Xiu Erdai's daily essays

3552_ unconventional emotions

"Isn't the private emotion obvious? Facing Pei Damei, whose private emotion would not love him?"

"Just now, another wave of Pei Meirenhei was beaten away. You pretended not to see it, did you?"

"There is also that group of neutrals who made room for our fans, but refused to go far, and kept looking at us."

"So, Jiang Weixiao may actually not like Pei Lin, but because most people in Yunxiazong like this beauty who grew up in Yunxiazong, so Jiang Weixiao showed his liking in accordance with the public?"

"If Jiang Weixiao doesn't like Young Master Pei...it seems to make sense? Because Young Master Pei's existence is a bit out of the rules, it's not easy to manage, and he's a different kind."

"Beauty, cuteness, these are qualities that ordinary people would like, but Jiang Weixiao's thinking has always been different from ordinary people, these may be too shallow for him. Jiang Weixiao likes people and things that are beneficial to Yunxiazong, But that kind of liking is not doting, but just... just like loving the elders, all the inner disciples of the Yunxia Sect, and all the spiritual plants and beasts belonging to the Yunxia Sect, without distinction."

"I might like Pei Lin a little more because he is particularly beneficial to the Yunxia Sect, but it's still just a liking, a liking within the scope of rational control, not a petting out of principle."

Zhu Jiaopei: "Emotions that are too unconventional may be false."

Me: "It may also be because you have not found a reason to explain these emotions in a conventional way."

Zhu Jiaopei: "Have you found Mr. Pei?"

Me: "I just know that if the elder brother treats me like an ordinary disciple of the inner sect, other people will not have any objections, so there is no need for him to wrong himself to spoil me unprincipled."

Me: "My father followed the rules and punished me severely, and no one has any objections. Senior brother, a senior who is not related to me by blood and is busy with work, spends a lot of time preferentially treating me just to borrow my popularity among his disciples? Even Did he treat me preferentially when I hadn't had much contact with people and didn't show my popularity? At the same time, he went to attack the disciples who were dissatisfied with him one by one, and the effect of subduing him was much better than now."

"It makes sense to say that. With Jiang Weixiao's methods, he really doesn't need to fabricate his feelings, especially there is no reason to deceive the feelings of Yunxia Sect disciples."

"Don't make it so scary, what do you mean by 'cheating feelings'?"

"Whether it's true or not, Jiang Weixiao's special treatment of Pei Meiren is very strange."

3553_senior

"Really, Jiang Weixiao is only at the Jindan stage, Jindan stage, Jindan stage! How many times do you have to say it before you can understand? He doesn't have the ability to calculate everything, and it is impossible to control himself to the point As a special case, Pei Lin aroused Jiang Weixiao's special mood, isn't this normal?"

"But for Jiang Weixiao, what's so special about Pei Meiren? A son of the God Transformation Stage? As you said, Jiang Weixiao is only at the Golden Core Stage, and he doesn't really understand that Pei Lin was born in the God Transformation Stage. what it means.”

"senior……"

"I've slipped my tongue and slipped my tongue, I know, don't interrupt, wait until I finish."

"You say, we listen."

"Okay, I'll continue. What's special about Pei Lin? Born in the Yunxia Sect? This is rare, but it's not the only case. For example, there is another one in the past two years... What's the name of the child? There are only two swordsmen. four spiritual roots."

Me: "Duan Yanzhou, his parents are Yan Gui and Duan Zhe."

"Yes, that's him. He was also born in the Yunxia Sect. Although the spiritual roots are a bit short, the Yunxia Sect has a precedent for cultivating four spiritual roots. For example, the first Taoist companion of Elder Pei Ji was a four-spirited root. But Jiang Weixiao didn’t mean to look at Duan Yanzhou differently.”

"I'm sorry, senior, let me question a little bit. How do you know that Senior Jiang didn't treat Duan Yanzhou differently? Maybe Senior Jiang also gave Duan Yanzhou a lot of preferential treatment, but because Duan Yanzhou was still a child, Senior Jiang and him Not much interaction? You can't squat in Yunxiazong and see all the actions of Senior Jiang, right?"

"...Is it okay to pay attention to the words you use when questioning seniors? What is 'squatting'..."

The senior who was questioned: "It's okay. This question is actually easy to answer. Back then... hey, some of you should know that when Pei Lin was just born, and before he established his foundation, Jiang Weixiao ran to the peak of Elder Pei Ji. How diligent is your head, haven't your friends from Yunxiazong complained to you?"

Senior: "At that time, Jiang Weixiao almost moved his office to Pei Feng. It was because many managers strongly opposed it because they were afraid of Elder Pei Ji that Jiang Weixiao finally gave up on that plan."

"I think I've heard about it."

Senior: "Right. He can't put it down so brightly. Jiang Weixiao has deep thoughts when dealing with external affairs, but in fact, he won't hide too much when he gets along with Yunxia Sect disciples in Yunxia Sect. As long as it doesn't affect work, Jiang Weixiao wants to do it." He did everything right away, after all, he is not only the eldest brother of the Yunxia Sect, but also a disciple of the Yunxia Sect."

3554_Why special treatment?

Senior: "The identity of a senior brother determines that Jiang Weixiao needs to have a high degree of self-control to manage the entire sect; the identity of a disciple means that as long as he does not violate the rules, Jiang Weixiao can do whatever he likes in the Yunxia Sect. It’s time to really think about it, and you can break some rules.”

Senior: "If Jiang Weixiao's liking conflicts with Yunxiazong's management, Jiang Weixiao has to reflect on his own way, and if there is no conflict, it is obvious that Jiang Weixiao can do whatever he likes, and whoever controls the rules will be fine." I won’t stop him. Also, do you know that Yunxiazong’s rules and management standards have ups and downs? Most of the time, you don’t complain, and you deal with it, so the range of things that can be done in Yunxiazong is very wide.”

"I think I can fully understand the reason why Jiang Weixiao's attitude towards Duan Yanzhou is average now: after raising a stunning child like Pei Meiren with his own hands, he no longer has feelings for ordinary-looking children."

"I heard from other disciples of Yunxia Sect that after seeing Duan Yanzhou, they no longer look forward to having children."

"Is it so bad? Two Golden Core stage children, I can't say that, I've met Yan Gui and Duan Zhe, and their looks... are still on the average."

"I haven't seen Duan Yanzhou before. I heard that he looks like an ordinary child, similar to... Medicine Sect Chu Wuliu when he was a child."

"..."

"Hey, you guys are a bit too much, ordinary kids let you discriminate like this?"

"No, there is a question of expectations. The main reason is that the last child born in the Yunxia Sect was so cute. Now I am downshifted to the normal level...the psychological gap is a bit big."

"That is, if Duan Yanzhou was born immediately after Pei Sen and Pei Miao, the feeling would be much better."

"...I wonder why Hei Quan was so easily cleared away this time. It turns out... how much power does his uncle have among us?"

"Ah, did I call Pei Sen Pei Miao's name directly? Sigh, there is no way, even if I thought of it beforehand, I still can't call them senior."

"...Senior, you don't need to emphasize it again, really."

It seems that it is difficult to draw credible conclusions from outsiders' discussions, so I asked the big brother directly.

Eldest brother: "Why do I give you special treatment... This embarrasses me. Love is a feeling, and it happens as soon as it occurs. If I can analyze every trace of my mood, I will not be in the golden elixir stage long ago." gone."

Me: "It's not just a 'slight' mood, we have been together for so many years, and you don't analyze your long-term relationship?"

Eldest brother: "I don't know where the love starts and then goes deep?"

I:"……"

3555_ not averse to the means themselves

Eldest brother: "Beauty junior brother, I didn't trick you this time, I really haven't fully analyzed it, and I can't be completely sure about the part I have analyzed. I can only say that your appearance, personality, origin and other characteristics, If you look at any of them separately, it is not enough for me to treat you particularly favorably, but if you add them all together, it seems that you just hit a point, making you a special case with me."

Big Brother: "How did you hit it? What exactly is it? I can't tell, but I know that this hit is very important. When I understand it, my cultivation will take a big step forward. Because you It touched me deeply emotionally, and the more I understand that movement, the more I understand myself."

Senior brother: "Xiao Lin'er, you have guided me to see my way more clearly. Great grace."

Me: "Then do you want to tell your benefactor, how can I continue my debt collection mission? Just spend it with Zhu Jiaopei like this?"

Eldest brother: "It's exhausting, anyway, it's not a burden to you. It's a reasonable opportunity that outsiders can't go wrong, and can monitor the golden core period around the clock. It's not bad to take advantage of it. By the way, you can also learn from Zhu Daoyou when you monitor. It’s just that you lack this trick, but in fact you probably don’t need to learn it, and you don’t need to use it very often, and it’s best not to use it.”

Me: "Cheating isn't necessarily a bad thing."

Big brother: "For you most of the time. Don't think too much about the general significance of a thing, because it will be considered endlessly. All you need to care about is what it means to you. Do you like it, or not like?"

Me: "As long as you don't lie to me about something I care about, in fact, I don't care whether I like it or not. Especially from the perspective of the outsider, some deceptions are so wonderful that I can't help but praise them."

"Sun Tzu's Art of War" said that soldiers are deceitful, so they can show that they can't, use them to show they don't use them, use them to show they are far, and far show them to be near.

This is also deception, but it is for survival, or at least for profit, and the focus will not be to tease innocent people needlessly.

What I hate is bullying, the innocent, and the teasing that is just a joke, but I don't hate the method itself, even if it is a very bad method, as long as it is used in a struggle of the same level, as long as it is used for I can accept clear, self-related goals.