class recently. He Yu asked him, but he didn't say anything.

During the break at noon, the two of them went to eat together, and there would always be other people joining in the middle of the meal. At first, He Yu didn't notice anything wrong, just thought it was a coincidence, but after many times, no matter how dull he was, he could still feel it. Got it out.

There were not many people in the lunch break classroom, and it was a little quiet. He Yu sat by the window, propped his chin, and looked out of the window. After a while, he retracted his gaze and landed on Li Fengran's position in the upper right corner.

Li Fengran seemed to be lowering his head while writing his homework.

He just wanted to get up and walk over, but Li Fengran got up first and walked towards the toilet outside. He Yu supported the table and sat back.

It's weird, kid.

【What's up with him? ] He Yu asked the system.

System: [Grow up. 】

He Yu: [Aren't you good at spoilers?Spoiler for me. 】

system:【……】

[You ask me about the things that have deviated from the original track long ago, and I don't know. 】The system said, and even if it didn't deviate from the original plot, Li Fengran's campus life at the stage of junior high school was just passing by.

He Yu: [You are really useless. 】

System: [Personal attack, reported it. 】

He Yu: [When I go back, I will report you for sabotage. 】

System: [...Don't spout blood! 】

He Yu: [You have to be a person first. 】

——Li Fengran was avoiding him.

Although it wasn't obvious, in other words, he was avoiding the two of them being alone.

It's kind of like entering the boredom period.

Do friendships have periods of weariness?

And this situation became more obvious after the National Day holiday.

"Fengran? He went out early in the morning, didn't he go out with you?" The woman leaned against the door with a cigarette between her slender fingers.

"No." He Yu said.

The woman frowned slightly, and asked He Yu if Li Fengran had been close to any girl recently.

He Yu thought about it, and found that in the past few days, his contact with Li Fengran had become very rare, and he said he didn't know.

Back at his home, He Yu looked at the homework on the table, feeling a little lost.

In the end... what happened?

During the National Day holiday, He Yu went upstairs to look for Li Fengran, was away for two days out of three days, and pretended not to be at home one day—once, He Yu saw Li Fengran’s house was brightly lit downstairs, so he went up and knocked on the door At that time, the lights inside were turned off again.

That day He Yu stood at the door for 5 minutes before turning around and going downstairs.

I can't tell what it feels like, I just feel it's very complicated, and I haven't slept much all night with my eyes open and looking at the ceiling.

[Why is he avoiding me? ] He asked the system.

System: [Maybe uncle is here. 】

He Yu: "..."

Maybe he asked the wrong person, He Yu turned over and took out his mobile phone from the bedside table, logged into the Penguin account, poked Liao Yuanyuan, Liao Yuanyuan was still asleep, and responded to the message in seconds.

[Liao Yuanyuan: He Yu or Li Fengran? 】

【He Yu: He Yu】

[Liao Yuanyuan: I don't believe it, unless you send me a photo]

The two chatted a lot of nonsense before He Yu got to the point and said that there was something he wanted to ask him.

【Liao Yuanyuan: Let's talk, let's talk】

【He Yu: I have a friend】

【Liao Yuanyuan: Hmm, and then】

[He Yu: The relationship between my friend and his friend is a bit stiff recently]

[Liao Yuanyuan: How stiff? 】

[He Yu: That's right, his friend, he hasn't paid much attention to him recently, and still avoids him, why? 】

[Liao Yuanyuan: Did he make his friend unhappy? 】

[He Yu: No, everything is normal]

[Liao Yuanyuan: Maybe... it means to be awkward, right? 】

[Liao Yuanyuan: The girl your friend likes likes you or something... But if the friend you are talking about is Li Fengran, Li Fengran is not that kind of person either]

He Yu: "..."

【How did he know I was talking about Li Fengran? ] He Yu asked the system.

The system is silent.

After the National Day holiday, the two returned to school. There seemed to be a floor between them all the time. Li Fengran stopped hanging around He Yu all day, and started to make friends and play with others. Laughing.

In the evening, He Yu took a shower and came out of the bathroom. He heard them fighting over there. He and Li Fengran met their eyes, and Li Fengran would react quickly to avoid them.

Too deliberate.

When they came home from school on Friday, the two of them were still together, but along the way, they never spoke more than one hand.

"I'll stop in front, you go back first." Li Fengran said.

He Yu asked him where he was going, and he said Internet cafe.

"Go and check the information, I'll go first." Li Fengran said goodbye to him with a smile.

It seems that nothing has changed, but it also has the meaning of whitewashing peace.

On the weekend, the two were at home, but no one was looking for the other, as if they had become unfamiliar again, although they still went to school together on Sunday.

"Squad leader, squad leader!" The girl with the ponytail called him twice.

He Yu looked away from the window, "What's wrong?"

"The head teacher asked you to go to the office." The girl said playfully, "What are you looking at? It's so beautiful outside."

"It's nothing." He Yu stood up and felt a gaze falling on him. He turned his head and met Li Fengran's eyes. Li Fengran did not avoid his gaze this time, and stared at him with cat-like eyes. ,as if……

He Yu remembered Liao Yuanyuan's words, and glanced at the girl. She was the representative of the English class, the "class flower" of their class. He Yu remembered that one time last week, Li Fengran chatted with the people in the dormitory and said that she thought she was good-looking.

The appearance of the representative of the English class belongs to the clean and pure type, which is so weak that it is easy to make people feel protective, which is the type that Li Fengran will like.

After discovering this, He Yu deliberately communicated with the representatives of the English class a few times this week, and found that every time Li Fengran would look at them directly.

After finding the reason, He Yu started to attack.

On Friday, Li Fengran didn't go home directly, and later in the evening, He Yu went to look for Li Fengran, but Li Fengran still didn't seem to come back.

The next day, He Yu went upstairs and blocked his door forcefully. When Li Fengran went out, he happened to bump into him, and subconsciously took a step back.

"Tell me." He Yu said, "Why are you avoiding me?"

Li Fengran: "I didn't, I didn't hide."

"You were at home last night, why didn't you open the door?"

"……I slept."

"Li Fengran, don't lie, you know I can tell."

After a long silence, Li Fengran's voice trembled at the end: "Then, can't you just pretend you don't see it?"

This is an admission, he is avoiding He Yu.

He Yu was stunned for a moment, it was the first time Li Fengran spoke to him in such a tone, in a somewhat forceful tone, he said slightly harsh and slightly hurtful words, and he didn't want to explain.

It's not being awkward, he really doesn't want to see him.

The corridor was quiet, and after a while, He Yu said, "No."

Li Fengran is not just anyone, and he can't treat him as indifferently as he treats others.

"He Yu..." Li Fengran held the door tightly, his fingertips turned white, his eyes suddenly turned red, and he looked at He Yu with round eyes.

"The reason." He Yu said, "At least, tell me the reason."

"If you really hate me that much, I won't look for you again." He Yu's tone was flat, but Li Fengran could tell that he was telling the truth.

"No...no..."

"Do you like the English class rep?"

"No." Li Fengran flatly refused and raised his head.

He Yu: "Why is that?"

Under He Yu's pressing step by step, tears welled up in his eyes, and the teardrops rolled down his cheeks, there was no way to tell him, there was no way to say such words.

"I..." He choked up, "I'm different... I'm different, He Yu, I'm different from others..."

Why, he is different... When he was a child, he was different.

The outliers are to be eliminated from the group.

Li Fengran couldn't control the surging emotions after forcibly enduring the emotional collapse for many days.

"I'm so scared..." Li Fengran sobbed, and threw himself on He Yu, hugging him tightly, like a drowning person hugging the only driftwood, "I'm so scared...He Yu...what to do...I what to do……"

He went to Internet cafes to do a lot of research, and he also learned some information about "this group", but very little, most of them were linked to "perverts". very hurt.

He thought that he had been with He Yu for too long, so he wanted to interact with others more, trying to distinguish their relationship clearly, and classify it as an "illusion", so that he could feel much better.

But it doesn't seem right to do anything.

After all, Li Fengran was still a boy of twelve or thirteen years old, he couldn't sort everything out one by one, no matter how precocious, facing such a thing, he felt infinite panic in his heart.

What should he do.

He was asking He Yu, and he was also asking himself.

Afraid it will always be like this.

I was so scared that I was about to collapse.

During this period of time, he dreamed that He Yu said disgustingly to him with a face full of disgust. After waking up in the dormitory, he couldn't help but stare at He Yu's face, not wanting to see his face with such a look on his face. look.

"He Yu...He Yu..." Li Fengran was crying so hard that he couldn't breathe, like a trapped animal, he could only let out a weak roar.

The last time I saw him cry so hard was in the second grade, when he was called Xiaoyezhong by outsiders in the toilet, but this time, it seemed to be more serious than that time.

As for He Yu, he had no idea what happened.

He asked him, but he cried even harder, afraid that he would not be able to breathe, He Yu patted his back and gave him comfort, "I will be by your side, it's okay."

"He Yu..." Li Fengran pinched the hem of his clothes and buried it on his shoulder, his voice was very nasal, "Have you been here all this time? Have you been here all this time?"

"Yes, I am." He Yu said, "When you want to see me, I will be here."

"I'm sorry... He Yu, I'm sorry..." He kept murmuring fragmentary words in his mouth, but refused to say anything else, the tip of his nose was red from crying, and the end of his eyes were moist.

He Yu stopped asking, just hugged him and patted his back.

After this time, the relationship between the two seems to have returned to the past. Li Fengran no longer deliberately avoids He Yu, but still eats with him, attends classes together, and does homework together, but occasionally accepts invitations from other friends, unlike before So sticky He Yu sticky tight.

Before he grew up, he already seemed to have a lot of worries.

In the first semester of junior high school, He Yu and Li Fengran became tablemates. Girls often wrote love letters to Li Fengran. He Yu saw it several times, and Li Fengran rubbed it and stuffed it into the drawer.

At that moment, he lowered his head every time, his broken hair covered his eyebrows and eyes, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

It seems that the original plot is on the same path, and the personality has become a bit gloomy, but most of the time, it is still sunny and cheerful.

He Yu began to lose sight of him, he had grown too fast in the past year and a half.

Occasionally, He Yu would receive a love letter, and Li Fengran would snatch it with a smile, and joked to see who wanted to have a puppy love with him. At that time, the smile was a bit fake, and He Yu didn't like it very much. Once he frowned and asked him to return the love letter. give him.

Li Fengran was stunned at that time, as if he had done something wrong, he handed the love letter to him.

Afterwards, He Yu wanted to communicate with him, but he acted like nothing happened.

Li Fengran changed slowly, in a corner that He Yu couldn't see.

Even if he sees him every day, he still feels that he has changed too fast.

And in the semester when he was about to enter the second year of junior high school, Li Fengran gave He Yu a pleasant surprise.

"I'm going to transfer schools." Li Fengran said.

The wind on the school roof was blowing, He Yu leaned his back against the guardrail, stared blankly, turned his head to look at Li Fengran, Li Fengran was facing outside, looking at the scenery downstairs.

The junior high school student began to grow slowly, Li Fengran's side face had clear outlines, his delicate facial features were leaning toward handsomeness, his eyelashes drooped, and he looked a little gentle.

This is the roof of the school cafeteria, with sundries piled up on it, the lock on the roof is broken, and sometimes couples come up for a tryst.

There was a smile on the corner of Li Fengran's lips, and the wind messed up his hair.

"Why?" He Yu asked.

"I want to go to a better place." Li Fengran only said, "In the past, elementary school just thought this place was close."

"Decided?"

Li Fengran is not such an unreasonable person.

Li Fengran: "Well, my mother is preparing to contact the school. She should wait for the summer vacation and go to the exam."

He Yu: "..."

"Can't bear to part with me?" Li Fengran smiled and patted him on the shoulder.

There seemed to be light in the clear eyes, with a faint expectation that he hadn't even noticed.

He Yu looked up at the blue sky, and missed the look in his eyes, "It's time to go to a better place."

It's just that after taking care of him for so many years, I'm getting used to it.

Picky eaters, squeamish, and prone to fever and illness, if I'm alone... can I do it?

Li Fengran's smile faded away, the light in his eyes dimmed a bit, and then the smile on his lips spread again, and he said softly "Yes".

This year's summer vacation went by extraordinarily fast.

Before Li Fengran left, He Yu asked him to take the mobile phone they bought together, so that he could make a call if there was anything wrong, and He Yu had a landline at home, so he could keep in touch frequently.

On the first night when Li Fengran arrived at the new school, he called He Yu. His voice sounded very happy on the phone, saying that the school cafeteria is much bigger than theirs. If he has time in the future, He Yu must go and have a look. .

He didn't know that He Yu had actually seen it in the past, during the summer vacation.

It was indeed very nice there, he could recall the places he was talking about one by one after listening to Li Fengran's description.

Li Fengran didn't call back often, and He Yu rarely did.

"He Yu, let's go play ball!" Someone shouted at the door of the classroom.

"Yes, it's here." He Yu stuffed the mineral water into the drawer.

After Li Fengran left, He Yu inherited his friends—the friendship between men can often be established without too much communication, and they can be familiarized in a game.

Without Li Fengran by his side, He Yu's daily activities became a lot less interesting, and he also responded to other people's invitations, which was completely fun to pass the time.

The system said that Li Fengran's test scores in the first month of the new school were very good, and the management over there was much stricter than here. It sounds like Li Fengran has adapted well.

The weather is good today, the sun is shining brightly, the teenagers on the court are sweating, the girl with the high ponytail is holding a book and passing by the edge of the court, a basketball goes straight to her, and the girl stops when she hears the exclamation next to her , looked sideways, and subconsciously blocked it with his hands.

"Bang bang, bang bang bang..."

The basketball was bouncing on the ground, the imagined pain did not come, the girl put down her hand, and saw the hand in front of her, slender and beautiful, with neatly manicured nails, and the sunlight penetrated through his fingers.

"Are you okay?" He Yu asked.

The girl came back to her senses, "It's okay, thank you."

"It's fine as long as it's okay." He Yu trotted over to pick up the ball, his slender limbs ran and stretched, which was pleasing to the eye.

In the stage of growing your body, you still need to exercise well, so that you can grow taller in the future.

"Damn it, luckily I didn't hit anyone."

"Yes, He Yu, the hero will save the beauty."

He Yu: "Just next to it."

"Isn't that Jiang Fanlu from Class 157..."

"That leg is really long."

He Yu didn't pay much attention to the name at first, but after the name rolled back and forth in their mouths a few times, it sounded familiar to him.

Jiang Fanlu, the girl Li Fengran liked in the novel's plot, can be regarded as the "heroine".

He turned his head and looked over, there was no girl in that place, someone hooked his shoulder and asked him what he was looking at with a smile.

"It's nothing." He Yu's heart and eyes were only on playing, "Are you still playing?"

I didn't notice what the girl looked like just now.

Gee.

That night, I don't know if it was the telepathy between the hero and the heroine or what, Li Fengran called back, and He's mother received the call and called He Yu out.

"Hello." He Yu put the receiver to his ear.

"He Yu." Li Fengran's voice came from the other end of the phone.

The two chatted a few words, most of which were about study topics, and they talked about trivial matters later.

"Are you used to me not being here?" Li Fengran stretched the ending, "Ah...I'm such a failure."

"Are there any pretty girls over there?"

"Why do you ask about this?"

"Ask." He Yu said, "Don't fall in love early."

"Who has a puppy love!" Li Fengran said, "The director here is a devil, he goes to the playground every night to catch people, not to mention puppy love, even if he has a heart, he is not a villain...and he is very busy studying."

The tone of his last sentence was a bit coquettish and complaining.

"I don't want to fall in love early." Li Fengran said.

He Yu: "Oh... doesn't your school have a couple's wishing pool? There are quite a lot of coins in it."

Li Fengran: "Yes, it is said that those who have made a wish will break up—"

He paused, "How do you know?"

He didn't seem to have mentioned anything about the wishing pool in their school.

He Yu chatted so relaxedly that he forgot, stuck for a few seconds, and said, "I heard that."

"who said it."

"Online post bar."

"Which post?" Li Fengran asked in detail.

He Yu: "..."

He Yu sighed compromisingly, "I took a look over the summer vacation and saw it."

Li Fengran was stunned for a moment, completely unaware of this matter.

He Yu also never mentioned a single word.

After hanging up the phone, Li Fengran leaned against the balcony of the dormitory. Behind the dormitory was the playground. The wind blew through his hair, and his overly long forehead hair covered his eyebrows. He closed his eyes and felt the breath of the wind blowing across his face.

After a while, he turned and went back to the dormitory.

"Li Fengran, can you lend me your notebook?"

"En." Li Fengran's voice was light, "It's on the table, take it yourself."

He climbs into bed.

"Did you go to bed so early tonight?"

"Ah."

Li Fengran lay sideways on the bed with his eyes closed. After a while, he took out a brown bear pendant from under the pillow and pinched it with his fingertips.

I miss him so much.

What should I do... He Yu.

This "like" is wrong and shouldn't exist. He thought that the distance could make him calm down slowly, and when he saw He Yu in the future, he could honestly treat him as a friend.

He did a good job. For the first two months, he had been devoting himself to his studies and didn't think much about those things at all. He promised his mother that he would get a scholarship and participate in competitions, so he was very busy.

But it seems... as soon as He Yu is contacted, a small matter, or even a word, can stir up waves on the calm sea, revealing the hidden traces that have never disappeared.

He is like a fledgling captain, driving a sailing ship, trying to leave the island engraved with the signature "He Yu". Not too far from the island.

City No. [-] Middle School has strict discipline, and students who are far away from home only return once a month. At the end of the month, Li Fengran simply took a few clothes and boarded the bus.

When the bus arrived at the stop, he got off the bus with his schoolbag on his back. When he got off the bus, he saw He Yu coming out from the direction of the school not far away. Got a girl.

He paused and hid behind the stop sign.

"He Yu, can we go for a walk together?" Jiang Fanlu, who was wearing a ponytail, said in a low voice.

He Yu: "We are not on the way."

He Yu glanced at the tall and thin boys behind her, who were staring at him covetously, they were Jiang Fanlu's suitors.

After the ball-blocking incident, he and Jiang Fanlu ran into each other at the noodle restaurant by coincidence. They met several times, and the two of them were able to exchange a few words.

But it's not enough to talk about friends.

"Please." Jiang Fanlu said, "Just walk out of the fork in front of you."

"Follow." He Yu's voice was cold, and he didn't say yes or no. He carried his schoolbag and walked outside the school. Jiang Fanlu was stunned for a moment, and immediately followed. The two walked out of the fork in the road. Jiang Fanlu thought He wanted to thank him, but He Yu didn't turn his head back.

There was no sun today, and the weather was a little gloomy. He Yu crossed the street and walked on the small road, when hurried footsteps sounded behind him, his eyes narrowed slightly, and the moment the other person climbed onto his shoulders, he directly elbowed the man's abdomen .

"Hiss..." Li Fengran bent over and bit his lip.

He Yu's face was blank for a moment, "Why are you?"

"Who do you think...?" Li Fengran held his stomach.

"No."

Seeing Li Fengran bent over, he asked, "Does it hurt?"

"It hurts." Li Fengran said in a nasal tone.

"Let me see."

"do not……"

"That's right." He Yu stopped, "It's in broad daylight, it's not appropriate."

Li Fengran: "..."

He said it as if he was doing something shady.

He Yu looked around, grabbed Li Fengran's wrist, and dragged him into the alley, and the two of them got into the alley.

Moss grew on the stone brick wall, and vines spread and fell from it. He Yu held the bag in his left hand, and Li Fengran in his right hand, walked inside, let go of his hands and turned his head, "It's fine here."

Can... what?

Before Li Fengran could react, He Yu lifted the hem of his clothes and looked at the place where he was hit by his elbow just now, there was a red spot, He Yu bent down and pressed his fingertips on it, Li Fengran took a breath and hid for a while.

"It hurts?"

"...Mmm." Li Fengran straightened his clothes, "It will be fine later...why are you so energetic."

"I didn't try hard—you're too delicate."

Li Fengran lowered his head, his earlobes were tinged with red: "Not squeamish."

No boy likes to be described as "squeamish", but He Yu doesn't think he hates it too much.

"Okay." He Yu's tone was lazy, obviously not taking it seriously.

"Hey—you still say I'm coquettish..." Li Fengran suddenly reached out and grabbed his neckline.

He Yu staggered twice in his direction with his sneakers on, and the distance between the two suddenly got very close, breathing on each other's faces.

Li Fengran's porcelain-white face was a little red, his slightly round eyes were staring, and his bright red lips were tightly pursed, unexpectedly - quite cute.

He Yu's heartbeat suddenly became chaotic.

It's been a while since I saw Li Fengran, it seems...it looks better, is it his illusion?

"That's it?" He Yu raised his hand against the stone brick wall, maintaining his balance, his limbs were slender, and this posture seemed to bind Li Fengran in his arms. He raised an eyebrow and asked him, "What can you do with me?" Sample?"

Li Fengran: "..."

Really can't do anything.

He took a step back, and the schoolbag was already attached to the wall.

The auras of the two were very different, Li Fengran was like a little white rabbit trapped in a corner by a wolf, trembling and not daring to move.

The hand holding He Yu's collar gradually lost strength, and he didn't dare to meet He Yu's eyes.

He Yu: "Speak."

Li Fengran: "...you seem to have grown taller."

Is this changing the subject?

He Yu snorted, "Yes."

He looked at how else he could talk.

Li Fengran asked: "Who was that girl just now?"

"Which one?"

"The school gate."

"You were there at that time?" He Yu asked, "Why didn't you call me?"

Li Fengran: "..."

He Yu felt that Li Fengran's expression was a little strange.

Li Fengran lowered his eyes, and after a while, he slid out from under He Yu's arms sideways, with his back to He Yu, with a relaxed tone.

"I'm afraid I'll disturb your date with your girlfriend." Li Fengran said, "Tell me not to fall in love early, it's better for you."

He Yu tilted his head to look at his back.

"Da da"--

After two consecutive footsteps, He Yu embraced him from behind, "What girlfriend?"

"Long hair, big eyes, melon-seeded face, and small mouth." Li Fengran said with emphasis, "The one——beautiful."

He Yu: "I didn't talk about it."

"Who knows."

"No talk."

"Oh——then we went for a walk together on purpose. It's a good relationship."

"what's wrong with you?"

"What's the matter?"

"It's like being jealous of a little girl."

Li Fengran: "..."

He walked forward sullenly.