The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

The night was thick, the corridor of Tongzilou was lit up, Li Fengran didn't tell his mother about going home, and his mother won't come back tonight.

"I really didn't say, what's the matter with you two?" Liao Yuanyuan's rambling voice came from the white phone, "It was sad that I left, but I thought you two were still together——ah, Li Fengran, why are you Do you still hate the poor and love the rich!?"

"Loving the poor and loving the rich is not how to use it," He Yu said.

Liao Yuanyuan: "You don't care about us being scumbags."

He Yu: "Okay, you continue."

"What did I just say?" Liao Yuanyuan asked.

"Hate the poor and love the rich." He Yu reminded him.

He was sitting at the desk in Li Fengran's room, leaning against the back of the chair in an unsettled manner, with one leg resting on the stool and a book on his lap.

Li Fengran was writing the test paper on the side.

"Ah yes, I hate the poor and love the rich." Liao Yuanyuan said, "Now the three of us are separated."

"Didn't you say that you have a girl you like recently?" Li Fengran asked.

Liao Yuanyuan: "Damn it, don't change the subject for me... Hehe, but I'm already going to Q, alas, let me tell you..."

In the next 5 minutes, Liao Yuanyuan used his barren language to describe how beautiful and cute the girl was, and she had a sweet smile. Liao Yuanyuan loved the sweet girl.

Seven or eight minutes later, there was the sound of the door opening from Liao Yuanyuan's end, plus the sound of his mother cursing.

"I'm still playing with my mobile phone, playing with my mobile phone every day, let's see what you did in this test, you still have the face to play..."

"Oh, mom, it hurts..."

"beep……"

The phone hangs up.

In the room, He Yu and Li Fengran looked at each other, and finally confirmed that Liao Yuanyuan probably won't call again in a short time.

The two were doing their own thing, He Yu didn't pay much attention to the book, glanced at the book, and then looked at Li Fengran thoughtfully. In fact, Li Fengran said before that he wanted to go to a better school, and He Yu didn't think too much. letter.

This didn't happen in the original plot. He went to this school for both junior high school and high school, but his state at that time was not quite right.

Even Li Fengran's mother suspected that he had fallen in love early and lost love again.

So He Yu couldn't say anything about keeping him, and he couldn't ask him why—on that day a year ago, he cried like that, which really made He Yu unable to bear to ask the bottom line.

Later, He Yu thought about what happened during that time many times, but he found nothing.

It seems like a sensitive topic, and no one has touched it.

If it has nothing to do with him, but it seems to be closely connected with him. If it has something to do with him, He Yu can't remember what he did during that time to make Li Fengran so sad.

At a certain stage, he even suspected that the system had tampered with his memory, but 067 told him very seriously that the system did not have that kind of authority, so he didn't continue to think in that direction.

Li Fengran was writing his homework and felt the gaze behind him.

He Yu: Stare at——

Li Fengran tapped the pen tip on the test paper a few times, leaving a few small black dots.

He Yu: Stare at——

After Li Fengran finished a question, He Yu changed his posture and continued to stare at——

"What are you doing?" Li Fengran asked in a low voice.

He Yu: "Huh?"

Li Fengran: "What do you see me doing?"

He Yu: "I'm reading a book."

Li Fengran tilted his head to the right, "Obviously he was looking at me..."

He Yu: "Still angry?"

"Why are you angry?" Li Fengran asked.

He Yu: "Talk about you being like a little girl in the afternoon."

Li Fengran: "...Don't just tell me and I'll forget."

"Oh." He Yu said softly, "Then...it's been so long, can't you let me see?"

Li Fengran tightened his fingertips and his heart throbbed. His words were like a drop of water falling on the calm lake, causing ripples.

He does not mean that.

Li Fengran lowered his head, unable to read a single word on the test paper.

The mobile phone beside him beeped, and Li Fengran took it and opened it. After a glance, he found that it was a classmate who came to look for He Yu. He and He Yu had been sharing a Penguin account, and He Yu didn't bother to apply for another one.

There are a few more strangers on the Penguin, no notes.

"Who are these?" Li Fengran asked.

He Yu: "Huh?"

"They asked you if you want to play tomorrow." Li Fengran showed He Yu the phone screen.

He Yu: "No."

"who are they?"

"Played a few times." He Yu said, "No notes."

The main thing is that I don't remember their names too much. We are all friends who only play golf. Maybe we will not play together after playing once.

Li Fengran: "..."

He gripped the phone tightly. He didn't know how many things happened and how many people approached He Yu during his absence.

As if turning around was an oversight, and when he turned his head again, there was someone else standing beside He Yu.

Li Fengran lowered his eyes, "Playing ball? Didn't you dislike playing before?"

"You're not here." He Yu didn't notice his abnormality, and said, flipping through the book on his lap, "I have nothing to do, let's go play."

——You are not here.

These words stabbed Li Fengran's heart.

It's normal for He Yu to make other friends.

But...he regretted it a little.

From the moment he saw He Yu, he felt a little regretful.

After a few short days off, Li Fengran returned to No. [-] Middle School of the city.

In December, the contact between the two began to become more frequent, and the monthly phone bill would cost a lot. He Yu always received calls from Li Fengran at home on weekends. Their relationship seemed to have returned to the closest "friend" stage before.

Li Fengran lay in bed every night, habitually took out his mobile phone, and looked at the photo of him and He Yu on it.

Once on a Friday, Li Fengran fell ill and took leave of absence to lie in the dormitory. When his roommate came back at night, he was in a daze.

He Yu was on the phone, and Li Fengran's roommate was on the opposite side. He said that Li Fengran was sick and kept muttering He Yu's name, so he called for him.

He also asked if he was Li Fengran's brother or something.

He Yu said no.

The next day was the weekend, so He Yu went to City No. [-] Middle School to take a look at Li Fengran. At that time, Li Fengran was lying on the bed, and He Yu pushed him twice. He was still a little irritable, with a bit of hostility—— He seems a little different from before.

He lifted the quilt and saw He Yu, the expression on his face changed a few times, and he returned to normal, and the strange feeling that He Yu had just felt dissipated.

"Why are you here?" He was a little surprised and surprised.

He Yu: "I'm afraid you will die of illness and no one will care about you here."

Li Fengran: "..."

"I told you before that I'm in charge of you." He Yu said, "I brought you some fish soup, made by my mother, get up and drink."

Li Fengran originally wanted to get up and take He Yu to the school for a stroll, but He Yu forced him to lie down on the bed, telling him not to mess around, and then Li Fengran fell asleep in a daze, and when he woke up, He Yu was gone, so leave him I wrote a note telling him to take good care of himself.

Li Fengran read the simple words for a long time.

He seemed to have no way to escape from that island, and he hated everyone who approached that island.

At the end of this year, on the night of New Year's Eve, the three of He's family were having a reunion dinner, something happened upstairs, there was a lot of noise, "bang bang bang" and the sound of things being thrown, He Yu followed He's mother up. took a look.

In the corridor on the fifth floor, many people have already poked their heads out to look.

There was a faint voice coming from the door.

He Yu just heard a few vague words, such as "it can't be changed", "you want to rebel", "it's up to you", and then the door was opened.

"Who is it?" The female voice came out clearly.

The young man with red lips and white teeth at the door was slender, and he couldn't hide it even in heavy cotton clothes. At this moment, his face was covered with clouds, and his delicate eyebrows and eyes were gloomy.

Inside the door, a woman is sitting at a table smoking a cigarette.

Mother He gave He Yu a look.

"Why do you..." As soon as Li Fengran started talking, he almost understood, it's strange if he didn't know about such a big movement.

"Do you want to go out?" He Yu was so considerate that he didn't ask him what happened.

Li Fengran: "...um."

"Go sit with me?"

"No."

"Then where are you going? Internet cafe?"

"..."

"If you don't want to go home, let's go for a walk." He Yu said.

He Yu walked in front, Li Fengran hesitated for a second, followed, the two of them didn't go too far, there was snow on the ground, they walked into a winding alley, one in front and one behind.

"How did you do in the final exam?" He Yuha let out a sigh of relief, putting his hands in his pockets.

"It's okay." Li Fengran was not in a good mood, and he jumped out word by word.

"I heard that you won the first place again."

"Ah."

"That's very good."

Li Fengran glanced at his back, "Aren't you also number one."

"Shiyi Middle School is different from mine." He Yu said, "The difficulty of the questions is different."

Li Fengran didn't speak, he didn't know why, he felt that if He Yu was also in No. [-] Middle School, he could also win the first place.

He Yu usually seems to have no interest in anything, but it seems that as long as it is something he wants to do, he will not fail to do it.

"He Yu."

"Ok?"

"Am I bad?"

He Yu stopped in front and turned sideways, "Who said that?"

"No one said, I want to hear from you."

"The word poor is not suitable for you."

"Really..." Li Fengran's drooping eyelashes trembled.

There was a faint sound of firecrackers coming from a distance, but there were no people in this area. The snow under the feet was covered with mud, and it could never return to its former whiteness.

"Don't deny yourself." He Yu said, "If you want to do it, there is nothing you can't do."

"What can't be done?" Li Fengran said softly, "What if it's wrong?"

"Is there something you really want to do?" He Yu asked.

Has it reached the stage of juvenile neurosensitivity?Commonly known as the rebellious period.

All that He Yu could think of, what Li Fengran wanted to do was to be under pressure from studying, skipping classes, smoking and drinking.

"Do you have someone you like?" Li Fengran suddenly changed the subject.

He Yu replied subconsciously: "No."

"Let's go, didn't you mean to take a walk?" Li Fengran raised his foot.

"Do you have someone you like?" He Yu asked.

"Well, I have it." Li Fengran said, "It's not like I like it, I'm not sure yet."

He Yu: "..."

This answer was beyond his expectation, he couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and stood still for a moment.

"Why are you still not sure?" He Yu asked.

Li Fengran smiled for the first time tonight, half-lidded his eyes a little shyly, "Because the situation is more complicated - I won't affect my studies."

He Yu: "Who is it?"

"I can't tell you yet."

It can't be said that he is not afraid of others knowing, but he can't let He Yu know.

He Yu: "..."

He let out a light breath.

Who is it?

... Jiang Fanlu?

There were no street lights in the alley, and the light was dim. The two of them finally went back because Li Fengran stepped into a puddle on their own.

He went back to He Yu's house, changed into a pair of his pants, and didn't go back at night. The two of them slept since childhood. Although they didn't sleep for a while, they didn't feel any embarrassment.

The relationship between Li Fengran and his mother is at a standstill.

This was a continuous war after the quarrel on New Year's Eve, but no one outside knew what they were fighting for. Mother He asked He Yu to ask, but He Yu couldn't find out.

A few days after the end of the year, Li Fengran was going to participate in the training camp, and the relationship between mother and son did not ease. Li Fengran's living expenses were handed over to He Yu by He's mother, and He Yu handed it over to him.

When Li Fengran received the living allowance, the expression on his face was a bit incomprehensible. In the end, he only smiled at He Yu and said "Thank you".

The two were not in the same school, and Li Fengran was nervous about his studies, so the number of times he met was far less than before. After the second semester of the second year of junior high school started, He Yu felt bored.

In addition to studying every day, he only has to play ball with his classmates. He doesn’t participate in some of the “group activities” of the boys. Sometimes the last class is physical education, and the boys go back to the dormitory to watch small movies. Now It is very convenient to watch small movies on the smartphone screen.

At that time, He Yu was sitting on the side reading a book. For a while, he was laughed at as "frigid". He Yu said lightly that it was better than being in heat all day, and then he was besieged.

He has a colder temper, but he is not out of gregariousness. Only after getting acquainted with him will he realize the casualness under the cold appearance. Most of the time, his indifference is just laziness to deal with others.

In their day-to-day life, they soon entered the third year of junior high school.

The teenagers have swollen bodies. Compared with the image of the kid at the beginning, most of the boys in the third grade of junior high school have already begun to grow taller.

Most of the second half of the semester of the third year of junior high school was spent on reviewing. Li Fengran was very busy there. If he wanted to ask what he was busy with, he was busy studying. He Yu went to his school to find him a few times, and every time he came back, he went straight to He Yu. Yu School, sometimes when He Yu hadn't finished his last class, he left them at the door of their classroom to watch.

Li Fengran basically knew people in the class. The head teacher sometimes met him and called him to chat in the office. He transferred to another school for two years and got along well with the classmates in the original class. The classmates sometimes chatted in the group , will @ him from time to time.

Li Fengran picked He Yu up from school, and He Yu occasionally carried his schoolbag for him, and was teased by others that his "girlfriend" came to pick him up again.

Every time Li Fengran was cheerful and cheerful, He Yu didn't bother to refute, and just glanced at that person lightly.

It is well known that He Yu and Li Fengran have a very good relationship.

As the third grade of junior high school is approaching the senior high school entrance examination, the class teacher said that the relationship in junior high school is the purest. In the future, there will probably be no such pure love between classmates. Everyone is at the most ignorant age, and they grow up together. When taking graduation photos, many people cried. of.

When filling out volunteers for the high school entrance examination, Li Fengran asked He Yu repeatedly where he would fill in. He Yu said he would stay here, and asked Li Fengran where he was going, but Li Fengran said he was not sure.

Li Fengran didn't mention which school to take the exam, He Yu took it for granted that he would continue to stay in his school.

High school starts.

People in the corridor were running around, He Yu was carrying his coat, sideways avoiding the two chasing classmates, looked up at the sign of the classroom, and walked in.

New classmates, new classes.

"Yo, He Yu!" Someone waved his hand.

He Yu looked up and saw a familiar junior high school classmate. He walked over naturally and sat in the corner next to the back door wall.

The girls in front had their hair cut and glanced back from time to time.

"Who is that?"

"He Yu, the one who always comes first in junior high school exams."

"Ah! He, Xueba, handsome guy with single eyelids, fuck me, I thought he was a nerd."

"I told you before, handsome..."

"Do you have a girlfriend?"

"Don't even think about it, there's no time for other Xueba to fall in love."

"I'll just ask..."

"He really doesn't look like a school bully."

"why?"

"The face is so pretty—and it's so attractive, I feel like I can be a school bully with a stick."

"Pretend to be aggressive." A boy next to him interjected.

……

"Did you watch the video I sent you yesterday?" the boy asked He Yu, shaking the stool.

He Yu yawned, "What video?"

"I forwarded it to you on QQ."

"Oh... I didn't log in yesterday." He Yu said.

He Yu didn't buy a mobile phone before the third year of junior high school. He's parents asked him, and he said no, but He Yu's mother still gave him one after he graduated from junior high school. However, he doesn't use it very much every day, and generally has no specific needs to contact. people.

The white mobile phone was stored in Li Fengran's place. He Yu and Li Fengran have always shared the same number, and everyone who added their number knows this.

"You two don't distinguish between you and me." The man complained.

"Yeah." He Yu replied without much energy, tilted his head, and didn't think about what the man said in detail.

"You..." The man was about to say something when he raised his head and paused.

The noise in the classroom became louder again, comparable to that in the vegetable market.

"What..." He Yu raised his eyelids, and the next moment, his pupils constricted.

An arm stretched out in front of him and hugged him directly. The warmth and body weight of the person came from behind him.

"Ha! Are you speaking ill of me?" A familiar voice came from beside my ear.

He Yu's hand was already clasped on his wrist reflexively, before he could exert any force, he loosened it again.

A faint fragrance of laundry detergent came in, Li Fengran lay on his back, wrapped his hands around his shoulders, his slightly long forehead hair covered his eyebrows, and his eyes were filled with a smile.

He Yu turned his head and smelled the light fragrance from his neck.

"Why are you here?"

"Me?" Li Fengran sat on the table next to He Yu, "I'm in this class."

He Yu: "?"

"Aren't you happy to see me?" Li Fengran asked.

Prior to this, Li Fengran had never mentioned this matter at all, obviously it was premeditated and deliberately concealed.

He Yu raised his eyebrows: "Happy."

"Yo, the 'girlfriend' is here." The person next to him joked.

Li Fengran casually picked up a pencil case on the table and threw it on the man, "Be careful with what you say."

"Mine." He Yu turned the pen in his hand.

The man caught the pencil case and offered it with both hands, "Well, I have chased my husband here."

"What chasing husband?" His classmate at the front desk came over after hearing the melon.

"The two of my classmates in junior high school have a good relationship."

"Oh?"

"He, Li Fengran, comes to pick He Yu up from school every day."

"Isn't it a class?"

"Hey, there was an awkward fight in the first grade of junior high school, and he transferred to another school in the second grade of junior high school."

"Why are you arguing?"

"He, He Yu, sits firmly on the number one throne all year round, hooking three and four—"

Seeing that his words became more and more outrageous, Li Fengran threw the pencil case over again.

He Yu: "..."

The man smiled and offered the pencil case with both hands.

Li Fengran: "You said that it is more reliable for me and him to fight for the first place in the grade."

The so-called frankness is friendship, Li Fengran was not frank at all when he was joked about, but he didn't show it on his face.

From the corner of his eye, he looked at He Yu who was holding a pen in a pen bag, and poked him, "You don't care."

"Yo yo, He Yu, you don't care!" Li Fengran's words were heard by that person, and that person started to boo.

"What do you do?" He Yu put his hands on his neck and turned his neck, "Do you want to do it?"

"Don't, I'll be beaten if you do it? I'm not a cheapie."

He Yu sneered, and after the man made a fuss, he turned his head and exchanged information with the new front desk.

He Yu lowered his eyes and pulled the zipper of the pencil case, his open facial features were more aggressive than before, he asked, "Why didn't I hear you say this before?"

"I want to give you a surprise." Li Fengran said, "Surprise?"

"Yes..." He Yu thought for a while and said, "It's quite a surprise."

He got up, and Li Fengran also got up and followed behind him.

Li Fengran: "Where are you going?"

"Toilet." He Yu paused at his feet, tilted his head to the side, his face had a clear outline, his nose bridge was beautifully curved, and his thin lips parted slightly, "Why? Do you want to go together?"

"Okay." Li Fengran smiled, the wind blew the broken hair on his forehead, and Li Li's eyebrows and eyes were as gentle as the sunshine in spring, "Then let's go together."

He Yu: "The girls only go to the bathroom together."

"I don't mind if you want to be a little girl." Li Fengran said.

He Yu: "..."

"He Yu." Li Fengran walked beside He Yu.

When they got close, the height difference between the two was not much different.

He Yu: "What are you doing?"

"Teach me how to play." Li Fengran said.

He Yu: "Don't teach, learn by yourself."

Li Fengran: "Why!?"

He Yu: "Trouble."

Li Fengran turned his head and blinked at He Yu, his red lips were pursed, and his eyes were shining with water.

He Yu: "..."

The two of them went to the toilet, and the men's toilet entered and exited quickly, so there were not many people inside. He Yu found a place and stood up to go to the toilet.

The sound of metal zippers echoed in the empty toilet.

He Yu's forehead twitched twice, and he looked sideways at Li Fengran who was standing beside him, "Come over."

Li Fengran turned his head, pretending to be cute: "Why?"

He Yu: "It's a little in the way."

"You wouldn't pee on me, would you?" Li Fengran said.

He Yu: "..."

He always felt a strange gaze fall on him.

In the end, He Yu promised Li Fengran to teach him how to play, and Li Fengran moved over.

After going to the bathroom, He Yu turned his head to wash his hands. Li Fengran was much more well-behaved at this moment, he didn't say anything, and stood at the sink beside him washing his hands, his earlobes glowing red.

"When did you come back?" He Yu asked.

During the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, Li Fengran said that he had to deal with some matters, but he didn't go back to Tongzilou. He didn't say anything in detail, but only said that it was related to his home.

"A week ago." Li Fengran said, "In order to surprise you, I endured a week and didn't go to you, but your reaction...was too plain."

He muttered a little dissatisfied with the last sentence.

"No." He Yu said, "I was ecstatic, uncontrollable, and extremely excited—it's just that you can't see it."

After the voice-changing period, He Yu's voice became deeper and colder, revealing a high-level abstinence quality, and he spoke in an extraordinarily serious manner.

He said these words in a serious manner, and Li Fengran was stunned for a few seconds. After a few seconds, Li Fengran realized that he was teasing him, and grabbed his neck, "Really? Then you still... hide well good."

He Yu: "Ah, yes."

To be honest, the moment I saw Li Fengran, I was pleasantly surprised, and then I guessed the reason why he appeared here.

It was probably due to the tacit understanding and telepathy that we have known for a long time. Before that, when Li Fengran chatted with him, there was always a sign that he was holding back some energy and was about to use it, so if he was too surprised, he was not.

But happy is really happy.

The two walked to the door of the classroom. Instead of entering through the main entrance, they crossed the main entrance and reached the back door. The moment they stepped in, they heard a crisp female voice.

"He Yu!"

He Yu looked up, and at the table in front of him, Jiang Fanlu was wearing a high ponytail, showing that beautiful oval face, and raised his hand and waved.

The curvature of Li Fengran's lips dropped.

He Yu nodded and sat down in his seat.

"Have you prepared for the first year of high school?" Jiang Fanlu asked.

"Not yet." He Yu said, "I can't borrow books."

Didn't really think about previewing at all.

"This—" Jiang Fanlu put a pen on his desk, "Thank you for your pen for the last exam."

"fine."

"What pen?" A hand came in horizontally and snatched the pen.

It was a very ordinary gel pen with a transparent casing and a black grip.

"Ah." Jiang Fanlu raised his head and glanced at Li Fengran.

She met Li Fengran a few times, but she didn't say much. She only knew that he was a friend of He Yu. When Li Fengran asked, she answered subconsciously, "My pen refill was broken last time, and He Yu lent it to me."

"Oh……"

The pen twirled around in Li Fengran's slender fingers, just a simple movement of playing with the pen, smooth and beautiful.

"I haven't bought a pen yet." He said, smiling brightly at He Yu in a harmless manner, shaking the pen in his hand, "Can you give this to me?"