Xiu Erdai's daily essays

0509_ as if being tricked

The intersection of Feng Qiang and Chai Du is actually a series of single arrow stories.

The young Feng Qiang had an unrequited love for his neighbor sister, Chai Du had an unrequited love for Feng Qiang, and then Sun Zhongsi had an unrequited love for Chai Du, and behind Sun Zhongsi there were people who had unrequited love for her. s husband.

Feng Qiang's unrequited love for the neighbor's sister was noticed by the neighbor's sister, and she was cited as a little pride to prove her own charm, while Chai Du's unrequited love for Feng Qiang, Feng Qiang was completely unaware, and even didn't know the existence of Chai Du. .

There are many things that Feng Qiang doesn't know. For example, he actually saved Chai Du's life, although to him, he only saw strange bloodstains and associated it with the sensational serial murder case at that time, so he called the police.

Afterwards, the police thanked him for the clues, but due to the seriousness of the case and Feng Qiang’s youth at the time—just graduated from elementary school—the police did not tell him much about the case. Later, when he grew up, he was allowed to know about it. , he has no interest in knowing and has almost forgotten.

So Feng Qiang never knew that because of the clues he provided, the police rescued Chai Du, who was already being skinned alive, at a critical moment. Then fall in love with him.

When he finally came out of the shadow of the trauma in his heart, Chai Du plucked up the courage to walk up to Feng Qiang, wanting to say thank you to him, but when he was about to speak for a few seconds after cheering himself up, he heard Feng Qiang getting impatient Said: "Excuse me, I'm in a hurry."

That day was the day when Feng Qiang's neighbor sister publicly admitted her love affair.

Afterwards, as if being teased, every time Chai wanted to talk to Feng Qiang, Feng Qiang was too busy to talk to passers-by. It was not until Chai Du was drugged that Feng Qiang was in a normal state. If Chai Du was also in a normal state that day, Then they finally established diplomatic relations after many twists and turns, but unfortunately...

At that time, when Chai Du, who was tortured by the drug, saw that the room she accidentally broke into belonged to Feng Qiang, she was secretly happy when she was embarrassed. Although Feng Qiang's decisive departure disappointed her, it was not surprising. When there was a knock on the door shortly after Qiang left, Chai, who was no longer clear about his mind, thought it was Feng Qiang who had returned, opened the door happily, and welcomed in Sun Zhongsi, who had been attracted to her when she was still undergoing psychotherapy.

What a mess.

After having an accidental relationship with Sun Zhongsi, Chai Du's mental state was not good. At this time, she got the incense burner. The process of getting it was that she saw it at a roadside stall at night, bought it, and couldn't put it down.

After placing the incense burner at home, the next day she found that there was an extra incense beside the incense burner. She ignited it mysteriously and watched the incense slowly burn out in fascination. I ignored it and pushed me into the fire pit, how could I not pull you down with me?"

0510_morbid

Halfway through the data research, I was still wondering, where did the mission office get this data, and why did Chai Du know what he said and what expression he had when he was alone at home?Just thinking about it.It was only when I saw the back that I suddenly realized that this time it wasn't that the lower limit of the mission was low, it was that Sun Zhongsi was too perverted.

She actually put her under surveillance when Chaidu was still treating her psychological trauma.The large amount of information about Chaidu obtained by the mission office was actually copied directly from Sun Zhongsi. Perhaps the person who provided the information felt that the information was too easy to come by, and he was a little sorry for the price, so he also included some of Sun Zhongsi's information as a gift.

This eldest lady is fine in other aspects, she is arrogant, willful, arrogant and unreasonable, they are all common problems, there is only one big problem, she is obsessed with the sick Chai Du.

Not morbidly infatuated with Chaidu, but morbidly obsessed with Chaidu.

Sun Zhongsi fell in love at first sight with Chai Du, who was suffering from psychological trauma and pain, and then it was out of control.She was very sorry for Chai Du's recovery. Later, she found that Chai Du, who was holding the incense burner, had returned to sickness again. She was so happy that she couldn't help but celebrate Feng Qiang to death.

Chai doesn't even like Sun Zhongsi, but Sun Zhongsi reminds her of the murderer who almost tortured and killed her back then, but on the other hand, Sun Zhongsi's behavior against Feng Qiang makes Chai feel that she and Feng Qiang are getting closer.Later, Chai couldn't tell whether she wanted Feng Qiang to be like herself, or simply wanted Feng Qiang to be unlucky or even die.

For Feng Qiang, Chai Du only has one obsession left: he can't live well when she is in pain.

The censer turned Chai Du's obsession into suppressing Feng Qiang's fortune, and the successful suppression made Chai Du pay the price of his sanity.Her spirit became more and more trance, her thoughts became more and more chaotic, and then her obsession became deeper, and Feng Qiang was suppressed even more, and the reaction on herself made her more uncomfortable.

In addition, Zhuotao disrupted the situation in the middle, and Feng Qiang turned to Yinyangmen for help. The influence of the incense burner on Feng Qiang became smaller, but the impact on Chaidu became greater due to the power of the rebound, making Chaidu more and more in line with Sun Zhongsi's aesthetics.When Sun Zhongsi was in a good mood, he suppressed Feng Qiang more vigorously, so that although he was not affected by luck, the real money and power were enough to make him fall into the quagmire and it was difficult to get out, which also made Chai Du feel at ease, thinking that the incense burner was protecting him.

Generally speaking, Feng Qiang is indeed innocent, but although Chai Du's hatred of Feng Qiang is undesirable, and there is a sense of self-inflicted, but overall she is also a victim, at least her self-inflicted should not be cut off directly her future.

0511_Share

I took another seed provided by Planting Peak, and went to Chaidu's ward to visit her after she fell asleep, let the seed absorb all her painful experiences, and after seeing her expression become peaceful, I sneaked into Sun Zhongsi's room , put the seed full of painful memories of Chai Du into Sun Zhongsi's mouth, watched her swallow it, and watched her fall into a nightmare.

This seed is named "Sharing Seed".There is a chicken soup saying that sharing the pain of one person will be halved by two people.Chicken soup is nonsense, but Changfeng's products are reliable.

The painful experience of being sucked away by the shared seeds will be forgotten by the person concerned, and Chaidu can still remember it after thinking about it carefully, but it will seem to be separated by a layer of veil, hazy and unreal, as if it is not experienced by oneself, but more like an observation other people's experience.

Sun Zhongsi, who was infused with painful memories by the sharing seeds, will experience the painful memories of Chaidu from the perspective of Chaidu in her sleep. After waking up, the dream will still be imprinted in her memory, and the more she wants to forget, the more unforgettable it becomes.

In addition, it is also possible to set the sharing seeds so that Chai Du can retain the memory of these events, but cut off the resulting emotions. At the same time, Sun Zhongsi can't remember the specific events experienced in his sleep, but the negative emotions can't be shaken off.

I set it like this.Because I think that if Sun Zhongsi finds out that her nightmares are the same as what Chaidu experienced - she knows very well what Chaidu has experienced - she may trouble Chaidu, but if only pain, fear and other emotions are left, she probably I don't care about anyone's troubles.

Then I went to Zhuo Tao and gave him an introduction to ghost cultivation.

I said to Zhuo Tao: "If you want to stay with Feng Qiang for a long time, you should practice hard. If you want to give up being a ghost, you should do it as soon as possible."

Zhuo Tao, freed from the influence of the incense burner, finally became concerned about the fact that she would harm Feng Qiang's health. She was so concerned that she only dared to watch idols on the screen and never appeared near Feng Qiang again.He said dejectedly, "Got it, I'll think about it."

Me: "Also, if you choose to cultivate, you will officially become a ghost cultivator, that is, after building the foundation, remember to return the material fee to me."

Zhuo Tao glared at me: "This kind of introductory information is available in the Mortal World Bookstore, if you don't let me find it myself."

Me: "Just brag. The customers of bookstores in the mortal world are living people. I have never heard of selling books to ghosts. Yin Yangmen will not release introductory books on ghost cultivation in mortal bookstores. Living people cannot cultivate ghosts and become ghosts." If you want to read books in the future, you can’t go to the bookstore of a living person and buy books with the clerk who can’t see them. Do you expect the bookstore owner to prepare books for ghost cultivation and leave them for the ghosts who don’t know when they will come to read? Do you think the bookstore owner can count on ghosts to consciously hand over the book money after taking those books?"

I put the fur ball between me and Zhuo Tao, and continued: "The same goes for online information. Your account will be cleared after you die, and you don't have a penny. What do you buy it for? There are shops that specialize in dealing with ghosts, but Still the same question, what can you buy when you are poor and white? Do you think that everyone is as easy to talk to as I am to give credit? Do you think that a book in that kind of shop costs more than ten yuan or tens of mortal coins? Go buy a book Let me see."

Zhuo Tao furiously put away the information: "I know, I will pay you back after I succeed in cultivation, you little miser!"

Me: "You are a ghost, I am not."

Zhuo Tao: "Is the iron cock okay?!"

0512_Heal and go crazy

I also gave Zhifeng the observation records on the use of shared seeds that I got from Chai Du and Sun Zhongsi.

Zhuangfeng said: "Oh, the feedback is too fast, our new product hasn't come out yet, so I have to give you two more old seeds as a thank you gift."

...You just keep it for me, anyway, it is very useful in a certain environment, although it is a bit too much, but as a collector with a large capacity of portable space, more is better than less.

Chai Du's mental state has stabilized. She was a strong girl. If it wasn't for the troubles of Xianglu and Sun Zhongsi, she who survived the unfortunate experience in her childhood would never have completely collapsed because of Feng Qiang's repeated cold faces.Freed from the influence of the censer, Sun Zhongsi was too busy to harass her for the time being. She looked at herself after picking up the censer, actively adjusted her mentality, and prepared to say thank you and sorry to Feng Qiang after recovering again.

—Hopefully she will have better luck this time.

And Sun Zhongsi, after waking up from the nightmare, started to go crazy.First, she showed indiscriminate aggressiveness, and everyone seemed to want to hurt her. She dared not fall asleep at night. Today, she lacks sleep and eats disorderly, and she has no strength to be irritable.

The psychiatrist originally prepared for Chaidu turned to deal with Sun Zhongsi's condition with all his strength. As for Chaidu, Sun's family thought that he was the source of the disaster that transmitted mental illness to Sun Zhongsi, so he politely invited him away.Fortunately, the Sun family was reasonable. Although they felt that Chai Du was unlucky, they didn't yell at Chai Du because of this. They just cut her off from Sun Zhongsi.

——This is exactly what Chai Du wanted.

In fact, it's not surprising that the Sun family miss Chaidu so much.The day that Chai Du began to recover was the day that Sun Zhongsi began to go crazy.If Sun Zhongsi's madness hadn't been too loud, and Chai Du's recovery was very low-key, the Sun family didn't know the exact day that Chai Du's condition began to improve, so they didn't overlap the two time points together, otherwise the Sun family would have to work harder. imagination.

Even now, the Sun family didn't directly link Sun Zhongsi's madness with Chai Du's recovery, and they looked coldly at Chai Du.

The wound on Chai Du's face is still not healed, and the mental problems of the present and early years have been dug out so that everyone who wants to know knows about it. The possibility of mixing in the entertainment industry is basically zero.

Fortunately, she joined the entertainment industry because of Feng Qiang, Feng Qiang announced that she was going to quit, and she had no reason to stay, so Chai Du didn't care too much.