Xiu Erdai's daily essays

Chapter 026



0079_things i like

I don't quite understand what the second exam is trying to test the characteristics of the candidates.This feeling is like seeing a question that has nothing to do with the knowledge you have learned during an exam in your previous life. You know that it must test a certain knowledge point in the book, but you just can’t think of it. .

When I couldn't understand the intention of the questioner, I decided to answer the question literally.

What I like to do, at this stage, is to entertain myself while studying alone.

My biggest pain in my student days in my previous life was that I would forget what I learned.The most typical example is memorizing vocabulary, which is called a life-and-death struggle, with no interest at all.

What the teacher said: "Memorize ten words a day, you only need to memorize ten words a day, and after three years of persistence, you can easily get a high score in the college entrance examination. As long as you persist. How much time will it take you to memorize ten words a day? Start from now .”

lie to you.

It is not a problem to memorize ten words every day, but it is a problem to remember how many words after three years.

Write it down today, forget it tomorrow, write it down this week, forget it next week.My interest in foreign languages ​​was lost through endless reciting and forgetting. Until later, watching a large number of American TV series did not rekindle my enthusiasm for learning languages.

But this life is different. I will never forget it after seeing it once. Even if I can’t understand anything for a while, I can at least be happy that I remember it. I really get something, and I won’t feel like I wasted time.

Occasionally, I would imagine that if I had this kind of memory in my previous life... Hey, the seemingly complicated but pale world in my previous life did not have so many memories worth remembering. It is enough to have Du Niang Google, and the brain will degenerate as it degenerates.Good steel should be used on the blade.

The way I study in my life is like this. As long as I have access to books, jade slips and other data storage tools, I will first memorize them all in the shortest possible time, and then pick and choose. Learn slowly.

From the outside, most of my study time seems to be in a daze, or sleeping.Sitting motionless all day with eyes open, or lying motionless all day with eyes closed.Although it seems that I have not done anything, my brain is actually running at high speed, comparing and analyzing similar materials to understand every knowledge point.

——Although it is undeniable that when some knowledge points are too advanced for me to understand, my brain will freeze and then I will be really sluggish or fall asleep.But most of the time I'm really learning, really.

When I used my open memory unrestrainedly, I found that the information was not as much as I thought in my previous life.Even if the knowledge of the world in this life is richer than in the previous life, but exclude entertainment, such as novels, film and television dramas, etc., and exclude chicken soup for the soul that seems to be very inspiring but practically meaningless, and then exclude certain interpretations , xx detailed explanation and other derivatives, serious preaching and teaching, and dry materials, the mortal world and the cultivation world add up, and I can finish it in one year.

Of course, if you finish memorizing it, you have to remember it. If you want to talk about knowing it, you can barely count it as a few tenths of a percent... the superficial.

0080_choice disorder

It should be noted that the information I have access to at this stage is only a fraction compared to all the information in the world.

The military technology of the mortal world, the secret technology of the company, the foundation of the enterprise... I can't get these. Although monks are generally considered to be superior to ordinary people, in fact, it can only be said that each has its own world. Limit mutual communication, but guarantee non-interference.

Of course, the powerful monks can easily destroy the entire mortal world, but if the mortal world is really destroyed, the cultivation world cannot last long.With the fertility of the monks, even if the monks have a long lifespan, they can only watch helplessly as more people die than are born every year, and all of them die in the end.

——My father, who can have three children in a lifetime, one of whom is still born in the stage of becoming a god... Strange man, he is really a rare breed among monks, and this rare breed dies after giving birth to two children Had two wives, if it wasn't for the fact that the first child was twins, it would have been two for two, with no improvement in the number of people.

So from this perspective, the mortal world is an indispensable cornerstone of the cultivation world.

I have no access to the real high-end technology in the mortal world, and even less to the high-end technology in the cultivation world.

The mortal world is inaccessible because of artificial secrecy, and monks cannot steal it out of morality—I have no moral bottom line, but I have no ability to steal—and the cultivation world is inaccessible because I am too cultivated. Low, give me high-end technology to see that I have to stay away for the safety of my life.

During the qi training period, you can only read the jade slips during the qi training period, learn the magic formulas during the qi training period, and run the spiritual power flow rules during the qi training period.If you are too greedy to venture in and look at the jade slips of the foundation-building period, headaches, spiritual power riots, and disordered meridians are trivial things, while bursting of meridians, damage to spiritual roots, and other injuries that cannot be recovered at all are eternal pains—as for hanging up, that’s all. Not to mention.

But don't worry, these contents that can't be seen by people with low cultivation level are all restricted, and it is extremely difficult for people with low cultivation level to self-mutilate.

——But there are also some people who go sideways, break the prohibition, insist on stealing, and then punish themselves. This is self-inflicted, and no one can stop it.

But I'm not a greedy person, or rather, I haven't digested all the materials I've memorized now. I've been in the Qi training period for many years, but I haven't learned the materials yet. Dzogchen, I am almost desperate for my IQ that has not improved in two lifetimes.

My father said to this: "If you are greedy, you deserve it."

Me: Can this be my fault?When memorizing materials, I only cared about speed, and didn't screen them at all. In addition, I felt a sense of accomplishment when I found out that I could memorize so much knowledge, so I happily filled everything into the memory bank.When I learned slowly later, I discovered that I am a sword cultivator, and I have packed my head with the basic theoretical knowledge of all professions such as alchemy cultivator, talisman cultivator, beast master, planter, physical cultivator, Confucianism cultivator, etc., even in the mortal world. I didn't let go of all the knowledge, and then found that these knowledge are inextricably linked with the foundation of sword cultivation. I completely put aside my own psychological test no matter what, so I struggled to learn more, and then I learned endless...

I'm not really a greedy person, I'm just a bit of a choice disorder... well, maybe more than a little.

0081_ serious book

In addition to the things that cannot be touched due to the limitation of cultivation, there are some things in the cultivation world that I cannot touch.Just as there are industry secrets in the mortal world, of course there are in the realm of comprehension.As big as the defense map of the sect, as small as... the exam guide.

Before I participated in this selection meeting, except for the mountain climbing process I witnessed ten years ago and the short record of the examination process like a promotional advertisement, I have not been able to find any information related to the selection examination questions.

I'm a bookworm who was almost fostered in the Library Pavilion, none of the thousands of examination questions in the Yunxia Sect was actually leaked to me...

What are the seniors trying to hide?

The elder brother said: "Fortunately, your course of action is very monotonous, and you have few contacts, so it's easy to hide from you."

Me: "..." How can I say that information is very important?But it's mainly my fault. When others said they wouldn't let me watch it, I consciously avoided it. I didn't think about watching it secretly. I'm really an upright person.

Then honestly, I caught blind today.

Speaking of it, although I have to read all the books in my life, especially the books that are serious about preaching and teaching, I will not let go of a single one.But in fact, from my previous life to this life, I have never been a person who likes to read serious books.

In my previous life, it may be because I was hurt by studying when I was a student. After I graduated, I felt chest tightness and shortness of breath when I read serious books. The more I tried to read seriously, the more I felt breathless and dizzy.

To be precise, this is not only after graduation, but a symptom that began to appear before the college entrance examination. It was relieved once in college, but it has never been cured.So after finishing my undergraduate degree, even though I had good grades, I never considered going to graduate school. Even with my personality, it is actually more suitable for me to survive in school.As for after work, self-improvement such as on-the-job graduate students is not considered.

However, I don’t want to read serious books. I have read a lot of entertainment books in my previous life. In terms of the amount of words I read every day, I can definitely be called a bookworm.

Relying on my innate advantages in this life, I have read a lot of entertainment books, and this life is not like the previous life. To read a book, you must have equipment, whether it is a thick paper book or a computer, mobile phone, electronic paper book and other products. , is a fixed large sum of expenditure every year, and now I only need to use the name of browsing to browse through a whole large bookstore in one day.After flipping through, you can enjoy it anytime and anywhere you want.

——Many books were selected out of the list worthy of careful reading after memorizing them for the first time, which saved me a lot of time searching for books.

I have fully mastered the book-turning technique when two pages overlap and cause one page to be missed.It would be even simpler if it was a jade slip. There is no such thing as turning over two or three pages in a jade slip.

But I have to say that in terms of entertainment books, the world of cultivation is really not as good as the world of mortals, it's far behind.As a side note, in my definition, poetry, poetry, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting are not considered entertainment, but those that can be hahaha or wanton when you watch them.

Yes, I am such a vulgar person.

On the other hand, I cured the psychological problem of reading discomfort from serious books in my previous life.In fact, the main problem was that I was too serious at that time. As soon as I faced the serious book, I subconsciously felt that the words were so perfect that I couldn’t help but want to memorize them, but I was not very interested in those contents. The more I force myself to memorize, the more irritable, self-doubting, and memory failure become. The vicious cycle eventually leads to psychological disorders.

In my previous life, I was aware of the problem, but I just couldn’t relax when facing serious books, and I didn’t have the motivation to enrich myself, so I gave up on serious books in the end, and only addressed them when there was a practical need. Inquire about one or two.

But the problem of memory in this life has been solved, so the psychological problem in this aspect has also been healed.


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