Xiu Erdai's daily essays

0227_Congenital conditions

I don't know how long this mission will take, but considering that this chain mission has twelve steps, which is the weight of twelve foundation-building missions, that is, a whole year, so psychologically, I will do it in one year. prepared.

So I decided to use physical means to achieve the camouflage on the outside.

And with my innate conditions, this is not difficult.

My foundation is still soft at the age of 16, and the secondary sexual characteristics have not yet fully matured at this age-so I used to think about building the foundation at the age of 20-the facial curve does not highlight the masculinity of men.Of course, I still have special circumstances. Even if I look 40 years old, the masculinity may not be reflected on my face.

As long as the face is not worn, the figure covered by loose clothes will be even more difficult to wear.

It is also because my physical age is less than 16 years old, my development in this life is slower than in the previous life, my Adam's apple is still less obvious, and I have just entered the period of voice change, and my voice is still relatively...neutral.

——Speaking of this, I used to worry that if I build a foundation during the voice-changing period, wouldn't my voice-changing period last for tens or hundreds of years?

My brother comforted me as someone who has experienced it: "Because the voice-changing period is prolonged, the change is very soothing, coupled with spiritual nourishment, the voice-changing period only makes your voice change slowly, and does not make you uncomfortable. You won’t feel uncomfortable when you speak, and neither will others when they listen to you.”

Me: "Won't there be a male duck voice?"

My brother: "Do you know how many people in Yunxiazong's voice-changing period are in the foundation-building period and above? It's obvious that Yunxiazong hasn't become a duck farm."

It makes sense.

My brother: "What makes sense? This is the truth. Don't use the timeline of mortals to speculate on monks. As long as many things are not urgent, they are not terrible."

Well, let me trust you.

0228_Consultation

To be honest, with my appearance, if I tell others that I am a man, others may think that I am joking——Shi Bolin still dares to treat this as a joke, until I can’t bear it anymore—— It's so easy to be a woman, as long as you don't take it off for people to see.

I think the reason why senior brother and senior sister Ma Qingli made such a fuss about me taking this task is probably that they have assigned the reaction of junior senior uncle to me.The little uncle is definitely not willing to pretend to be a woman. His ideal is a muscular man, but I am different. With my lower limit, I can go anywhere by pretending to be a woman. There is no psychological pressure at all.

I erected a mirror in front of me, let out my long hair, and tied it loosely into a ponytail.I took a closer look at the neck, and compared it with my mother's image, to confirm that the throat settlement is not on the right side.Such a little bit, if you doubt it, you may become more suspicious because of it, but as long as you don't doubt it at the beginning, this little bit is not a flaw after you have preconceived it.Then I changed into a casual loose unisex suit that is said to be popular in the mortal world—my sister sent it to me—and then... I felt that there was nothing to adjust.

Tsk, my face is too easy for people to preconceive.In fact, strictly speaking, this face is not very feminine, it can only be said that it is not masculine enough.The point is that she is too beautiful, and everyone subconsciously thinks that the one who is beautiful should be a woman.Heh heh, stupid prejudice.

I evaluated myself for a while—it’s not that I’m narcissistic in front of the mirror. In fact, I don’t appreciate a man like me very much. Of course, I don’t hate or feel inferior. Can't make it through-then walked up to my dad.

My dad looked at me silently.

"I have accepted a mission outside the Zong, and it is said that this mission requires pretending to be a woman." I will explain the previous situation clearly, because my father's eyes are disgusting enough, and if I don't give a reasonable reason quickly, he will look disgusted immediately Walk away, and then ask, "Will my image give it away?"

My father: "Are you asking if it will be misleading in my eyes?"

I'm sorry I asked the wrong question. In the eyes of a cultivator who transforms himself, what is the difference between seeing through the gender? You can clearly see how many cracks there are on the bones.

So who should I ask?I thought about it for a while, and the communication contacted a person who should have a mortal aesthetic, and even if I was beaten because of me, I wouldn't feel too guilty.

Xie Qinwei: "...Everyone is going crazy, saying that you want to pretend to be a woman. I thought they were listening to wind and rain again. It turned out to be true...Second Young Master, what stimulated you? Don't give up on yourself."

It's only been a while, and it's rumored that it's crazy?Ben Zong is really free.

Me: "So I'm dressed like a woman, is it reasonable?"

Xie Qinwei: "It makes sense, didn't you hear Shi Bolin screaming next to me?" He turned the screen to Shi Bolin, the guy was so excited that he couldn't look directly at him.

The point is, Brother Xie, why did you switch the communication to public?What kind of hobby is this? ——Normal people’s communicators are all received in the default privacy mode, that is, others can’t see who the person opposite the communicator is, and they can’t hear what that person said.

Xie Qinwei immediately understood my suspicion of his hobby, and explained: "As soon as I saw that the person who contacted me was you, Second Young Master, I was flattered and guessed that it might be related to the mission you just received, so let Everyone is here to give you ideas, and we happened to be discussing this task."

You have discussed my task so actively and enthusiastically, so the disciples of Yunxia Sect have already united and loved each other to such an extent?I don't know if the elders are happy about this.

0229_enthusiasm

The brothers and sisters are really enthusiastic about my task—I don’t know how the sisters and sisters are for the time being, because the people who get together with Xie Qinwei at this time are all men of the gender, which even made me feel a little worried unconsciously and kept showing off. Did Ma Feng's Xie Qinwei have some unspeakable pain problem?

Or, just because it's kid time?Completely separated from the harem time?

I took back my thinking of guessing other people's gossip, and turned my attention back to the brothers who gave me advice.

Someone said: "Where is the location? I'll go see if there are any ready-made houses available nearby." This is the family's real estate purchases all over the world.

Another person said: "The house doesn't matter, the key is that a fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl is alone, and when she goes to a place where every family has relatives and relatives, and everyone in the family knows what's going on in the whole city within a day, there must be a house." A very reasonable reason. Otherwise, it would be easy to be regarded as a suspicious person, let alone make friends, and they would not be able to live."

Another said: "This is not a big problem. With the appearance of the second son, everyone will subconsciously be tolerant."

"Not necessarily, it could be just the opposite."

"That's jealousy."

"Jealousy is terrible. You don't know what a jealous person can do. The introduction specifically mentioned that the task target is very wary, and it also said that to complete the task, you must gain the trust and closeness of the task target. Obviously, this task is a water mill. Effort. From my experience, the simpler the task, the better. If it is too vigorous and magnificent, the task object may have positive feelings such as curiosity and gratitude for the second son, but I think it is difficult to be intimate , because there is too much sense of distance.”

"Then what if the task object itself is a vigorous person?"

"That's the sense of competition. It will be good not to be regarded as an opponent by then, and still intimate?"

"So, you must have the temperament of a male second and a warm male."

"It's a woman."

"The second female... Is the second female and the heroine generally in love rival relationship?"

"Isn't there a step to disturb the engagement? The positioning of the second female is very suitable."

"But the point is to be intimate with the heroine. Has the rival turned into a lover? But the heroine's sexual orientation is about men."

"In fact, it is easier to achieve the purpose of 'intimacy' by seducing as a man?"

"The second son is at a disadvantage. It's just a task, it's a big deal not to do it."

"I don't know what that woman looks like."

"No matter what you stand next to the second son, you have to feel ashamed. Are you doing tasks to help people solve problems, or are you going to hit other people's self-confidence and make you feel inferior for a lifetime?"

"You can't be so sure, there are all kinds of wonders in the world, what if you are more beautiful than the second young master?"

"There is still such a possibility in the world of comprehension. Mortals don't have spiritual nourishment, so it's difficult."

……

Enthusiasm is enthusiasm, but it is not constructive, and it digresses when talking.After all, it was only a discussion after reading the public profile, and the information was insufficient, so the analysis was naturally insufficient.

0230_ Manufacturing Encounter

Lala Zaza listened to a lot, although I thought it was useless, but I still wrote it down.

I thanked my brothers and sisters, and amidst the lingering sound of their cries of "If you need something in the middle of the mission, we are always waiting to help", I packed up my things—there was nothing to clean up, and my own things were always the same. Carry it with you - you left the sect that day.

Yu Jian flew all the way to the neighboring city of Jijia Village, went to the bank and exchanged the old banknotes left by my mother for some current banknotes, and then rode on the old banknotes left by my mother, which are now considered obsolete by the mortal world The two-wheeled electric vehicle entered Jijia Village.

It was dinner time when I arrived at Ji’s Village, and the road I chose was the one that passed through Ji Zuo’s house, so I stopped at the door of Ji Zuo’s house, smelling the aroma of their cooking, Cookies bought on the road.

——It’s not tasty, it’s not at all comparable to the products from Yunxiazong’s cafeteria.There are too many impurities.It's not as good as swallowing bigu pills.

"You are……"

As I expected, someone soon came to talk to me.With my face and such a miserable supper biscuit state, it was inevitable.

"Pei Lin." I replied. The word 'Lin' is relatively neutral, and it is not obtrusive when used in male and female names, which saves me the trouble of making up fake names.

Lies are liars, I personally prefer not to tell lies, because the truth makes me feel justified.Including deceiving people, as long as I use the truth, I am very confident.

Specifically, this kind of confidence is: Anyway, what I said is true, and if you misunderstand it, it is your fault and no longer my fault.

The middle-aged woman who spoke to me had a funny expression on her face: "I didn't ask for your name, I mean, why are you here alone at this time? I haven't seen you before, and you don't live near here? Are you looking for someone? Who are you looking for? I know most of the people around here, and I can take you there. It’s not good for you to stay here alone, it’s not very safe.”

When she said the last sentence, the middle-aged woman stared aside a few times.

...Hiss, I've overlooked this matter.In this place where I need to conceal my identity, if I can't mention my father, my power will not be able to cover me, and then those who have lust for my face will also have lust.

Hmm... If I beat down all the people who show their daring towards me, will it affect my gaining Ji Zuo's favorability?Her views on self-defense and overdefense are not mentioned in the mission statement.Tsk, so many explanations, the result is still incomplete.

Oh, the mission office has an explanation on this: We investigate and only investigate materials that have an impact on the mission, not randomly and unrestrainedly stealing people's privacy.

Hmph, there is no money here, and it is not your family's opinion on which ones are considered influential.

The task office that has been scolded like this in person has promised in its external statement: We promise to abide by professional ethics during investigations.